A New Beginning

She fought hard to hold back her smile as she stepped, for the first
time, on campus. The feeling of freedom and independence overwhelmed
her. For the first time she had no one to answer to, no one to check
in with. She could do whatever she wanted, with no one to tell her
otherwise.

Kristy walked through campus to where her dorm room was, as promising
thoughts of her upcoming year raced through her head. She was just 18
in July, and felt as if she was just beginning life. She was a tall
slender girl, with a beautiful face and a body to match.

In high school, she was very popular. She was the girl that all the
guys wanted to be with. She hung out with the "in crowd", and was very
active in her school. She had the same boyfriend since freshman year,
who was equally popular, and as handsome as she was beautiful. They
were the envy of most of the school, most likely to succeed in
whatever they set out to do.

Her personality as well as her looks equally attributed to her
popularity. She was friendly with everyone in school, and always
treated everyone with the same kindness and bubbling demeanor,
regardless of how they looked or acted. Sometimes her close friends
were put off by the fact that she would "even be seen" with some of
the people she talked to, but it never bothered her. Kristy felt that
every person was unique in some way or another, and that every person
she got to know had the potential to broaden her own personality. Why
anyone would deny themselves of such an experience, simply because
someone doesn't look or act like you do was beyond her. It seems that
is what the whole point of getting to know other people was about.

Although, despite all of her wonderful traits, something was not right
with Kristy. It seemed to her that ever since she could remember, she
lived her life doing as she thought other people would expect her to
do. Being the person she is, she always tries to exceed the
expectations of others around her, be it her parents, friends or her
boyfriend Matt. She rarely takes the time to live her life for her,
which is why she is overwhelmed with excitement now. She has decided
to cease this opportunity, and from this day on, live life more for
herself. She has the chance to start over, and let herself experience
life on her own terms.

She entered her dorm room, dragging her things behind her, and noticed
that her roommate was already there and gone. Her things were left
half unpacked and scattered across one side of the room. Kristy began
to neatly unpack and put away her things, unaffected by the untidy
first impression of her roommate. She was to enamored by her newfound
freedom to worry about anything else.

Days later, Kristy had once again found herself falling into her old
habits, struggling feverishly to make a good first impression on her
professors. Her feelings of freedom and independence were soon
replaced with overwhelming feelings of anxiety. She spent her first
week closed in her room studying, and wondering, as she listened to
the other students laugh and carry on in the hallways, how anyone else
had any time for themselves.

She had only seen her roommate twice at this point, and wondered how
she managed to stay away for as long as she did. Her name was Mary,
and she was a very quiet person. Not in a shy way, but more like,
"it's too bothersome to answer your boring questions using more than
one word" way. She wasn't nasty or rude, just not the type who liked
to talk. She was a pretty girl, but seemed to hide it underneath her
jet-black hair and pale face.

As Kristy sat among her piles of books and papers, she began to feel
her stomach sinking as she thought. Not even one week and the only
person she's met doesn't talk. She began to think about her parents,
and what advice they would give her. She wanted to call, but did not
want anyone to think that she was already homesick after a few days.
Her thoughts then slowly drifted to Matt, her boyfriend. She wondered
how he was getting along, as they were across the country in different
colleges. She thought about how they had agreed to split-up before
college. It was obviously the right thing to do, seeing as how they
would be apart for four years. They both knew that pretending to carry
on a relationship when they were over three thousand miles apart was
just ridiculous. Still, she wished he was there with her.

She let her thoughts overwhelm her, and began to cry. As she sat alone
in her room, wishing to see a familiar face to comfort her it hit her.
She didn't need Matt or her parents! She didn't need anyone. She was
free to do whatever she wanted. Her feelings of independence came
rushing back to her as her tears dried up. She pushed aside her books
and got up to pace the room, thinking out loud about all the things
she was going to do with her freedom. She had worked herself up into
such an excitement, she was almost breathless, and sat back down to
regain her thoughts.

Again, her thoughts turned to Matt, but this time not just him, but of
the times, they spent alone. Matt was her one and only lover. She
thought about how Matt used to tell her how he loved her after they
made love, and how wonderful he said she had made him feel. She
remembered the things that he used to say, and the words he used to
describe how he felt when he was with her. And as if she were looking
at herself from another point of view, realized that she never truly
understood what he was feeling. She could see herself saying the same
things back to him, and not understanding why, but only that it made
him happy. Her mind became a flood of thoughts, as this revelation
crashed upon her. She felt like she was watching a movie that didn't
make any sense until the last minutes when everything seemed to tie
itself together. She began to realize what had been missing from her
life. She never really loved Matt, and didn't face it until this
moment. She definitely had feelings for him, but not in the way that
she pretended. Matt was just the expectation she needed to live up to.
She realized that their relationship was just following her pattern of
life.

She sat back as a cold rushed over her body. She felt like she had
been told bad news, but it somehow liberated her. She realized that it
wasn't just Matt himself that was the problem, but the lack of feeling
that she had denied herself. She wondered how she could ever let
herself sink into such a situation. How she could be so deep in a
place that didn't allow her to feel anything for herself, and worse,
why did she feel so content there? She gazed at the books piled on the
desk in front of her and smiled. She had the rest of her life in front
of her, and was determined to find whatever she had been missing.

As she reveled in her thoughts, she felt as if she had broken out of a
cage that had confined her for years. The feeling was so overwhelming
she was almost finding it difficult to breathe. Suddenly she wondered
what she had missed out on in her past four years. She wondered if
there was anything, or anyone that could have given her the passion
she was missing. Maybe she was so blinded by what she thought was love
and passion that she wouldn't have known it if it was ever really
there. Did she miss it? Was it there for her all along, and she just
didn't recognize it? Her mind began to race through all of the faces
of people she knew all of the places she'd been, hoping that something
would spark. Instead, the more she thought, the more she realized that
her life was never her own. Her mind began to slow down, as if it were
running out of gas, and she soon fell asleep.

It was hours later when she was jolted awake. It took her some time to
focus on where she was. Her neck was stiff from the chair she had
fallen asleep in. She was alone in her room, and everything was quiet
for the first time since she came here. She got up, turned off her
desk lamp and fumbled into bed. There was a full moon out that kept
her room lit enough for her to see the outline of the things around
her. As she began to close her eyes, she realized what it was that had
woke her up in the first place.

It was a night, just like tonight. She closed her eyes and started
replaying it in her mind. The more she thought, the more vividly it
came back to her, and it felt as if she was there again. All the
sensations, everything she felt, were as if it were happening to her
all over again.

It was shortly after her freshman year of high school had begun. Her
and her friend Kim had arrived back at Kim's house after a party,
where she had just met Matt. She could feel the butterflies in her
stomach, just like she had that night. It has been so long since she
felt like that. She remembered sitting on Kim's bed, talking and
laughing.

Her eyes flew open briefly breaking her concentration. She held her
breath as her eyes scanned around the moonlit room. She exhaled slowly
as her body relaxed again, and she gently closed her eyes. She could
see Kim's room, lit dimly from the light of the television, just the
way the moon lit her dorm. Kim slept next to her, closely huddled into
her body. It felt warm and comfortable. Kim's leg was uncovered, and
draped across her body. Her mind re-lived the way her eyes were drawn
onto her skin, glowing from the blue light. Her mind's eye scanning
back and forth over the smoothness of her skin, starting high above
her knee, just below her hip, straight down, over her ankle to the
tips of her toes. She could feel her warmth on her fingertips as she
gently reached out to touch her. Her body tingled with sensations she
had never before experienced.

Kim's body shifted tighter into hers, and she could now feel her
sleeping breath on her ear and neck. Her body was hot and she began to
perspire. She felt a breeze coming from Kim's bedroom window, and as
it blew over her, she became aware of every part of her body. Her
breasts felt heavy lying on her chest, and her nipples were hard and
straining the fabric of her shirt, the way they did when she was cold.
They were sensitive, and felt as if they were burning when her shirt
lightly brushed them. There was a tingling sensation between her legs,
and as she became more aware, she felt a dampness there. Her heart was
pounding in her ears, and her stomach felt queasy at the thought that
she may have wet herself while she slept next to her best friend. Her
hand shook as she reached down to inspect herself, praying that it was
just her imagination. As her fingers came in contact with her damp
panties, her body was jolted by what felt like an electric shock
coursing through her body in an instant, causing her to wince out
loud. She quickly pulled her hand away. Her body felt as if it was
being stuck with millions of pins and needles all at once. Her toes
tingled, and she felt an almost painful throbbing between her legs.
Her body, now soaked with sweat, crawled with a feverish sensitivity.
Her mind was working hard, but all she could concentrate on was the
sensations within her. She could not tell what was happening, and held
her breath anxiously.

Again, Kristy's eyes flew open. Her body experiencing all of the
sensations as if it was happening all over again. She grabbed at her
shirt anxiously and pulled it over her head. Her breasts throbbing,
she gently took her nipples between her fingers and squeezed lightly,
rolling up and down the stiff flesh sending shivers through her body.
Her mind was vividly recapturing the image of Kim's smooth skin
against hers. She was again drawn to the intense throbbing between her
legs, and quickly rolled her damp panties down over her ankles and
slipped them off. Her hand instinctively reached between her legs and
cupped tightly over her pussy. She pressed hard against herself, and
her body uncontrollably jumped as the heel of her hand pressed into
her sensitive clit. She slowly slid two fingers up to her clit and
circled the spot where the throbbing was coming from. Her body shook
every time her fingers glided over the hard little bump. As she gently
massaged it, the sensations grew steadily, more pleasurable each time.
She was almost scared to keep going, unsure of where this feeling
would lead her, but it felt too good to stop. She pressed harder and
faster as her pleasure built, and spread throughout her body. She
could feel that something was going to happen soon, but she didn't
know what. She closed her eyes and breathed in deeply, bracing herself
for what was to come. Suddenly, images of her friend came rushing into
her head. Her soft, naked skin on hers, her warm breath tickling her
ear and the shape of her foot resting on her leg sent her over the
edge. Kristy's hips lifted off the bed uncontrollably towards her
pressing fingers. Everything around her seemed to disappear as her
body shook and convulsed with pleasure. She couldn't breathe, and she
felt as though she was screaming but couldn't hear. A sharp pleasure
washed over her body for what seemed like days, and she could feel
wetness pouring out between her legs onto her fingers. Every muscle in
her body clenched tightly around her center, and then as quick as it
came, washed away.

She lay still on her bed, naked and sweating. Her senses slowly
beginning to return. She managed somehow to crawl under her covers,
and as she basked in the wonderment of her very first orgasm, she
drifted to sleep.

Kristy woke the next morning with the same excited feeling in her
stomach that she used to get on Christmas morning when she was young.
She looked over at her alarm clock, which read 10:38. She had missed
the start of class, and didn't even make an effort to get up. Her mind
buzzed as thoughts of last night were rushing back. She had never
experienced such a powerful emotion, and as she thought more about
what happened, she wondered what it meant. Was she attracted to women?
Was she a lesbian? Maybe it was just Kim who she was attracted to. She
thought hard to remember any other incident where she may have felt
the same as she had that night at Kim's, but nothing seemed to click.
Nothing that strong at least. She remembered incidents where she
caught herself looking at other women, but didn't recognize them as
sexual, until now. She remembered admiring outfits, or shoes, but as
she thought harder, she realized there was more to it. She could
vividly remember the way they moved or their smell. She could see
herself admiring her friends for more than just their clothes or hair.
She remembered the shape of their bodies. She remembered how their
breasts looked, or the curve of their hips. It wasn't the shoes or the
clothes she was noticing, but the way those things made a girls body
look. The way a tight shirt would strain against their breasts, making
them round and firm, or show off some belly. The way shoes might make
their legs look.

As all these different images flashed in her mind, this time for what
they really were, she felt her body start to tingle again. She
concentrated hard, until her thoughts settled on one incident in
particular. It was graduation, and she was sitting in her living room
talking to her friend Lisa. Her parents had thrown a small
pre-graduation party for her and some friends, before they went to the
big party that night. Lisa looked exceptionally gorgeous that night.
She wore a short black dress, and sexy strap heals. Kristy recalled
their conversation, and the way Lisa sat across from her with her legs
crossed. She remembered staring at her shoes, and the way her eyes
traveled from her foot all the way up her leg to the hem of her dress.
Kristy recalled the way she sipped her drink, and how delicate her
manicured fingers looked when she held her glass. She could smell her
perfume, and delighted at the way Lisa's bright eyes widened, and the
warmth of her smile as they spoke. The harder she focused on Lisa;
everything else in her memory seemed to dissolve, until just the two
of them were there. The conversation seemed to fade as well, and all
she could hear was the sound of her breathing and her heart beating.
She concentrated hard on Lisa's image. In her mind, Lisa leaned into
her, uncrossing her legs, and began to speak to her again. Her voice
rang louder and clearer in her ears. Lisa was telling her to touch
herself, begging to see it. Lisa began to run her fingers up and down
her own legs. Kristy's eyes followed Lisa's fingers to the darkness
beneath her dress. Lisa was speaking to her softly, whispering
Kristy's name. Her mind flashed images of Lisa's body, as she felt in
intense pressure welling up inside her. She could almost feel Lisa
there with her, as she quickly became aware of her own body. Still
concentrating on the scrambling images in her mind, she became aware
of her hand working feverishly between her legs. Her mind now jumbled,
flashing pictures of Kim and Lisa, one after another, all the while
hearing Lisa's voice encouraging her. Her mind was moving fast and
everything was beginning to become blurry. Images of Lisa and Kim
combined with others began to mesh, until they didn't even make sense,
until she finally felt her body tense up, and waves of pleasure
overcame her.

Two days had passed in a blur since Kristy became aware of her
feelings. Although she felt relieved, as though she had found a big
part of her that had been missing, she didn't know how to cope with
the fact that she was attracted to other women. She was finding it
difficult to concentrate on anything else in her life, and often found
mind wandering off. She wasn't able to recall anything she had heard
in her classes the past two days, and hadn't opened a single book. Her
mind seemed to be set off by the slightest incident, and blocked
everything else out. She found herself fantasizing about different
girls she would see. She tried hard to think of boys, but it just
didn't happen. There was no denying the way she felt.

She sat in her dorm room, wishing desperately for someone to talk to.
Who would she tell? Her parents? Her friends? There was no one for her
to turn to. She was going to have to figure it out on her own. She
decided to log on to her computer and see if she could find anyone to
talk to. She read through some of her mail, but there was nothing
interesting. Just a few jokes and notes from her friends asking how
she was getting along. She even entertained the idea of visiting some
of the chat rooms, but she knew that it wouldn't do her any good to
tell her feelings to a stranger. Besides, you never knew who you were
really talking to anyway, so she just logged off.

It was still early, and she was feeling hungry. She decided to take a
walk and get something to eat. She found herself in this little pizza
place, just off campus. It wasn't crowded like it usually was, but
there were a few people there. She took her pizza, sat down at an
empty table and began to eat. Not even a minute passed when she heard
a voice from behind her.

"English lit with Brogan right?"

She turned to see a girl that she thought she recognized from one of
her classes. She was cute. About 5'5. Long brown hair, and dark eyes.
Kristy's eyes darted up and down the girl's slender frame, and felt
her mind start to wander.

"I sit right behind you I think."

Kristy's mind snapped back.

"Oh yea... hi... I'm sorry, I just spaced out for a sec."

As she spoke, she realized that it might have been the first thing she
said in days.

"It's okay," the girl said as she sat down at Kristy's table. 

"I'm Kate, nice to meet you."

"Kristy, same here."

"You're not expecting anyone are you?"

"Not at all."

The two sat, eating their pizza and talking about their classes. They
seemed to hit it off pretty well. As it turned out, they were in a few
classes together, and Kristy was able to get some of the assignments
she had missed the past few days. They finished their food, and had
remained talking for well over an hour. Kristy liked Kate, who
reminded her a lot of herself. Even better still, she took her mind
off the things that had been troubling her for the past few days, and
Kristy felt almost normal again. Not once since they started talking
did Kristy think of her in a sexual way. As that thought occurred to
her she felt relieved, fearing lately that she had turned into some
kind of lesbian pervert who could only think about sex.

After a while Kate suggested that they walk back to Kristy's dorm so
she could give her some of the notes she had "misplaced." Kristy
couldn't tell her the real reason for not knowing the assignments.

"I would say we could go back to mine, but my room mate's a pain in
the ass. She's in bed already, and she gets up at like 4 am everyday!"

"That's okay, I've only seen mine like three times. She hasn't slept
there once."

"You don't know how lucky you are. I already put in to be switched
out, but unless something becomes available, I'm screwed."

They walked back to the dorms talking and laughing the whole way. As
they headed into the building, they realized that they lived in the
same place, Kristy one floor below Kate. They entered Kristy's room,
and Kate sat down at the desk and started to copy down all the
assignments that were due in their classes.

"I can't tell you how much I appreciate this Kate. You are a real
lifesaver."

"It's no problem. You should just be thankful I introduced myself to
you."

"I am! Don't worry I'll pay you back I promise."

"Oh yea? What did you have in mind?"

"What do you want?"

"Hmm... "

Kate put her hand to her chin and pretended to think about it real
hard.

"Give me a couple of days and I'll think of something."

Kristy laughed, "Okay you got it."

"So what's the deal with your room mate? Where does she stay?"

Kristy shrugged her shoulders. "Beats me, All I know is that her name
is Mary."

"Do you think she'd be interested in changing rooms with me? I mean
since she's never here anyway... Oh that is unless you like being
alone."

"No I would love to have someone to talk to, believe me. I can ask her
if I see her again."

As she spoke, she realized that she didn't really mean it. She did
seem to like Kate a lot, but truthfully, being alone the last few days
has really been helpful. She knew that she still needed more time to
sort through all her feelings, and having someone around all the time
would make it difficult.

"Okay then. I'd better get going. It's getting late, and I should get
there before she goes to sleep. I'll meet you downstairs tomorrow, we
can walk to class together."

"Okay it's a date."

Those words sounded funny to Kristy as they came out, but Kate just
smiled and left the room. Kristy felt like her old self for the first
time in days, and fell right asleep that night.

The next morning when she woke up, she saw that Mary was asleep in her
bed. She quietly got ready, and left to meet Kate. She didn't want to
wake her, so she wouldn't feel bad about not asking her if she wanted
to move.

She reached the dorm lobby about twenty minutes before class started,
and Kate wasn't there yet. Just as she was sitting down Kate pushed
her way through the entrance. Kristy looked up and smiled at her.

"Sorry, I grabbed the wrong book and had to go all the way back up
stairs."

"It's okay, I just got here."

They walked off for class, talking as if they'd known each other for
years. They spent the whole day together, and Kristy realized all the
things she had missed her first week. All the parties, and the
sorority pledging. Not that it was too late to try to join a sorority,
but it wasn't something that she was very interested in to begin with.
Kate was obviously of the same mind.

It was late in the afternoon when they decided to go back to Kristy's
room to get ahead on some of the assignments that were given to them.
When they got back to their building, Kate went to her room to change,
and they would meet at Kristy's in a few minutes.

Kristy walked through her door to an empty dorm room. As usual, her
roommate was no where to be found. She started to get undressed to
change into some sweats when Kate walked in. She stood in her room in
her underwear, and the strangest feeling overtook her. She could
almost feel Kate's eyes roaming up and down her body. Her skin felt
hot, and she didn't want to turn and face her. She wasn't embarrassed;
she had changed in front of other girls before. This was a different
feeling, as if she was being spied on, and she liked it. She took her
time finding her sweatpants, pretending she had misplaced them
somewhere.

"What are you looking for?"

"I can't find my sweatpants. I know I put them in her somewhere."

"So? You don't need them do you? It's just us girls here."

Her stomach jumped. 

"No it's just... "

"Well if it will make you feel better, " and without any shame Kate
stripped off her shirt and pants and stood there in her bra, panties,
and socks. Kristy was speechless.

"Now let's get to work."

Kate made herself comfortable on the bed, lying on her stomach, and
Kristy sat in the chair at her desk. Almost immediately Kristy found
herself staring at Kate's body, her mind drifting away from the work
at hand. Kate was usually wearing less revealing outfits, and Kristy
could never really tell what was hidden underneath. Her skin was
darker, and smooth. Her legs were very shapely and tight, and her but
was firm. Maybe it was because Kate was a great deal shorter than her,
that she never expected her to have such a beautiful body.

"What do you think?"

Kristy hadn't realized that Kate was talking to her.

"Huh? What do I think about what?" Her stomach jumped at the thought
of being caught staring at her new friend.

Kate rolled her eyes.

"What do you think about the assignment?"

"Oh I think it's fine."

There was a long pause, and Kate just started at Kristy smiling.
Kristy looked down at her book, trying to act as if she had been there
the whole time. Kate sat up, crossing her legs and pushing her breasts
out slightly.

"How many girls have you been with?"

Kristy felt like she was going to black out. Her body felt numb, and
her throat was dry.

"What? What are you talking about?" "I want to know what it's like to
have sex with another girl."

"I wouldn't know, I've never had sex with a girl." 

Her tone was short and snide. She spoke as if she'd been insulted, but
it didn't seem to throw Kate off at all.

"But you think about it right?"

"NO! Why would you ask me that?"

"C'mon Kristy. I watched you in class. You stared at every girl in the
room. I know you never lost your notes. You never wrote them down."

"Oh so I didn't take any notes and that makes me a lesbian? Maybe I
just have a lot on my mind. What do you know?"

"I know that you were just staring at me, and you didn't hear a word I
said." Look it's no big deal, forget I said anything. Maybe I should
go."

Kate got up and grabbed her clothes.

"No don't leave. I'm sorry."

Kristy didn't even look up as she spoke. Kate dropped her things and
sat back down on the bed.

Kristy looked as though she wanted to speak, but every time she
started, it was as though she thought that she shouldn't say what she
was about to. Kate saw her struggling and spoke up.

"Look Kristy I'm sorry. I mean I barely even know you and I'm already
assuming I know everything about you. It was stupid of me to say
anything. I... "

"You're right." Kristy interrupted. "I didn't take any notes. And I
have thought about other girls. Lately I've been thinking about it a
lot. And... and I was staring at you."

Kate smiled. 

"I think about it too sometimes."

"You don't understand. Lately it's like I can't think about anything
else. The only time I've felt normal is, well when I'm with you."

Kristy started to tell Kate everything. She told her about Matt and
her life before college. She told her about her friends, Kim and Lisa,
and Kate listened intently. Kristy spoke quickly, as if she couldn't
get her thoughts out fast enough. She abruptly finished speaking and
waited for Kate to react. When she said nothing in response, Kristy
spoke up.

"I know what you're thinking, but I can't help it. I don't know what
to do."

"What do you mean? There is nothing to do. Kristy you are not a freak.
I... well I just feel bad that you weren't happy for so long. I think
you should do whatever you have to do to make yourself happy."

Kristy remained quiet, still staring down at her feet.

"As long as we're being honest I should tell you... I think about it a
lot too. I never did anything either, but I used to think about it all
the time, you know my friends and stuff, but I would never have told
them. When I would... ,you know... I would think about them doing it
with me, or to me. Sometimes I did it while they were there, and they
didn't know it. Then I saw you in class, checking out all the other
girls. I noticed you never said anything to them, and when I saw you
alone at the pizza place, well, I wanted to see, well I thought that
you were... you know."

Kristy looked puzzled at what Kate was trying to say. Kate rolled her
eyes, got up and walked over to Kristy. She knelt down beside her on
the chair, and put her face next to hers.

"I thought you might want to fuck me" Kate whispered. 

Kristy looked into Kate's eyes.

"Really?"

Kate nodded. "That night, after we came home, I thought about it. I
thought about you, and, well like I used to."

Kristy felt hot. She felt like she was sweating, and she couldn't
speak.

"I think we should see if it's as good as we imagine it to be."

Before Kristy could speak, Kate's lips were on hers. Her kiss was
soft, and sent chills down Kristy's spine. She opened up her mouth and
her tongue met Kate's. She reached out and touched Kate's shoulder.
Her skin was soft and hot, and Kristy immediately felt moist between
her legs.

Somehow, they wound up on the bed, embracing tightly and kissing,
fumbling with one another's clothes until they were both naked. The
sensations from Kate's skin rubbing against Kristy was indescribable.
Kristy felt Kate's hand slide down her belly and cup her mound, and
without warning, Kristy came. She lost all sense of what was happening
around her, and felt as though she forgot to breathe. She opened her
eyes to see Kate's smiling face.

"Already?" She said slyly.

"Yea... uh... I... I don't know, it just felt... sorry."

"It's okay. I'm glad to see I had such an effect on you."

They kissed hard again. Kristy's whole body was sensitive to Kate's
touch. She felt Kate's foot sliding up and down her legs, as her hands
busily fondled her breasts. Kristy reached out and touched Kate's skin
with the tips of her fingers. She let her hand slide down her skin
until she found her pussy. She noticed how soft and silky it felt as
she let her fingers explore. She soon found her clit, and noticed how
stiff it was, and much bigger than her own. She let her fingers glide
over it, and delighted in Kate's reaction. Kate's hips were thrusting
wildly into her hand; until she felt Kate's body stiffen and shake.
Kate squeezed Kristy hard as she came.

Chapter 2

The two girls lay naked on the bed next to each other, gently
caressing and kissing. Neither one of them spoke. Kristy was
fascinated with Kate's body, and couldn't keep her hands off it. She
let her hands roam over her smooth skin, completely consumed with how
it felt. Her fingers brushed gently over her nipples, delighting in
Kate's shivering reaction every time she did so. Her mind was
strangely calm, and she felt at ease for the first time since she had
been at school.

Kristy closed her eyes, and enjoyed the sensation of Kate's soft lips
trailing gentle kisses on her skin. She let her hands fall to her
side, opening her body to Kate, to do with her whatever she pleased.
For the first time in her life, she was giving herself entirely to
someone else, without hesitation, and she felt comfortable and free.
She wasn't self-conscious of her own body as she had been in the past.
She wanted Kate to touch her everywhere.

Kate acknowledged Kristy's submission, and ceased the opportunity,
touching and tasting every part of her delicate body, right down to
her toes. Kristy giggled, as Kate kissed and licked her feet, and back
up to her belly and breasts.

"What do you want me to do Kristy? I'll do anything you want."

Kristy pulled Kate towards her, kissing her hard on the lips.

"Tell me what you want."

"I don't know."

"Yes you do, but you have to ask me for it."

Kristy didn't know how to respond. She didn't know what she wanted,
except that she didn't ever want this to end.

"Tell me what you think about when you fantasize about your friends.
What were they doing to you?"

Kristy remained quiet. She had never thought about it like that. Kate
hesitated for a moment, fearing that she was being to assertive.

"I just want to make you happy."

Kristy smiled, and wrapped her arms tightly around Kate.

"You have."

"I just...I want to do everything. I want you to know that I'll do
anything you want."

Kate grabbed Kristy's hand, lowering it between the two of them, and
placing it between Kristy's legs.

"I want to watch you."

Kristy was thrown off a little by Kate's request. She wasn't sure if
she could do something like that. She too wanted to please Kate, and
do anything she wanted, but she felt unsure. Kristy's sexuality was
still so new to her.

Kate saw her hesitation.

"And I want you to watch me."

Kate propped herself up on her elbow, hovering over Kristy, and stared
directly at her hand made it's way between her own legs.

"I want to share everything with you. This is what I think about when
I'm by myself..."

Kristy watched as Kate's fingers disappeared between her legs. Her
hand moved slowly, gliding up and down. Kates eyes gently closed, and
she began to whisper.

"...I imagine that someone is watching me as I masturbate. I know
they're watching, and I want them to see me..."

"Kristy felt a familiar tingle between her legs as she watched Kate.
Her hand moved on it's own, mimicking Kate as she described her
fantasy.

"...She begins to do it with me. We watch each other, and encourage each
other without speaking. I feel her eyes on me, watching everything I
do..."

Kate's hand began to move faster and more intentional, as did
Kristy's. Her breathing became quicker. Kristy felt her juices start
to churn inside of her as she pressed her fingers into her stiffening
clit. She felt little sparks of pleasure begin to shoot right down to
her toes as she rubbed herself.

Kate opened her eyes quickly, catching Kristy's stare. 

"Oh God, that is so hot."

Kate's body twitched as her eyes roamed over Kristy.

"Make yourself cum for me. I want to see you."

Kate collapsed next to Kristy, her body shifted up and down as she
fingered herself. Watching Kate play with herself was too much for
Kristy. She wanted to devour her.

"Kate I'm going to cum for you."

Kristy pressed her lips on Kate's, as Kate exploded, moaning loudly
into Kristy's mouth. Kristy felt Kate's body stiffen beneath her, and
she shuddered uncontrollably as her own orgasm took over her body.
Kristy rolled onto her back before her orgasm had subsided, and Kate
rolled on top of her, holding her tightly as she recovered.

When Kristy's breathing returned to normal, Kate kissed her quickly.

Kristy smiled, feeling almost empowered that she was able to give Kate
what she wanted.

"Is that how you imagined it?"

"Better."

Kate brushed the hair away from Kristy's face and kissed her cheek. 

"Now it's my turn to do something for you."

Kristy wanted to speak in protest, feeling that she couldn't do
anything more, but Kate wouldn't allow her. Kate quickly slid herself
down between Kristy's legs. Kristy could feel her breath between her
legs, and before she could react, she felt Kate's tongue probing her
gently, causing her body to tremor. The feeling was unlike anything
she'd ever experienced. Kate's tongue lashed wildly between her legs,
causing pleasure she had never felt before, touching places she didn't
know she had. It minutes Kristy was crying out loud as the most
powerful orgasm she'd ever experienced ripped through her body. Kate
crawled up next to kristy, holding her tightly, until the two drifted
off to sleep.

CHAPTER 3

As Kristy drove she felt almost nauseous. There was a knot her
stomach, and she felt almost dizzy. It was a long ride home, and she
fought herself every second of the way not to turn the car around and
head straight back to school.

It was summer break, and the first time Kristy was going back since
school began last fall. She had been able to come up with excuses
during the year of why she wouldn't be back over the holiday breaks,
but now she had to face it. There was no way she could keep away for
the whole summer.

Kristy was a much different person now then she was just a few months
ago, both on the inside and out. She was still beautiful, and her
personality could still win over anyone she pleased, but she had
something now that she'd never had before. She had confidence,
direction, and assertiveness. She didn't worry about little things
that used to seem so important. She had the ability to know exactly
what she wanted, and the confidence to get it. She was no longer shy
and inward, and she knew exactly what she needed out of life to be
happy.

But as she headed for home, she didn't feel that way at all. She felt
like her old self. The person that would sacrifice her own happiness,
to please others. The person that would create the image of what
other's thought she should be to make them happy, and not looking for
her own satisfaction, losing sight of the things that would make her
happy.. She hated how it felt, and began to feel suffocated at the
thought of it. She was not going to be that girl again, but how was
she going to tell people who she really was?

She tried to keep her mind occupied with other things as she drove.
She thought about Kate, her girlfriend back at school. Kate was
everything to Kristy, her lover and her friend. She was the person
with whom she could share anything with, her deepest thoughts and
desires, and wouldn't be judged. She was the person responsible for
helping Kristy figure out who she was and what she needed to be happy
and complete. Together, they explored their newfound sexual freedom in
every way imaginable, doing everything they desired, and knowing that
as long as they were together, they could do anything.

Kate and Kristy were inseparable throughout the year. Anyone who knew
them was in complete awe of their relationship. They made no attempt
to hide their relationship from anyone, and most people accepted them
as they were. It was something that was totally new for Kristy.

But now, for the first time in almost nine months, they were forced to
be apart, and Kristy felt as though she was losing everything that
Kate had helped her find. She wondered how she would sleep at night
without Kate nestled against her. She thought back to the first night
they had spent together, and it made her long to be next to her. It
was the very day that Kristy's old roommate had moved out to live with
her boyfriend off campus that Kate moved in.

She pulled into her driveway, and took a deep breath before heading
into the house. She felt as if she wanted to just run in and scream
"I'm a lesbian," skipping the awkward "hello's" and "tell me
everything's" that she was sure to encounter, prolonging her anxiety
for that much longer. She laughed at the thought and headed into the
house.

She was surprised to find that no one was rushing to greet her, and
even more surprised to realize that no one was home. She knew someone
would be here, as the front door was unlocked.

"HELLO? Anybody here?"

"KRISTY!"

It was her little sister, Melissa, who hurried excitedly to greet her.
Before Kristy had time to react, Melissa had practically tackled her,
hugging her so hard she almost fell over.

"Hey munchkin! I missed you too."

The first thing Kristy noticed was her sister was no longer little,
and "munchkin," the name Kristy called her all her life, was no longer
suitable. Melissa was actually about two inches taller than her.

She stepped back from Melissa's hold, and took a second to admire her.

"What the hell happened to you? Where's my sister?"

"Ha ha very funny!"

"No I'm serious! Look at you! You're all grown up! You were still a
little shrimp when I left!"

"Yea well I guess I was just a "late bloomer" as mom keeps saying."

"Yea I guess so! I can't believe it. You've got boobs and everything!"

"Shut up! I can't believe you!"

Melissa just turned eighteen a few weeks ago, and was heading into her
senior year at high school. She was one of those kids who missed the
deadline for kindergarten, and as a result, was older than most of the
kids in her graduating class.

Still, Kristy was amazed at her sister's appearance. She had just
always figured that Melissa was going to be tiny, but as she looked at
her she could see that wasn't the case. Her figure had developed into
that of a woman. She had full breasts and rounded hips, and she
couldn't help but notice the striking resemblance between the two of
them.

"So where is everybody?"

"Well dad's at work, and mom went out shopping so she can make your
favorite dinner tonight."

She put on a snide voice as she spoke, and Kristy laughed.

"It's all she's been talking about the whole week! Kristy this and
Kristy that, Kristy will be here..."

"Well you know they always liked me better!"

Melissa laughed.

"Do you need help with any of your stuff?"

"Yea, that would be great. There's only like two bags."

They walked outside to the car and retrieved the bags, and brought
them upstairs. Melissa stopped halfway down the hall.

"Here you go." She said proudly.

"What do you mean? My room's over there" Kristy pointed to the door at
the end of the hall.

"Correction, your room used to be over there. Now, this is your room."

"You moved into my old room?"

"You weren't using it anymore. Finders keepers!"

Kristy laughed. "Okay you win."

As Kristy entered the room, she noticed that everything was
meticulously put in it's place, except that everything was in a
different room.

"Mom made me move everything piece by piece so it looked the same as
you left it. Maybe she figured you wouldn't notice that you were in a
different room or something."

"Yea..."

"Oh by the way, Lisa called before. Said that everyone was going to
Mugs tonight around nine."

Mugs was the local place that everyone hung out in. Mainly because
they were pretty lenient on who they served alcohol to.

"Okay great. You coming?"

"Me?"

"Sure why not? I'm sure you can get in!"

"Yea that would be awesome!"

Just then the front door swung open and Kristy's mom shouted, her
voice echoing throughout the house.

"Where's my baby girl?"

As Kristy's mom badgered her with the "hello's" and "tell me
everything's," Kristy started to feel her old self sneaking through.
She knew she would have to tell the truth soon.

Kristy's family talked over dinner. Kristy listened as her parents
went on about the typical things that went on since she was away.
Nothing really exciting, just more of the same old stuff that went on
while she was still here. Kristy laughed at how ordinary life home
was.

"Well it doesn't sound like I missed much."

Melissa laughed, and except for that, she was silent throughout the
entire meal.

"Well tell us about college sweetie. There must be so much going on."

"Nothing really to tell dad, just a lot of studying and pizza!"

Dinner conversation slowed down, and finally Kristy's mother let them
off the hook.

"Well you girls better get going. I'm sure you're excited to see your
friends. We have the rest of the summer to catch up. You keep a close
eye on your sister."

"Mom!"

"Don't worry mom, she'll be fine. We won't be too late."

The night proved to be fun, as Kristy caught up with some of her old
friends. She learned that no one kept in touch with her ex-boyfriend
Matt. The last anyone heard, he had dropped out of school after like
three months, and was working out west somewhere, managing a sporting
goods store. Kristy was a little disappointed that she didn't get to
see him. There was a part of her that wanted to let him know how good
she was doing.

She spent much of the night talking with Kim and Lisa, all the while
remembering her sexual thoughts of both of them as they spoke. After a
few hours, and a few drinks, she realized she was getting very horny
as sexual scenarios between her two oldest friends played out in her
mind. She told her friends that she had to get her sister back early
and said goodnight. She hoped that she would be able to talk to Kate
on-line before she went to bed that night, and relieve some of her
sexual tension.

Melissa was unusually quiet on the ride home, and Kristy began to
inquire as to what she was thinking about.

"I didn't have to be home this early. Why did you want to leave?"

"I was just tired I guess. Long trip today. Is everything okay with
you?"

"Yea, I guess. Why?"

"You just seem quiet, that's all."

"I guess I'm tired too."

They drove a little further, and it occurred to Kristy that her sister
was quite a different person than she used to be. She wondered how she
would react to her new lifestyle, and decided that she would be the
best person to talk to first. Maybe she would get an idea of how her
parents and friends would react.

Kristy turned off the main street leading home, and drove towards the
park. There was a secluded lot where no one was around after dark.
Matt used to take Kristy there in high school to "make out"

"Where are we going?"

"There's some things I need to tell you, and I didn't want to talk to
you at home."

"Is everything okay?" Melissa sounded concerned for her big sister.

"Yes everything is fine. There's just some things I need to get off my
chest, and I wanted to tell you first."

"Really?"

"Yea is that okay?"

"Oh... well, yea sure...I guess."

Kristy smiled. She knew that even though her sister was trying to play
it cool, she felt special that her big sister would come to her first
about something that was obviously important.

Kristy pulled the car into the lot and shut the motor off. There was
no one around, and Kristy suddenly felt very nervous.

"So what did you want to tell me?"

"Okay, but you have to promise not to say anything to anyone. I have
to tell everyone when the time is right."

"Yea of course."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. I won't say a word, just tell me."

"Okay..."

"Well?"

"I'm thinking..."

"Ugh, just say it."

"Well I met someone..."

"OH You're engaged!"

"GOD NO! Just listen."

"Oh. Okay sorry."

"I met someone and..."

"And?"

"Melissa I'm gay."

Melissa said nothing.

"Are you mad?"

"What do you mean? Like, you have sex with girls gay?"

"Yea. Well not with girls...Kate."

"Kate?"

"Uh-huh."

"So that's it? That's what you had to tell me?"

"Yea. Why were you expecting something more?"

"Well no, I don't know."

"You don't hate me now do you?"

"No of course not. I just...well it's a little weird that's all. Well
not weird..."

"It's okay, I know what you mean."

There was a long silence. Neither person really knew what to say.

"Okay then, I guess well go home."

Kristy went to start up the car when Melissa stopped her.

"No wait. How did you know? You were a lesbian I mean."

"When I met Kate."

Kristy gave her sister a short, somewhat edited version of what she
had experienced. Her sister asked some generic questions, but didn't
seem effected by the conversation either way. As they drove home,
Kristy felt like a giant weight had been lifted from her shoulders.

When they got home, everyone was asleep. The girls made their way to
their rooms.

Kristy logged on using her lap-top computer, hoping to catch Kate, but
she wasn't signed on. She dropped her a quick, suggestive e-mail,
telling her she was thinking about her, and she couldn't wait to see
her again.

Just as she was settling into bed, Melissa slipped through her door.
She was wearing a pair of pj's that Kristy recognized as an old pair
of hers.

"What's up?"

"I uh...I wanted to ask you something."

"Sure, ask away."

"Well...what's it like?"

"What's what like?"

"Another girl...what's it like?"

Kristy was thrown off by her sister's question, and was unsure on how
to answer."

"Well for me it's...I don't know...I can't really describe it."

"Did you always like girls?"

"Yes, I mean, I did, but I guess I never really realized it. Why?"

Melissa didn't answer, but Kristy knew. She sat up quickly and looked
at her little sister.

"Melissa? Is there something you want to say?"

"I don't know."

Melissa's eyes started to water, and her voice seemed strained. Kristy
knew she was struggling, and she patted the bed, indicating for her
sister to sit next to her. Melissa flopped beside her on the bed, and
Kristy hugged her tightly.

"It's okay."

Melissa tried hard to hold back her tears.

"Have you ever...?"

Melissa shook her head.

"I just...I think about it all the time. There is a girl at school..."

"Is she...?"

"I don't think so, but I think about her all the time."

Kristy hugged her sister tight, assuring her that everything would be
fine. Kristy's heart sank as she thought about her little sister being
in as much pain as she was. Kristy knew her own feelings of
confliction, and wouldn't wish them on anyone, especially her sister,
whom she loved.

Kristy pulled back from her sister to tell her that she would be okay,
but before she could speak, Melissa kissed her on the lips. The kiss
lingered for several seconds until Kristy pushed her away.

"Melissa...I..."

Melissa pulled away from her sister.

"I'm sorry"

"It's okay. I know what you're going through, but I can't...we can't...I'm
your sister. You're just confused."

Melissa's eyes welled with tears, and her face turned red. Kristy
hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry. I don't know why I did that! Please don't think..."

"It's okay Melissa. I don't think anything. I love you, and I know
what you're feeling. Tomorrow, you and I will spend some time and talk
okay?"

She wiped her eyes, and hugged her sister tighter.

"Go get some sleep, and I'll see you in the morning."

Melissa slumped off the bed and left Kristy's room. 

Kristy turned out the light and tucked herself into bed. Her mind was
racing, and her heart was heavy with sadness for her sister, but every
time she closed her eyes, she felt Melissa's lips on hers. She tried
to forget about it, knowing that it was wrong, but the more she
thought about it, the more vivd it became. She began to feel excited,
as she let her mind wander. What was she thinking? This was her
sister! This isn't right! She wished Kate was here. She thought about
Kate, conjuring up all of the mental images she could. She began to
touch herself, as she imagined Kate lying next to her. She flipped
over onto her stomach and placed her pillow between her legs,
something Kate had shown her. She rested on her hands, and closed her
eyes tightly as she humped her pillow, shivering as her clit rubbed
the fabric. She imagined Kate beneath her, as she pumped her hips
faster. She could feel her orgasm coming on. Just as she was about to
come, she thought about her sister, her lips pressing against hers,
her full breasts and soft skin. Kristy came hard, silently shuddering
as her orgasm overtook her. As she lay in her old bed, her juices
seeping out of her, she felt dirty. She couldn't believe she just
masturbated to images of her own sister. She felt she had somehow
betrayed Kate, and she began to cry, until she finally fell asleep.

CHAPTER 4

When she woke the next morning, she instantly recalled her actions
from the night before. A feeling of guilt washed over her, and she
knew she needed to talk to Kate. She picked up the phone, and dialed,
praying she would answer.

"Hello?"

"Kate it's me."

"Hey, I must have just missed your e-mail last night." Her voice
lowered. "I miss you already!"

"I miss you too, you have no idea. This is hell!"

"Did you tell anyone yet?"

"That's what I want to talk to you about. you?"

"Not yet. I'm debating if I even should or not. Who did you tell?"

"My sister..."

"And..."

Kristy told Kate what happened, all except what happened after Melissa
left the room. Kate took a few seconds to respond.

"So what are you going to do?"

"I don't know. I don't think there's anything I can do. I know what
she's going through, and it kills me. What do you think I should say?"

"Do you think she...wants you?"

"KATE! God no! We're sisters! She's just confused. She's probably got
so many things running through her head..."

"But she kissed you. Why would she do that if she wasn't attracted to
you?"

"KATE STOP IT! This is serious!"

"I'm being serious! Why is it so hard for you to think that she
wouldn't want to be with you?"

"BECAUSE SHE"S MY SISTER KATE! My little sister who I grew up with!
She's confused, and she probably didn't know what she was doing.
You're making this into something that it's not. She was just looking
for someone to confide in. It wasn't that big a deal!"

"Are you sure?"

"Kate!"

"Kristy listen to me. It's not as unusual as you think!"

"What are you talking about? What do you think, my family is a bunch
of rednecks sleeping with our cousins and sisters?"

"Of course not! Kristy just listen to me. You're her big sister. She
looks up to you, I'm sure. It's only normal. Last night you told her
something about yourself that practically no one else knows..."

"Kate please. Don't lay this philosophy stuff on me now..."

"It's not Philosophy Kristy, It's human nature." Kate paused, taking a
deep breath.

"Kristy listen. I'm going to tell you something I've never told anyone
else, and you have to swear you won't hate me for it."

Kristy's body tensed up in anticipation. She didn't want to imagine
where this was going.

"Kris?"

"What."

"I love you."

"Kate what do you want to tell me?"

"Tell me you love me first. I need to hear you say it."

"Kate, of course I love you, you know that."

"And you promise that what I'm going to tell you won't make you think
any differently?"

"Kate, you know me better than that! I just can't believe that there
is something you haven't told me."

"Well this is the only thing, I swear. And when I tell you, you'll
know why, but I think it will help."

"Just tell me already."

"I've had fantasies about my sisters. I used to imagine them touching
me. I would sometimes masturbate thinking about them, from the time I
was young."

There was along pause. Kristy couldn't believe what she was hearing.
The words repulsed her, and a cold feeling rushed over her. Kate
waited for a reply, shortly fearing that she shouldn't have confided
this one truth in her life.

"Kris...?"

"I don't know what to say Kate. I can't believe...Why would you tell me
that?"

"Kris, listen to me, it's not what you think. It's not entirely
sexual."

Kristy was silent as Kate spoke.

"It's a normal thing..."

"NORMAL?" Kristy thought, "What is normal about this?" But she didn't
speak, she let Kate finish.

"They are my older sisters. I look up to them. When I was little, I
wanted to be everything they were. I wanted to be important to them,
and at some point, those feeling get confused, mixed in with other
feelings. When you're little, you have those feelings, but you don't
understand them, or even know what they are, but then you realize... I
don't know, I can't explain it, but it's not unusual. You don't have
an older sister, but what Melissa is probably feeling is normal, and
probably not new. She may have just realized it last night. I'm not
saying she necessarily wants to have sex with you, but she wants to be
close to you."

"So you're telling me my sister thinks about me when she masturbates?"

"Ugh! I didn't say that! You don't get it! That's not just what I'm
saying. I can't believe you!"

"Me?"

"Yes you! I thought I could tell you something! Something I never
thought I could ever tell anyone, because I love you, and I want to
help you, and you're judging me for it!"

"Kate I'm not judging you..."

"Yes you are, I can hear it in your voice. You didn't listen to what I
said, You just heard what you wanted to hear."

Kristy knew Kate was right. She was judging her, and she knew it was
wrong. She loved Kate no matter what, and nothing she could say would
change that, At least Kate was being honest, and that was more than
Kristy was doing. She neglected to tell Kate that she thought about
her sister last night. Kristy was indeed judging her, and to make
matters worse, for the same thing she felt. She felt terrible, how
could she be so hypocritical.

"Kate, I'm not judging you I swear. I just, well that's a lot for
someone to hear, and it took me by surprise a little, that's all. I
would never judge you, and I don't want you to think that you can't
tell me everything. I'm sorry for making you doubt me."

"No, I'm sorry. I know it's not something you hear everyday, and I
shouldn't expect you..."

"Yes you should! I understand what you're saying, but I don't know if
it's what my sister is feeling."

Kristy didn't want to believe that Kate could be right about this, but
it seemed to offer a logical explanation. She could understand how it
could be possible, and Kate's explanation seemed to validate
everything her sister may have been feeling. After all, she knew Kate,
she loved Kate, and she knew she would never tell her anything that
wasn't true. If she had feelings like this, then it was definitely
possible that Melissa was experiencing the same things.

"I'm not saying that it definitely is, but it sounds like it to me.
I'm not the only person to feel those things Kristy, It's very common,
and it's probably what your sister is experiencing."

"Do you really think so?"

"Yes."

"So what should I do?"

"Talk to her."

"What would I say Kate? What would you say?"

"I don't know."

"I mean is this just a fantasy thing, or is it real?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean what you're telling me. You said you've had feelings... sexual
feelings for your sisters, but would you actually do anything?"

"I don't know, maybe, but it's not like that..."

"Kate honestly, what would you have done? I mean, I understand what
you're saying, and It makes sense. I know it's not just sexual, and
she's probably confused, But if it was you, and you had the chance?"

"Why are you asking, are you planning on seducing your sister?"

"Kate!"

"I probably would have. I mean, I definitely would have."

Kate's voice was low and intentional, and it made Kristy hesitate.

"Kate, do you still think about it?"

"Sometimes... You're not mad are you?"

Kristy felt a twang of jealousy pierce her for a split second, at the
thought of imagining her with someone else, even if It was her sister,
but she also felt something else. The thought excited her. Images of
Kate, and someone Kristy imagined to be her sister, flashed through
her mind, causing a slight tickle between her legs.

"No of course not. I understand."

This was a whole new territory for Kristy. Never in her wildest dreams
did she ever think that such a thing could be arousing. The thought of
two sisters making love was somehow exciting.

"Now let me ask you something?"

"What?"

"You have to be honest."

"Of course."

"Did you like it?"

"Like what?"

"Like when she kissed you?"

"I don't know it was so...unexpected, I was kind of thrown by it."

"But did you think about it again?"

"Yes."

"And?"

"Yes."

Kristy couldn't believe she admitted that, especially to Kate. Even
though Kate had just told her how she has had sexual desires for her
own sisters, It still felt as though she was somehow betraying her."

"I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry about?"

"Because it's wrong. I just feel that...well I love you more than
anything in the world, and I feel like I'm, I don't know."

"Kristy, it's okay. I know you love me."

Kate lowered her voice to almost a whisper.

"It turns me on."

"It does?"

"Uh-huh." Kate exhaled into the phone.

"Knowing that I told you everything I just did, and you understand it,
and feel the same way..."

"Kate? What are you doing?" "I miss you so much! I want you so bad
right now."

It became apparent that Kate was masturbating. Kristy's juices started
to flow, as she imagined Kate rubbing herself, like she's seen so many
times. Her hand instantly went between her own legs and began to rub
her aching clit.

"Did you cum thinking about your sister last night?"

"Yes."

"Uuuugh."

Their voices were breathy and rushed.

"Tell me."

"I was thinking about you. I was thinking about touching you. I
started to rub myself on my pillow..."

"Oh that's so hot...I love to watch you play with yourself."

"I was fucking my pillow, thinking about making you cum, and just as I
was about to..."

Kristy could tell Kate was ready to cum, and so was she.

"Yes...?"

"I thought of her. Her lips on mine. Her hands touching my body, and
our pussies rubbing together. I wanted to make her cum."

"Oh yes Kristy, that's so fucking hot, fuck your little sister for
me...uuugh...make her cum...uuugh..."

"Kristy knew instantly that she was cumming, and it set her off as
well."

"Oh Kate, I'm cumming...Oooh."

Both girls were quiet except for their heavy breaths into the phone."

"Kristy?"

"Uh-huh..."

"You should do it."

"Do what?"

"Your sister."

"WHAT? Kate...I..."

"I won't be mad, I want you to."

"I don't...I couldn't."

"Why not?"

"Well thinking about it is one thing, and fantasizing is...but I don't
think I could really do it."

"I think you want to."

"I don't think I could."

"I think it's so fucking hot."

Kristy was taken aback slightly. She still wasn't used to this new
side of Kate, and although she found the subject new and arousing, she
wasn't sure if she liked it. She felt a new closeness to Kate, knowing
that they could share such intimate fantasies with each other, more
intimate than anything they'd ever shared. She felt that their
relationship was somehow solidified, knowing that there could never be
any more hidden secrets between them, at least nothing as "taboo" as
this. Still, Kristy wasn't sure if she liked this situation. She felt
uncomfortable. A fantasy was one thing, but Kate's desire to see this
to fruition made her feel strange. She wasn't sure if she really
wanted to make this a reality. She thought of all the implications,
and saw no clear way that this could be a good situation.

"Kate, I don't know. I really don't want to do anything to hurt
Melissa. I don't think that this is something that she really wants. I
mean, I know what you said to me, and I understand it, but the reality
of it could be a lot different from the fantasy. Things could get
really fucked up, for both of us. I don't want to make things anymore
difficult."

"You're right Kris I'm sorry. I guess I just got carried away."

"No it's okay. Kate you are the most important thing in my life, and I
would never want to do anything that could change that."

"I know Kristy. I feel the same way. I just want you to know that if
something does happen, I don't want you to feel that you shouldn't let
it because of me."

"I know, but if it doesn't we can still fantasize about it, together."

Kate giggled. "We'd better."

"I'd better go, I think she's awake."

"Okay have fun, I can't wait to see you."

"Me either, I love you."

"I love you too."

Chapter 5

Soon after Kristy hung up the phone, she went downstairs to find
Melissa eating breakfast with her parents.

"I see college taught you how to sleep in." Her dad joked.

"Yea, I don't get to do it too often."

She sat at the table, and shared a quick nervous look with her sister.

"I've got some bad news kiddo. Your mother and I were planning on
taking you two down the shore this weekend, but it appears as though I
have to be on a last minute business trip this weekend."

"That's okay dad, we can go another weekend, I understand. Besides,
we've got the whole summer."

"I'm glad you understand."

"Yea. As a matter of fact, you should take mom with you."

Her father looked at her with a curious look.

"C'mon, when was the last time you guys got away together. You should
go have a nice romantic weekend. Melissa and I will be okay on our
own."

"Well she does make a good point." Her father smiled at her mom.

"Whaddaya say?"

"I'll get packed."

"Okay, but hurry, I have to be at the airport in an hour. I'll call
and get another ticket."

Her mom bolted away from the table, and her father got up to use the
phone, patting Kristy on the head.

"Thanks Kid, I owe you one."

"No problem dad, have fun."

Their parents said goodbye and rushed out the door, shouting last
minute instructions.

"Are you sure you'll be okay?"

"We're fine mom, go have fun."

"Did we leave you enough money? If you need..."

"DAD Just go, we'll be fine."

"Okay but next weekend, it's the four of us, don't make any plans."

"Will do, now GO!"

Kristy shut the door, and went up to her room to get her things for
the shower. Melissa was already dressed and watching TV on the couch.

"So what do you want to do today?" Kristy yelled as she went upstairs.

"Whatever."

"Well you think about it while I'm in the shower."

Kristy emerged a short while later, dressed and ready. She sat next to
her sister on the couch, and was silent for sometime.

"Melissa, are you okay?"

"Yea, I'll be alright."

"Listen, about last night..."

Melissa closed her eyes, and her face turned beat red. She looked as
though she wished that the couch would just swallow her up.

"There's nothing to be ashamed about. You have to do whatever makes
you happy. You can't live your life doing what you think other people
expect of you."

"I know."

"I Just don't want to see you not happy. I know how hard it is, and
what you're going through, and I don't want you to go through what I
did."

"But there's nothing I can do. I mean, I don't know what to do."

"Is it just this one girl you like, or...I mean, do you think about
girls a lot?"

"No, she's just, I don't know, I've thought about her a few times,
but, I think about other girls too."

"Do you ever...you know...?"

"No...Do I ever what?"

"Do you ever...masturbate?"

Melissa's eyes widened at the question, as if she couldn't believe her
sister asked her that.

"Oh my God, I can't talk to you about that! Why are you asking me
that?"

"Melissa, it's okay, you don't have to tell me."

Melissa shifted nervously in her seat.

"It helps you know."

"KRISTY STOP!"

"Oh c'mon. You can talk to me about this stuff you know. It's no big
deal."

"I know, but it's just weird, talking to you."

"Well who else are you going to talk to? Maybe dad can give you some
advice."

"Eeew!"

"So?"

Melissa, hesitated for a moment, and then began to confide in her big
sister.

"Okay, yes! Are you happy?"

"Do you do it a lot?"

Again, Melissa looked at Kristy.

"Well, I don't know, I guess...not a lot."

"And you think about girls when you do it right?"

"Sometimes."

"Do you think about boys too?"

"Not really."

"Have you ever been attracted to boys?"

"Well, I dated a few guys, but...I don't know."

"Did you have sex with any of them?"

"No. But this one guy...we fooled around, and he...he fingered me."

"Did you cum?"

"It hurt."

"Did you do anything to him?"

"I jerked him off."

"Did you like it?"

"Not really, it was kind of gross. The whole time I was with him, I
pretended I was with someone else, well except, you know, when I was
doing it to him"

"A girl?"

Melissa nodded.

Kristy was silent for another moment.

"Last night, when you kissed me..."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

"No it's okay. I mean, I understand, and it's okay. It's no big deal,
and I didn't want you to feel weird about it."

"It was an accident, I just forgot it was you, and, I don't want you
to think I'm crazy or something."

"I don't think that way at all. It's okay. And if it makes you feel
any better, I thought you were a good kisser!"

Kristy laughed, and it made Melissa smile.

"Let's just forget that it ever happened okay?"

"Okay."

"But I want you to know that if you ever need to talk to me, about
anything, I'll be there for you, anytime you want."

Melissa smiled and hugged her sister tight. Kristy felt somewhat
relieved that the things Kate had made her think, wasn't what seemed
to be what was happening. "Melissa was just confused, and her emotions
got the best of her, it wasn't a big deal," Kristy thought. She knew
she was right.

The two girls spent the day together, shopping and doing "girl stuff",
enjoying each other's company. Kristy was pleasantly surprised at how
her sister matured both physically and mentally. Just one year
earlier, the two wouldn't be able to spend more than ten minutes
together without arguing, but now Kristy really enjoyed her sister's
company, just as much as she did any one of her friends.

They got back to the house around eight, and Kristy hurried to the
phone to call Kate. She figured that she would probably be heading out
for the night, and wanted to catch her before she did, but there was
no answer.

Melissa was planning on changing into one of the new outfits she
bought, and heading out for the night. She started up the stairs, but
stopped when she noticed Kristy sitting on the couch.

"You're going out tonight, right?"

"I don't think so. I'm really not in the mood. But don't lot me stop
you, just don't stay out too late."

Melissa sighed and headed up the stairs. A few minutes later, she came
back down, dressed in her Pj's. Her hair was pulled back into two long
pigtails.

"What happened? You're not going out?"

"Nah. I realized that I don't feel like it either."

"Are you sure? I don't want you to stay home on my account."

"Yea, it's cool. I don't really need to go out. Unless you want to get
rid of me."

"No of course not. I just didn't think you'd want to spend a Friday
night hanging out with your older sister."

Melissa sat next to Kristy on the couch, and put her head on her
shoulder.

"I don't mind."

Kristy smiled. "Well I guess I'll go get changed. You got any movies
for us to watch?"

"Yea what are you in the mood for?"

"I don't care, whatever you want."

Kristy changed into a pair of men's boxer shorts and a big T-shirt,
and settled back down on the couch next to her sister. Melissa had
already picked out a movie, and was nestled snugly under a crochet
blanket. Kristy slid next to her, and Melissa rested herself against
her sister.

The two sat cozily under the blanket as the movie played on. Kristy
hadn't been paying much attention to it, as her thoughts were fixed on
Kate. She wondered what she was doing, and was anxious to talk to her.
She wished Kate could be there with her, and couldn't wait until they
were together again. She had no idea how she was going to make it
through the whole summer, and had already begun to think of excuses to
get back to school early.

Melissa was not paying much attention to the movie either. Her mind
was consumed with thoughts of her sister. She was pleased at how well
they had been getting along these last few days, and felt as if there
was no place she'd rather be right now. She was happy to be able to
share the things she had with her sister, and felt as though there was
a bond between them that had never been there before. She wondered if
it was because they had been able to be so honest with each other
about their mutual feelings for girls.

She desperately wanted to know what it was like to be with another
girl, a thought that has consumed, and conflicted her for the past
several months. For the first time since then, she actually felt good.
Her sister had assured her that her feelings were okay, and she felt
comfortable with who she was.

She now felt it was okay to let her mind wander. Her newfound freedom
allowed her to explore her thoughts without the guilt that she had
previously experienced. She thought about how she would force herself
to think about something else when her mind would drift to thoughts of
being with another girl. She inhaled deeply, and her body relaxed. Her
mind drifted to thoughts of a particular girl from school. She
imagined what she felt like, her skin on hers, her lips kissing hers.
She imagined being touched by her and what it felt like.

Her mind was racing, and she began to feel hot. She could feel herself
getting wet between her legs, as her mind raced. Suddenly, out of
nowhere, she began to imagine her sister with the girl from school.
She pictured Kristy and the girl kissing intimately, touching each
other. She tried to picture what she looked like when she was with
Kate. She wondered what Kate looked like. She imagined the girl from
school was Kate, and her sister was kissing and touching her. Her
stomach felt heavy, and she got a lump in her throat. She felt almost
angry as she thought of her sister with this girl. Suddenly, she
imagined that it was her with her sister. She recalled what her lips
felt like on hers when they shared their brief kiss the night before.
She heard herself breathe her sister's name, and she snapped back into
reality.

"What?" Kristy asked.

Melissa hesitated. She wasn't sure that she had really spoken out loud
until her Kristy acknowledged it.

"Oh, uh, sorry. I mean, nothing...I think I was just dozing off."

Kristy laughed. "Oh, okay"

"I'll be right back, I have to go to the bathroom."

Melissa quickly made her way to the bathroom and locked the door. She
immediately pushed her hand down the front of her pajama bottoms. She
had never felt this wet before. Her fingers glided between her lips,
until they met her clit. It was swollen, and sensitive to her touch,
and her knees buckled slightly as she pressed on it. She leaned
against the vanity for support, and quickly slid her pajama bottoms to
the floor, and stepped one foot out of them. She spread her legs wide,
and furiously rubbed herself. She bit her bottom lip to keep from
screaming out, as thoughts of her sister invaded her mind once again.
She came quickly, while she pictured her sister touching her. As her
orgasm washed away, an enormous sense of guilt washed over her, and
she began to cry. She felt dirty, as she stood in her bathroom with
her pants down and her hand between her legs. She felt even worse than
she had when she just thought of other girls. She told herself she was
"sick" over and over, as she quietly sobbed, and the worst part was
that the only person she felt she could confide in was the one person
she couldn't tell.

Melissa stood in the bathroom crying, until a knock at the door
startled her.

"Hey you've been in there a while...Everything okay?"

"Yea, I'll be out in a minute."

She quickly pulled up her pants, washed her hands and face, and
stumbled out of the bathroom. Kristy had settled back on the couch,
and looked at Melissa as she came back in the room.

"I'm kind of tired, I think I'm just gonna go to bed."

"Are you okay"

"Yea just tired I guess."

Kristy knew she wasn't telling the truth. It was obvious that
something was bothering her, and it looked as if she had been crying.

"Melissa, what's wrong?"

Melissa didn't answer, and burst into tears. Kristy immediately got up
and pulled her to the couch, sitting her down and comforting her.

"Melissa what is it? Tell me what's wrong."

"It's nothing" she said between sobs.

"Melissa you can tell me, what is it?"

"NO I CAN'T TELL YOU."

"Melissa whatever it is it's okay. There's nothing that you can't tell
me."

"You wouldn't understand."

"Try me, you never know."

Melissa realized that Kristy wouldn't give up until she told her
something. Kristy grabbed for the remote and clicked off the t.v.,
waiting for Melissa to tell her what was bothering her.

"I feel... it's stupid."

Melissa tried her best to play it off as if it were nothing, wiping
away her tears and fighting against her sobs.

"Nothing is stupid, just tell me what's wrong."

Melissa started to speak, not really hearing what she was saying.

"I just... I started thinking about... things, and I felt... I felt like I
wanted to... I wanted someone..."

"Slow down, it's okay. Tell me what happened, what were you thinking
about?"

The house seemed unusually quiet at that moment, and as if she had no
control over herself, Melissa blurted it out.

"You..."

She heard herself say it, but she didn't believe it.

"Me? What do you mean, did I do something."

Before she finished speaking, Kristy had realized exactly what she
meant.

"I started to think about things, and then... you were there. I don't
know why...And I... Did it...I thought about you...And did...I'm sorry...I can't
tell you this."

Melissa started to cry harder than before.

"What's wrong with me? I'm sorry, please...Please don't hate me...I
won't...I won't...I won't do it again...just don't hate me..."

Kristy's heart sank. She hugged her sister tightly.

"I know you hate me..."

"Shhh, I don't hate you, it's okay..."

And suddenly Kristy heard Kate's voice. "She wants you... It's normal... I
think you should do it..."

Kristy didn't know what came over her at that moment, but she grabbed
Melissa's face in both hands, and kissed her hard on the lips. She
could taste her salty tears as her lips pressed against her sister's.

Melissa jumped at her reaction and tried to pull away, but Kristy
wouldn't let her move. Their lips slowly parted, and their tongues
touched briefly, quickly swirling around each other until Kristy
pulled away.

Both girls were quiet. Melissa looked at Kristy with a puzzled look as
Kristy let her hands fall from her sister's face. Melissa sniffed away
her cry.

"What...Why did you do that?"

Kristy wasn't sure what to say.

"I... I'm not sure."

Melissa looked longingly at her sister, waiting for her to speak.

"I don't hate you."

Kristy couldn't believe she said that. The only thing she could think
to say was "I don't hate you?"

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"Melissa, I know what you're going through. You're not sick. You're
normal. I mean, It's normal to think about those things."

"But you're my sister..."

The words sent a chill down Kristy's spine.

"I know, but it's okay. You just... You're just curious... and I confided
in you... You want to be with me, but not like this... maybe you do, and
it's okay, I understand and...if you want to... it's okay..."

Kristy had no idea what she was saying as she tried to recall Kate's
words. Everything was jumbled up in her head.

"You mean, you would...you want to..."

"NO, I mean yea...if you need...If you want to... Ugh! Kate...!"

"Kate? What do you mean?"

"Kate told me what you were going through. She told me what you were
probably feeling..."

"How would she know?"

The tone in Melissa's voice was abrasive.

"She said she felt the same way...with her sisters...she said it's normal
for sisters... sometimes they have these feelings."

Melissa's tone softened, and a curious look crossed her face.

"Why were you talking to Kate about me?"

"I told her what you said, and that you kissed me... I asked her what
she thought...But she's...She's not always right."

"Oh."

Kristy's eyes fell to the floor.

"So do you feel like I do?"

Kristy looked at her sister, as she waited for an answer.

"I... I think... I... After you kissed me I thought..."

She took a deep breath.

"What you just did..."

Melissa's stomach jumped, and a smile passed over her lips. She leaned
forward and rested her head against her sister's chest. Kristy held
her sister close to her.

"So what do we do?"

Kristy didn't answer, and Melissa pulled away from her sister, looking
her in her eyes.

"Will you...Can I kiss you again?"

Kristy nodded silently. Melissa leaned forward slowly until their lips
touched. A warm chill struck them both, and they were soon making out.
Kristy pulled Melissa down on the couch next to her without breaking
their kiss, and pulled the blanket over them. The girls kissed
passionately, and slowly let their hands wander over each other's
clothes.

Their passion soon increased, as their body's started to grind
together. Kristy's excitement was increasing, and she began to pull at
her sister's pajamas, unbuttoning her top, and exposing her beautiful
firm breasts.

Melissa sighed as Kristy's hands gently squeezed her breasts. Her
fingers were caressing her nipples, gently teasing them until they
were stiff. Kristy could see that Melissa was eager to touch her.
Kristy sat up and removed her own top. Melissa's eyes widened as she
let her hands explore her sister. She pulled Kristy back down to her,
and enjoyed the warm sensation of naked skin touching her own.

Kristy grew more comfortable with the situation as her passion
elevated. She delighted at the look of sheer ecstasy on her sister's
pretty face, and she let herself be consumed by the moment. Melissa's
hands roamed over Kristy's breasts and bare back, almost reluctant to
venture further. Kristy sensed Melissa's hesitation, and moved to take
charge.

She pulled away from her sister, and Melissa's hands fell slowly away
from her. She stood up, and took her sister's hand, leading her to do
the same. Kristy slid the coffee table out of the way, and pulled the
oversize cushions off the couch, placing them on the floor, and
covering them with the blanket. Melissa watched anxiously, as Kristy
prepared the makeshift bed. Side by side, the cushions allowed them
more room. When she was done, she slid her shorts off, and stood naked
in front of her little sister.

"Come here."

Melissa slowly walked over and stood in front of her sister. Kristy
glanced down between the two of them, and suggestively tugged at the
waist band of her pajamas, indicating Melissa to remove them. Melissa
slid her bottoms down, stepping slowly out of them. The two girls let
their eyes roam over one another's body before Kristy lowered herself
on the cushions, pulling Melissa down with her.

They laid side by side, and Kristy placed Melissa's hands on her body.

"I want you to touch me."

Melissa moved her hands slowly across her sister's warm skin,
exploring all that she could. Kristy closed her eyes, and rolled on
her back, opening herself up entirely to Melissa's probing hands.
Melissa took her time, dragging her hands over her sister's breasts
and down her flat belly, stopping short of her pussy and back up.
Kristy enjoyed the sensation of her sisters curious hands.

After allowing Melissa to explore her, Kristy reached out and pulled
her sister in close, kissing her hard. She rolled herself on top of
her sister, gently laying her on her back.

"Close your eyes."

Melissa did as she was instructed, feeling secure in her sister's
arms.

"Just relax."

Kristy let her hands gently glide over Melissa's soft skin, touching
her slowly. She lowered her mouth to her sister's breasts, and slowly
kissed and licked each one until they were rock hard and covered with
her saliva. Melissa moaned softly as her sister eagerly tongued her
breasts. She could feel her juices churning inside her, anticipating
her sister's touch. Kristy licked her finger tips and slid her hand
between Melissa's legs, gliding them gently between her lips.
Melissa's hips lifted off the floor, as her body quivered at Kristy's
touch. Slowly, Kristy explored her sister's pussy, teasing her gently
until her fingers were soaked with her juices. She slid her finger
around her opening, dipping into her slightly, and back up, until she
reached her clit. Melissa held her breath as her sister teased her,
running small circled around her clit, but not touching it.

"Yes... touch me."

Kristy smiled, knowing what she wanted.

"Shhh relax."

Melissa breathed in sharply, stifling her moans of excitement as her
sister continued to tease her. She moved her hips, trying to get
Kristy's hand where she wanted it, but Kristy kept avoiding what she
knew her sister needed. Kristy reached her other hand down and slowly
began to stroke herself as she teased her sister. Melissa sensed what
she was doing and opened her eyes. The sight of her beautiful sister
masturbating next to her almost sent her over the edge. It was hotter
than anything she'd ever imagined before, and it was real.

"Oh God, I can't take it! Please..."

Kristy pulled her hand away from her sister, waiting for her to slow
down.

Melissa's breathing was shallow and uneven. She needed to cum. Kristy
kissed her hard, and positioned herself on top of her sister. She
reached down between them, opened her sisters lips with her fingers,
exposing her swollen clit, and began to grind herself against her
sister, the way she had imagined the night before while she
masturbated. Melissa caught on to what her sister wanted, and reached
down to hold herself open, allowing Kristy to hold herself up. Melissa
wrapped her legs around her sister as Kristy fucked her. The feeling
of Kristy's pussy grinding against her own launched Melissa's orgasm.
Kristy felt her sister's body shaking under her weight, and she knew
she was cumming. She thrust herself harder into her sister.

"Yes Melissa, cum for me sweetie."

"Oh Kristy, Fuck...!"

"I'm cumming too..."

Kristy's orgasm tore through her body, collapsing her on top of
Melissa.

Before Melissa knew what was happening, Kristy pressed her lips to
hers, and pushed two fingers deeply inside of her. Kristy pumped her
fingers in and out of her sister, and Melissa flailed helplessly as
her second orgasm gripped her immediately. Kristy pulled her sister
close, cradling her in her arms as she cried out in pleasure.

Melissa felt paralyzed, and held on to her sister tightly as she
fought to catch her breath. She felt comfortable in her sister's arms,
squeezing her tightly, and enjoying the feel of her sister's body so
close to hers. Her mind was numb, and she couldn't comprehend all the
feelings that were gripping her. She never imagined that anything
could be so beautiful and warm. She didn't want these feelings to go
away. She wanted more, and wished she could stay there forever. She
felt things she never did before, and as her body filled with new
emotions, she felt like she was going to burst. She didn't know if she
wanted to laugh or cry. She squeezed her sister even tighter, as if
she couldn't be close enough to Kristy at that moment.

Kristy held her sister close as she fell asleep in her arms. Kristy
was filled with new emotions as well. She felt conflicted as her
thoughts slowly turned to Kate. She watched her sister's eyes
fluttered under her eyelids, and gently stroked her head. Her feelings
for Melissa were unclear to her at the moment. She was feeling things
that she knew she wasn't supposed to feel. She knew that they had
crossed into a place that she could never return from. What was she
going to do? She knew that whatever she had with Melissa, whatever she
felt, could not continue. There was no way that this could work, but
she feared losing any relationship she had with her sister.

Her eyes glanced back to Melissa, who was now sleeping soundly, and
holding Kristy as tight as she could. She looked so beautiful and so
content.

Kristy became lost in her thoughts for what seemed like hours until
the ringing phone jolted them both awake. Her stomach leapt, as she
had hoped it may have been Kate calling, and scrambled to answer. She
crawled closer to the table where the phone was, stretching out as she
picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Oh, hi mom..."

Melissa and Kristy shared a nervous look.

"No everything's fine, we're just watching a movie..."

Melissa began to smile.

"Yea, just sister stuff..."

"Yea, she's right here, how's it going with you...?"

"Uh-huh..."

Melissa began to giggle out loud, and Kristy reached back to swat her
on the leg, holding back a smile of her own.

"Well I guess you're having fun..."

Melissa sat up and started kissing her sister's hips and side as she
spoke on the phone, giggling as Kristy tried to push her away.

"Okay, we'll see you then. Have fun! Okay, Bye."

Kristy hung up the phone, and they both started to giggle.

"Sister stuff?" Melissa asked.

"Well what did you want me to tell her?"

Melissa laughed again, pulling her sister back down next to her and
pulling the blanket back over them both.

"Why don't we go to bed?"

"Uh-uh, I like it here."

"Well I'm not sleeping on this floor all night, so you can stay here
if you want."

Melissa grabbed her sister and held her down, draping herself over
Kristy so she wouldn't be able to leave. Kristy gave in, and held on
to Melissa. They were silent for a while, until Melissa spoke.

"What's Kate like?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, you love her right?"

"Why are you asking me that?"

"Do you love her?"

"Yes, I told you that. Why are you...?"

"Are you going to tell her?"

"I guess so, yea."

"Is she pretty?"

"Melissa where are you going with this?"

"I don't know, I just want to know."

"Melissa..."

"Just tell me what she looks like."

"She's, I don't know...a little shorter than me, long brown hair..."

Melissa hesitated.

"So what are you gonna say?"

"I don't know."

Kristy thought for a moment.

"Melissa, you know that we...this..."

"I know."

Kristy was silent. 

"Are you sorry this happened?"

"No of course not."

"You don't think it's...I don't know..."

"Well I guess...I don't know. I guess it doesn't matter. Are you sorry?"

"No. I just wish...I don't know. I don't care if it's not right, I like
being with you."

Melissa hugged her sister, and looked her in the eyes.

"Kristy, I know we can't do this. I mean, I understand. I know that
you and Kate...I know you love her, and I... I know you're happy. I hope
that...I mean I want you to be happy, and we can't be...this way, but I
want you to know that I'm glad...I mean, I want you to know that I love
you, and I wouldn't know what to do if...if we."

"I know..."

"No let me just say this. This was...this was important to me, and no
matter what happens, just promise you won't forget..."

Kristy hugged her sister tightly.

"You're my sister Melissa, and I love you, no matter what. I'll always
love you. This was very special for me too, and it means more than you
know. I could never forget."

"We don't have to stop yet do we? I mean, you're only here for the
summer, and mom and dad will probably be around...Maybe just until they
come back?"

Kristy smiled. 

"Don't worry, we don't have to stop now. And you can come and visit us
when you have a break at school..."

"Really? You would let me come?"

"Why not?"

"What about Kate?"

"I don't think that would be a problem. You'd really like her. You
just better not try and steal her away."

Melissa kissed her sister hard. Her mind was wild with thoughts of her
sister and her girlfriend together. She had never thought of anything
like that before, and imagined what it must be like to be with her
sister and another girl. The thought made her hot, and she trembled
with anticipation. She abruptly pulled away from Kristy.

"Have you ever done that before?"

"What?"

"Been with more than just Kate...at the same time?"

"Once. Kate said she'd always fantasized about it, so I surprised her
with a girl that we both knew... One of our friends."

"Oh that's hot! Did you like it?"

"Yea, it was...good, but a little weird. It was fun."

"Do you and Kate do a lot of things?"

"As long as it's something that we both agree on, yea."

Melissa's heart was pounding, and her pussy was tingling with
excitement. She couldn't believe she was this excited again. Usually
she couldn't make herself cum more than once, maybe twice a day on a
good day, and now she was ready again after three times. She flattened
herself out on top of her sister, holding her hands down and kissing
her passionately.

"I want you to show me everything. I want to do everything you've
done."

"Everything?"

Melissa nodded. She was obviously turned on, and Kristy knew she was
ready for more.

"We only have two days."

"Then you better hurry."

"Are you sure you can handle it?" Kristy laughed.

"Show me" Melissa pleaded. "Do everything you want."

Kristy needed no further persuading. She quickly grabbed on to Melissa
and rolled her over. She quickly lowered herself down between
Melissa's legs, and began to lick her. She noticed how different she
tasted from Kate as she lapped away at her sister's quivering pussy.
Melissa was soon writhing in pleasure, as this new sensation of
Kristy's warm mouth on her swept over her. She was soon crying out in
pleasure.

"Oh God Kristy that feels amazing...DON'T STOP...please don't stop."

Her encouragement fueled Kristy further, and she worked hard to make
her sister cum.

"Oh God...please...wait..."

Melissa pulled away from her sister, and Kristy was somewhat
surprised.

"I want to do it too. Show me...I want to make you cum like that, at the
same time."

Kristy smiled, and turned herself around, lowering her pussy to her
sister's eager mouth, Melissa eagerly lapped away at Kristy, and with
her sister's direction, caught on quickly. Kristy was soon grinding
herself against her sister's mouth.

"Oh Yes Melissa...that's it ...right there...don't stop, Oh God..."

Kristy dove back into Melissa's waiting pussy, wrapping her mouth
around her clit, and rolling it with the tip of her tongue, the way
Kate liked. Melissa came quickly, working furiously to make her sister
cum as well. She was surprised to feel a warm rush on her tongue, as
Kristy came.

Kristy moved her tongue further down until she reached Melissa's ass.
She slowly let her tongue push against her opening, and Melissa
squealed at the new sensation. Kristy pressed her fingers inside her
sister, seeking out her g-spot while her tongue probed her ass.
Melissa came harder than she ever did before, and felt as if she was
going to pass out. She tried to plead with her sister to stop, but she
wasn't able to speak. Kristy lay back down next to her sister,
comforting her as she struggled to regain her senses. They held on to
each other tightly, and feeling exhausted, they both fell asleep.

The next morning, Kristy woke feeling sore from sleeping on the floor.
Melissa was draped over her, making it impossible for Kristy to move
without waking her. Melissa slowly opened her eyes, and smiled
contently as she woke up in her sister's arms.

"So what are we going to do today?" Melissa asked sleepily, as she
snuggled closer to her sister.

Kristy smiled.

"My God Melissa. You're insatiable! How can you want more? Aren't you
exhausted?"

Melissa giggled.

"I'm sorry. Just making up for lost time I guess."

"Unbelievable! Tell you what, let's get this cleaned up, maybe take a
shower, get something to eat..."

Melissa sighed, and rolled away from her sister.

"C'mon Melissa, I'm starving! Besides, you'll need some energy!"

Melissa giggled and kissed her sister on the cheek before getting up.
She put her hands behind her head and stretched, then grabbed the
blanket from the floor, and draped it around herself.

"You're so fucking cute." 

Melissa smiled. Kristy got up and put on her shorts and T-shirt, and
both girls straightened up the living room. Melissa volunteered to
make some breakfast and Kristy went to call Kate, excited to tell her
what happened, but there was still no answer. She wondered where she
could be.

After they ate, the two sisters went upstairs to shower. They washed
each other lovingly, enjoying the feeling of their soapy bodies
gliding together.

"Close your eyes Melissa, I want to show you something."

Melissa did as she was told, and Kristy reached for the shower head,
removing it from it's holder, and aiming the pulsating water between
her sister's legs. They took turns masturbating each other, until the
water got cold.

As they toweled off, Melissa heard the phone ringing, and rushed to
answer it. She came back in the bathroom, handing the cordless
receiver to her sister.

"I think it's Kate, and she's crying..."

Kristy grabbed the phone, and headed into her bedroom.

"Kate? It's me...What's wrong?"

"I told them..."

Kristy could barely understand her through her hysterical sobbing, but
she knew exactly what happened. Kate had told her parents about
Kristy, and it was obviosly not received well. Kristy didn't know what
to say.

"Are you alright?"

"They told me to leave..."

"Leave? Where are you?"

"In the car"

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know, back to school I guess. They're not going to let me go
back. I don't know what I'm gonna do! I should have never told them!"

"Kate calm down. Where are you?"

Melissa couldn't help but hear Kristy's one sided conversation.

"Okay, We'll meet you, stay where you are. You can stay here until
everything blows over. They're not going to keep you out of school.
We'll be there in a few hours. Kate...I love you... Okay, Bye."

Melissa didn't know why, but she felt angry listening to hear sister
say those words to Kate. She resented her for being so important to
her sister, and for intruding on their time together. She felt that
she would never be as important to Kristy as Kate was, and she
despised her for it.

Kristy hung up the phone, and looked at Melissa.

"I'm sorry."

Melissa tried her best not to show her emotions.

"Don't be. If Kate needs you, then go. I understand."

"Aren't you coming with me?"

"I don't know Kristy, I..."

"Please? It's a long ride, and I don't want to go alone. Besides, you
can meet Kate."

"I don't know if it would be the best time, I mean, do you think
that's a good idea right now?"

"Why not? It looks as though she'll be staying here for a while. You
don't think mom and dad...?"

"Oh please! You know they don't care. They'll be thrilled to meet one
of your college friends."

"Yea, you're right. So you'll come then?"

Melissa sighed heavily in protest.

"If you really want..."

"I really do."

"Okay, let me get dressed."

"Hurry...And Melissa...I love you."

Melissa smiled widely, feeling satisfaction from her sister's words.

"I know...I love you too."

A few hours later, they pulled into the rest stop where they agreed to
meet Kate. She was sitting in her car, listening to the radio when
they arrived. Kristy's heart leapt when she saw her. They pulled into
a spot next to her, and Kristy leapt out of the car. They kissed
briefly, and Kate started the car to follow them back to Kristy's.

Melissa was surprised as she watched them kiss, at how she didn't feel
angry like she thought she would. Kate was very cute, just as her
sister described her, and she felt a tingle run through her body when
she saw her. Kristy waved for Melissa to come out of the car and meet
Kate.

"So, you're Melissa. Oh my God you two look so much alike, you could
be twins!"

Kate smiled.

"Thanks, it's nice to finally meet you. Kristy never shuts up about
you!"

"Well that's good to hear. Hey I'm sorry for making you guys come all
the way out here. I just didn't know who else to call. I hope I'm not
intruding...er...well, I hope I'm not ruining any of your plans."

Something about the way she spoke seemed very sincere to Melissa, and
she couldn't help but like her. She understood why Kristy was in love
with her.

"Oh please, don't apologize, you're not ruining anything."

Kate smiled at Melissa.

"Okay, well I guess we'd better get going, you'll be right behind us
right Kate?"

"Yea no problem."

"Oh please, don't apologize, you're not ruining anything."

Kate smiled at Melissa.

"Okay, well I guess we'd better get going, you'll be right behind us
right Kate?"

"Yea no problem."

"If you're tired, my sister can drive..."

"No I'm cool. Your poor sister's already had to drag herself all the
way out here. I'll be fine."

"You sure?"

"Just go!"

Melissa turned to Kristy. 

"You know, if you want to ride with Kate..."

"No it's okay. I want to ride with you."

Melissa smiled, feeling good that her sister wanted to be with her.

"So?"

They closed the car doors and began to drive.

"So what?"

"C'mon Melissa, what do you think?"

"She's nice."

"That's it?"

"Geez Kristy, I only talked to her for a second. She seems really
nice. She's pretty too."

Kristy smiled. "I'm glad you like her."

"Of course I do. You love her, and she makes you happy. Why wouldn't
I?"

It was late in the afternoon when they got back to the house. Melissa
could tell that Kristy and Kate wanted some time together, so she
volunteered to leave for a while. She made an excuse about having to
return some of the things she bought while shopping with Kristy
yesterday, and left.

Kristy gave Kate a "tour" of the house.

"Wow this is a great place. So..." Kate stepped up to Kristy, "...where do
I sleep?"

Kristy smiled. "When my parents get back, you can stay in there."

She pointed to the guest bedroom.

"And until then?"

"You won't have to worry about that. I don't think you're going to get
much sleep until they get back."

Kristy tugged Kate's shirt, pulling her in close, and kissed her. Kate
immediately threw Kristy down on the bed as they kissed wildly.

"Kate, hold on...There's something I have to tell you..."

"You can tell me later."

"No, I have to tell you."

Kate sighed deeply, and sat herself up next to Kristy.

"Remember what we talked about the other night?"

Kate thought for a second.

"Melissa?"

Kristy nodded. "Yea, well, I...we...It happened."

"I KNEW IT! You fucked your sister didn't you!"

"Well..."

"You little slut! Tell me everything! I knew you were going to. She's
a little hottie! That must have been so hot, I could cum just thinking
about it! Tell me everything!"

"You're not mad right?"

"Mad? No way! I was hoping that you were going to tell me that. I was
the one who told you to do it, how could I be mad?"

"I just...You know, I mean, this won't change anything between us
right?"

"Oh sweetie no. Nothing could make me feel any differently about you.
I love you so much, and knowing this just makes me want you more. The
only way I would be mad is if you didn't share! Now tell me everything
before I go crazy!"

Kristy started to speak, revealing every detail about her encounter
with her sister. Kate listened intently, and could barely contain her
excitement.

"God Kristy that is so hot!"

Kristy laughed. "Yea, It was. I thought you would like it."

"Come over here and make me cum before I explode."

Kate pulled Kristy towards her, moaning loudly as Kristy's hand cupped
her pussy. Kate quickly slid her pants off, and spread her legs.
Kristy easily slid two fingers inside her.

"Wow Kate, you're so fucking wet. I've never felt you like this."

Kate moaned in response, pumping her hips to meet Kristy's fingers,
and came faster than she ever had before.

"Oh God Kristy, I want more. I'm so fucking hot! I want you right
now!"

"If you wear yourself out now, you won't have anything left for
later."

Kate let her head fall back on the bed. Kristy laughed and kissed her.

"Pull your pants up before my sister comes home."

Melissa came back about a half hour later to find Kate and Kristy
snuggling on the couch.

"It's about time! We've been waiting forever!" Kristy said.

"Why were you waiting for me?"

Kate smiled. "Because your sister didn't want to start without you."

Kristy got up and grabbed Melissa's hands, leading her up the stairs
to her room with Kate following close behind. As soon as they reached
the bedroom, they all collapsed on the bed, kissing and touching. It
was a frenzy of arms and legs as they flailed to remove each other's
clothes.

They spent hours, pleasing each other in every possible way, until
they didn't have the strength to move, and fell asleep.

Kristy eventually told her parents the truth about Kate, and although
they were shocked at first, they accepted it, and treated her like
another daughter. Kate never made up with her parents, and Kristy's
family helped her finish school. After graduation, they got an
apartment close to Kristy's parents. Her friends also learned the
truth about Kristy, and all but a few, accepted her for who she was.

Melissa continued to explore her sexuality through her college years,
but never missed an opportunity to visit Kristy and Kate, as she did
while they were still in school. No one would ever satisfy her like
they did, and she knew that no one could ever understand her true
feelings for her sister, except Kristy and Kate, but it didn't matter.

One night, Kristy lay awake, watching Kate and her sister as they
slept next to her. She thought back to the person she used to be,
before she met Kate, and shivered at the thought of it. She never
dreamed at that time that she would be here, but there she was. She
was happy. She thought back on how she got here, amazed at how
everything had come together. She watched her sister sleeping soundly
and content. She brushed the hair out of Melissa's face, and kissed
Kate gently on the cheek. Her life was once so full of unhappiness and
confusion, and now she was so full of love and happiness that she had
enough for two people. It's funny how things never turn out the way
you'd think.