Moon I-4 [f/f] _Moon I slammed the phone down onto the hook, my eyes red with anger and tears. "Goddamn vultures! They can't leave a dying 62 year old woman in peace!" My mother looked up in curiosity, questioning me with her weary, aged eyes. She pushed a long wisp of graying black hair to the side of her face, her gaze intent on me. I explained, "All the religious fanatics of the family are trying to make Judy go 'straight' and 'repent' before she finally kicks the bucket. They were sneaking phone calls and trying to get into her hospital room.. god damn.." "Repent? She's a lesbian, what's to repent about?" I sighed, sagging wearily against the counter. "I suppose that it doesn't matter what she's done all her life. It doesn't matter that she's been with a woman since she was 16, as long as she repents." She looked at me sympathetically, and said, "That's a shame. I know you and her were close." "Yeah. She helped me a lot emotionally when I came out as gay." My mother sighed. "Your father's side of the family is fucked up- they're all evangelist religious freaks. That's part of the reason why I divorced him. Judy's never hurt a soul, and I have to admit I'm shocked that even the relatives would jump on her deathbed." I nodded. "I can't imagine what could be worse than this. Now _I'm_ scared that the relatives will all be getting on me when I die." "Oh, Missy, honey, you're only 20. You have your whole life ahead of you, and besides, it's still not the worst thing that can happen to a lesbian." I sighed and opened the refrigerator, browsing through the shelves for something edible. "Pretty damn close." She shifted in her seat, taking a small sip from her Coke. "I knew these two lesbians named Moon and Janet that were ruined worse than Judy." Frowning as I rifled through the fruit drawer, I murmured, "Sounds familiar." She shrugged uneasily. "You probably heard about them. I've talked about Janet before. The entire affair was messy. It ended up on television news, in the newspaper. But I was a close personal friend of theirs, and what was on the news wasn't anywhere near to what really happened." I pulled some grapes out of the drawer and walked over to the counter to wash them. "Why don't you tell me what happened?" She gave a little laugh, but her eyes were humorless. "Tell me a story? Well, I'll tell you a story. I'll tell you what happened through the eyes of Janet." "Why through the eyes of Janet?" She looked down at the table, her fingers drumming the surface with a slow rhythm. "Because she never got to tell the story herself." I sat down across her at the table, popping a grape into my mouth as she started to speak. My mother's voice was soft and almost musical as she spoke, and I felt myself being pulled into the story. "I was about seventeen years old. I'd just gotten my life on the right track, quitting cigarettes and going sober. Alcohol and drugs had been a problem for me since I was fourteen, and part of what helped me go straight was a girl named Moon. She was my best friend..." I closed my eyes and just listened to her lilting voice, and I started to see the surroundings of the early 1990s, the atmosphere and old technology such as televisions and radios replacing the holograms of the modern age. I was transported back twenty years to an age where gas-powered cars still dominated transportation, and I felt myself becoming Janet, my imagination adding details-- color, touch, sound, and aroma-- to what my mother was saying. Part I _February 3, 1994_ Her body was pressed against mine, her soft breasts curving against my own. Our nude legs slid against each other as we explored each other's bodies with the urgency of passion. Her lips sought mine, finding them in a tangle of moistness. Her lips were soft, brushing against mine as her hands ran along my leg and rested gently on my buttock with a squeeze. Her motions were desperate with desire--her hands trembled as they caressed my skin, and I could hear her breath quickening with arousal. I reached up and cupped her breast, my breath catching in my throat as my fingers found her hard nipple. She left my lips, and started to kiss my neck softly as I stroked her long, black hair with my other hand and whispered sentiments into her ear.. RING! RING! RING! I woke groggily, still imagining the feel of this beautiful woman's body against mine, the recurring dream of Moon once again a wisp of smoke disappearing in the air. I finally realized I was alone in my bed at home, covered in hot perspiration. I gave a resigned sigh, and flicked on the radio so I could dance as I dressed. The notes of disco flooded my ears as I rushed through my morning routine. I finished dressing and packing for school, and rushed to my first class about ten minutes late. Moon gave me a shy smile from the seat next to mine, as she has a habit of doing, as I bitched and moaned on about my shitty awakening. "I swear to God, Moon, next year's gonna be different, I'm not gonna get to school till fucking noon." Her soothing voice consoled me as it usually did in the mornings, and I laid my head on the desk with a grumbling threat to go to sleep right there. I spotted a red manila folder just inches from my face and reached for it without thinking. "Hey, what's this?" I asked her, opening it slowly with sleepy fingers. She smiled--Moon smiles an awful lot, it makes up for her not talking. She communicates using her body, with subtle hand movements, shifts of her body and twinkling brown eyes. The folder was filled with her artwork. Spectacular work--she was truly the artist. We had many things in common, but one of the main points we shared was that we both had a deep appreciation for the aesthetically pleasing. The first drawing I saw was a young, nude woman lying in a provocative pose. There was a tear leaving one eye, its path trickling down to her breast. I looked up and greeted her eyes questioningly----she seemed to not care about the drawing's content, and shrugged. She gave me a sly grin before she looked down at her book and started to study for her physics exam, and I talked about my day yesterday and our other friends as I flipped through the portfolio. On the next page was a poem about "Why can't I keep him? I promise to feed him," which was a pretty good poem. It made me wonder momentarily whom it could have been about, since she hadn't been in a serious relationship for a long while. Then there was a drawing of a young Native American maiden working at a tree stump. I narrowed my eyes, looking closely at the drawing. It looked a lot like Moon, who herself was a proud Native American. It ran strongly in her blood, and although nobody knew just how much of it was in her blood, there was still enough to make her skin bronzed and her hair long and sleek. She was orgulous of her Potawatomi heritage and kept books and magazines discussing the tribe. In fact, the day before, she'd gone to a Powwow upstate and today wore tiny dreamcatcher earrings that were actual dreamcatchers, woven with the tiniest twig and smallest thread. After I flipped past that drawing, there was a large piece of paper folded in quarters, which I opened up. Another piece of paper slid out between the folds, and I started to read. "Dear Janet, There are thoughts I've been having that I haven't had the courage to express to you. Things I've wanted to tell you for so long." Except for a perfunctory skim over the body of the letter, I stopped reading right there. Not because I wasn't intrigued, or because I didn't know what the letter was about. I knew what this was about. It was a letter to me, and I'd had no clue about this--never, ever knew that the girl I lusted after since I'd first met her wanted me. I stopped reading because I knew she didn't intend for me to read that, and I didn't want to embarrass her. My best friend and companion, well ...I flipped the page over, and continued talking about nothing. I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye, and she seemed to not have noticed my fumbling with the paper. And my blushing--I felt like some dirty secret of mine had been exposed. I had fantasized about Moon for a year, almost since 0the first day we met and became fast friends. We were both openly "alternative", both lingering on the border between bisexual and lesbian. She was incredibly beautiful in an exotic manner, with long black hair and classic Native-American looks. I chuckled to myself as I thought of the letter's words. I'd never had any courage, either, to make a move--a girl that beautiful is impossible to hit on. She was also my best friend--I can't stress that enough. She seemed ...untouchable. The class ended, and the rest of the day dragged on at a snail's pace. I couldn't get these recent matters -- namely, Moon -- off of my mind, though I tried as hard as I could to shove them out. I met Moon in front of the school when the day was finally over, and we agreed to run to my house for some grub, then go out to the mall and find some clothes. We arrived at my house and I started to get ready to go, changing my clothes and fixing a bowl of leftover chili. We were in my room, and she picked up an issue of Rolling Stone and started flipping through the pages as she sat down on my bed. "Did you see that picture of Madonna in here?" she asked incredulously, holding up the magazine for me to see. I slurped at my chili, wincing as the heat seared my tongue. "Which one?" She waved the magazine. "Look!" I looked up, and my eyes popped open. She laughed and kept flipping through the pages of the magazine. I whistled. "That woman has issues." She nodded, and her face grew serious as she concentrated on an article about crystal meth in the upper-middle class. I got two more saltine crackers out of the box, squeezing them to crumbs in my hands and letting them fall into the chili. I looked around for my cup of milk. I frowned in confusion, puzzling over the absence of milk for a few seconds before I remembered that I hadn't poured any in the first place. "Be right back, gotta get milk," I said to Moon, slurping chili from my spoon as I got up. I carried my chili as I walked toward the bedroom door. My foot caught on a backpack, and I cursed loudly as I fell. Moon's head jerked up, an expression of concern on her face. I hit the floor hard, the glass bowl of chili shattering, splattering scalding hot chili everywhere -- the floor, my newly changed outfit, my hair. I just sat there in shock for a moment. Moon got up off the bed to help me, bending over to pick up a few pieces of the broken glass. I sighed and picked a kidney bean out of my hair. "SHIT. Now I have to take a shower!" I stated flatly, my eyes narrowed in anger. Moon looked at me for a second, her dark eyes penetrating my own, and smiled. "You look ridiculous, Janet. You go take a shower and I'll finish cleaning up this mess. We can be ready to leave in fifteen minutes." I complied, of course--how can I ever refuse a shower? I headed off to the bathroom and stripped off my chili-covered clothes. The cascading water was hot and steaming, washing off my dirty chest and stomach in a matter of minutes, but it felt too good to abandon so soon. I thought back to the letter. "Thoughts I've been having... no courage..." Did she realize I wanted her in the same way? Did she realize that I had wild dreams of her every night? My hand tickled across my hard nipple as I felt the heat of the water slowly seep through my body in waves. I ran my hand down my smooth stomach, and twirled my pubic hairs -- there weren't many because I tended to keep shaven. However, I had slipped on the shaving habit a little lately because nobody was eligible to see it at the moment. It was time to get out, and I wrapped myself in a towel, picked up my clothes, and walked back to the room. I peered inside quickly, seeing nothing--she must still be in the kitchen, cleaning up my mess. I went inside and shut the door quickly. I threw my towels off, bent over, leaning my head against the wall for support (I'm an off-balance sort of person). I started to dry my legs and butt off, and when it was moderately dry I got back up and put the towel on turban-style around my head. My hair is so long it requires--not wants, but REQUIRES--a body towel of its own. It's the "light side" of Moon's hair--she's got long, black hair that reaches to her waist, and I've got long, blonde hair that reaches to my butt. I turned around and saw--to my shock--Moon sitting on my bed, magazine in her hands and open to the meth article. The reason I hadn't seen her was that she was in a blind spot behind me. There was a curious expression on her face- and it wasn't the only emotion that was on her face. I shrieked. She grinned apologetically and quickly jumped to her feet. "MOON! I didn't know you were there!" "Well...sorry?" she smiled apologetically at me, her eyes twinkling, and all traces of shock left. I realized where I was standing, stark naked and dripping wet, in front of the woman I had fantasized about for months. And I realized that she wanted me, too. The moisture of my shower and the coldness of the air gave me goosebumps and erect nipples, which she gazed at unashamedly. She wanted me. I could see it in her eyes. I could see it in the way she moved her body as she stood up and walked over to me. I melted in a torrent of warmth and excitement, no longer wanting to cover myself, wanting to stand exposed to her. My nipples stood out like red flags, and she stared at them appreciatively before she took my hand in hers, leaned over, and gave me a soft, luscious kiss. A woman's lips are so soft. Her lips were so full. I reached over and ran my hand along the fabric lining her perfect stomach. I was really getting turned on and I knew she was aroused also. I could see the lust smoldering in her eyes, the feel of the soft, subtle urgency in her kiss, the tiniest tremble of her hand against my breast. I drew her closer to me, pressing my body against hers, acting out my fantasy after a long year of waiting. I couldn't believe this. She was so beautiful, so loving, so willing to be mine. She drew back from the kiss and smiled at me. "You found the letter." I nodded. "You were supposed to read it, you know. I didn't think you'd chicken out of reading it!" she chided with a grin. "I thought you didn't want me to, and that it would embarrass you," I murmured softly, frowning as I tried to sort this all out. She laughed, a tinkling sound, and said, "I am many things, but I am not stupid enough to put a love letter right where you can see it unless I intended for you to see it. If I'm not brave enough to tell you what I feel, then my words on paper can tell you, or my body can tell you." I smiled, and reached out to Moon once again. I felt her firm body and her perfect soft breasts beneath my palms. I looked into her eyes nervously and leaned close to kiss her again. It felt so good to have someone's lips soft, giving lips against mine. I moved my hand down along her breast. Her breasts were, as I said, absolutely perfect. They weren't too big or too small, and they brandished nipples that I bet were a beautiful sight to behold in their nude glory. Her nipples were hard nubs against the fabric, and she started to flush in excitement when I massaged them slowly between my fingertips. She backed away from me the tiniest bit, and I looked up in hidden confusion, wondering--did I move too fast? She gave me a sexy, eluding smile, and sat on the bed. I came to sit next to her and she pulled my turban loose. My long, blonde, wet hair was released from its damp prison. I looked at us in the mirror across the room and noted I made quite a contrast to her dark hair and dark features--I was as white as you could get. I had pale blue eyes, and translucent skin. I knew the porcelain shade would look beautiful pressed against the brown skin that she had inherited from the tribe of the Potawatomi. She laid back and pulled my naked, drying body down on top of her, her expression turning serious. I pressed down on her lips, urgently--I had wanted this for so long. Now that I had it, I was going to have fun with her. My hand reached up to cup her breast--her hard nipple felt so good underneath my smooth fingers. Her breath was hot on my cheek, our lips locked in a passionate embrace. Her tongue slowly ran along my lips, nibbling the edge of my lower lip gently. Her hands found my breasts, and the starkness of human skin on my bare nipple shocked me--a good feeling, a feeling that I hadn't experienced for a long time. I pulled myself up, and spread my legs above her still-clothed form. I kissed her neck, tasting her sweet skin. I trailed kisses behind her ear, on her neck, in the hollow just above her shoulders. I kissed her bosom softly, and started to undo the buttons that prevented our bare flesh from interacting. She murmured sweet sentiments into my ear as the cold air met her beautiful skin. Her bra was black lace--not a surprise--and very translucent because it was loosely woven, permitting me to see perfectly through it, and a snap was conveniently located on the front. Her nipples were exactly the perfect size for her breasts. They were gorgeous--I could look at them for days. The nipple was just slightly darker than flesh-color, with the areola about an inch and a half from one end to another. Also, she had average-sized nipples that jut proudly, offset by proportionate-sized globes of flesh. In the heat of arousal, I unsnapped her bra, leaning down to kiss her beautiful fleshy mounds. I nuzzled them, I sucked them and I nibbled them, not quite touching the areola, letting my tongue work around her large breasts. My hand massaged the other breast, as I lavished her nipple in my wet kiss, nibbling it with my teeth and running my tongue around her hard nub. I parted my lips slightly, and let her feel the moisture of my mouth against her nipple, and the rigidity of my tongue on second softest skin of her body. She was sensitive in that spot, moaning so softly that I could barely hear her. She whispered almost to herself, "I've wanted you for so long. This way, any way, I wanted you." I moved my mouth off her nipple momentarily. "Oh, Moon, I dream of you every night. I wake up every morning drenched" -- I stopped to kiss the nipple " -- in my sweat, wanting you to come and put me out of my misery." "Well, I'm here," she smiled, "and I don't think it's fair for you to be buck naked while I still have my pants on." I laughed softly, nibbling her hard nipple. "I'm going to do things to you that we'll burn in hell over, Moon," I whispered in a heated passion. I ran my teeth along her nipple one last time before I lifted myself off of her--my pussy was wet, so wet, that it had left a damp spot on her light brown pants. She moved her hands down to undo her pants as I hovered above her, waiting to drop myself down on her naked body, and her hand brushed my pussy. She pressed her hand against my wet pussy, the slippery moisture greeting her fingers as she felt the hard nub of need nested between my slippery lips. She smiled, and undid her pants slowly. I watched the slow unveiling of her thighs, and of... Her pussy was shaven! It was such a complete shock, a contrast to the Moon that I knew, and it also turned me on incredibly. I love shaved pussies! She also wore no underwear, which was also a contrast to the Moon I knew. Was it possible that I didn't know Moon at all? Her clothes were piled around us and my towels were cast carelessly aside. She reached up to my hair, and used her grip to pull me down to her lips, where she nibbled and sucked ruthlessly on my own lips. Her hands were busy--one was between my pussy lips, stroking and playing with the clit, and the other on my nipple. The heat in my body rose, my excitement growing with every passing moment. Moon's face was flushed, her breathing irregular, and her lips needy. I pulled away and started to kiss my way down, lingering at the nipples. I licked her stomach, enjoying the moan that this elicited from my new girlfriend as my fingers played with her mound. My lips walked across her lower belly, focusing gently on the skin right above where her pubic hair would have been. This caused her hands to tighten their grip on my hair, and when I looked, her eyes were closed, teeth biting her lower lip. Such a sensitive body for such a beautiful woman! I started to lick her mound gently, and with excruciating slowness, worked my way down. When I got to her pussy lips, I carefully avoided her clitoris, nibbling and licking her pussy lips and sliding my tongue's tip inside of her hole. Her pussy ground gently against my mouth, undulating with growing excitement. I made my tongue rigid in imitation of a penis and drove it into her pussy hole as far as I could, and she pulled at my hair in response. She was dripping wet with delicious nectar. The taste was slightly salty, slightly sweet--it was a wonderful taste that I could revel in for hours. There is no way to describe the taste of pussy, and hers was the sweetest-tasting pussy I'd ever laid my tongue on. She was responding eagerly, almost roughly to my oral work. I went ahead and gave her what she wanted, clamping my lips down on her clit, sucking it as my teeth teased it ever so gently. I gently ran my teeth all along the length her clit. Her grip suddenly went slack, juices running out, moans becoming louder. She loved this, she loved having her best friend eat her pussy out, and, at that very moment, I was willing to be her sex slave for the rest of my life. Her breath came in increasingly quick gasps as her grip tightened once more. I suctioned her pussy, using my tongue in such a way that the clit and her pussy hole were both getting massaged, an oral favorite of mine. She loved this sensation, and her sounds of pleasure were longer, louder, more urgent. Sweet liquid trickled out of her pussy, and she locked her legs around my head. My motions became rough, and urgent against her. Her clit was a delicious nub against my tongue, her juices dancing on my tongue. I was getting too horny to stand it much longer, so it was a good thing that she orgasmed (with a loud, loud wail) right then, her body lifting off the bed with her head tilted back, drenching me in her sweet fluids. She almost hurt me with the ferocity of her orgasm. My tongue was exhausted, but I kept going furiously, making her come as much as she could before she finally collapsed in limp exhaustion. She moaned once more, from the sheer after-pleasure, and I laughed, kissing her pussy gently before lapping all of her juices up. I didn't want to waste a single drop. Her hands tugged at my hair again, and I lifted my face from her. I shifted my body up so that I was lying on top of her, my legs spread apart with her warm, sweaty body underneath me. She looked at me lovingly, and wrapped her arms around me, pulling me down to hold me. I rested my head on her chest and lay down flat on her. A few minutes later, she urged me off. I looked at her and kissed her some more--her lips! I would never get tired of them, so soft and giving. She spread her legs slightly, making me spread mine even more since my legs were spread across her. My pussy was positioned right on hers, clit to clit. She absentmindedly stroked my nipple, and said, "I want you to come all over me now." I gave a laconic affirmative, the built-up excitement of the last half-hour reaching an unbearable point. Her clit felt delicious and hard just underneath mine, between my clitoris and pussy hole. It was a wonderful sensation, and I started to rub my nub against her wetness. Oh, the feeling! I tilted my head back, mouth open in a wide "O" at the pure sensuality. I'd never, ever done this with a girl before. It was an unusual, incredible sensation. After a second the built-up tension started to beg to be released. Her eyes looked deep into mine, watching my facial expressions contort with my pleasure. My body was racked with searing heat, and I moaned her name over and over. "Moon... Moon... oh, oh, ohhhh..." Moon looked at me adoringly, and her mouth was in a naughty smile--she was getting close to another orgasm, and started to moan loudly, letting me know that she loved having me make love to her this way. "Fuck me, Janet," she whispered. She twisted my nipples hard between her index finger and thumb, massaging them slowly, letting my pleasure build. One hand continued work on my nipple, and the other hand traveled down my stomach and thigh, resting on my ass. She massaged my ass, feeling the tight muscles with her hands, moving my ass in tune with my raw, passionate thrusts. All my sensations were magnified one thousand times, unbearably sweet with bliss, and I came. I came, and her head was also tilted back in pleasure, enjoying the feeling of my spasming pussy and clit against hers, my juices running, getting her wet and slippery underneath me. It felt as if I was being hurled through a thousand fiery suns of pleasure, and it never seemed like it was going to end, this utter sweetness that Moon was giving me. A strict atheist, I started to call out God, Mary and Jesus H. Christ's name in a blind fury of pure feeling. Finally, my orgasm died away, and I fell like a rag doll released from her owner's hand, limply, to the arms of Moon. She held me for a long while. Part II [A month later] The Japanese animation movie ended with a flourish of pounding Japanese rock and roll, and it was two o'clock in the morning. I yawned sleepily and snuggled closer to Moon, whose legs were spread apart for me to sit in between, my back nestled against her front. I draped my arms across her legs, and she set her arms above my shoulders, hands dipping to my breasts. Moon nuzzled my ear softly, and gave the flesh of my belly a quick squeeze. Moon was staying the night at my house. We had been dating for about a month now, unbeknownst to my parents. I would have hated for them to find out, because they would have disowned me. They disapproved of any sort of sex before marriage--ESPECIALLY lesbian sex. They had no idea, of course. Moon stayed overnight at my house nearly every Friday and Saturday night, which was normal before we started dating anyway. We often stayed up late watching miscellaneous movies, including a lesbian film from the '70's called, "Oranges Aren't the Only Fruit". It was, needless to say, a hot night that night--the sex scenes had us rarin' and ready to go. Sometimes it was cartoons, sometimes it was hentai, and sometimes it was an action-glory movie with blood, guts, and guns. After the movies finished, we always pulled the top mattress off my bed (simply two mattresses piled on top of each other), set them next to each other, necked for a while or touched, and slept with the mattresses pushed together. We were never discovered in any sort of compromising position, as we slept strictly on separate mattresses with separate blankets, facing different directions. The risk was too great. We also had never risked sex on one of these nights for fear that the noise would rouse my mother. I arched my back against Moon, pressing my ass harder into her panty-clad mons. We had started off wearing our panties and bras, but I had already removed my panties, and my bare pussy was hidden beneath a lightweight sheet. It was also not that unusual for us to be scantily clad, because even before dating neither of us had been shy about our bodies. My mother saw nothing wrong with this, because we were just "friends." I know I'm a bit old to be controlled by my mom. But, the fact is, I'm 17, still a junior in high school, and if she thought I was dating Moon, a woman, she'd have a shit fit, then thrown me out. That simple. My father, well... he is a very sweet, darling man, who will do anything to make me happy, and he would try to fight Mother. He'd argue that if Moon makes me happy, I should be with her. But my mother always wins. She is the dominant force in their marriage. Enough of this gloom, I told myself. Moon's hands were on my breasts, the thumb and forefinger gently twisting my nipples, arousing a sexual feeling that I had not felt in nearly a week. She massaged the stiff nubs, and every slow twist between her fingers sent muted heat waves of pleasure through my body. I could hear breathing quicken as she slipped her fingers underneath the underwire of my bra. I shivered as she ran her fingers along the underside of my breast, and sighed blissfully when she touched my bare, hard nipples. I shifted position, spreading my legs with hers. I rubbed my calf against hers and she squeezed my nipple harder in response. I inhaled sharply, the thick night air flooding my lungs with the fresh smell of dew and grass mixed with a faint touch of Moon's perfume. One of her hands left its position on my breast. She was touching my back now, running her fingertips along my spine and caressing me. She released me, and unsnapped my bra very cautiously, as if even the snapping sound was too loud. My bra was now loose, and I shook it off my shoulders as her arms went around me and felt my breasts, nude and covered with goosebumps. My head tilted back so that it rested on her neck, and she leaned down to kiss my neck while I nibbled on her ear. One of her hands continued to play with my breast, while the other hand traveled downward, tickling my stomach, before slipping underneath the sheet and resting on that sensitive spot above the pussy. She pressed against it lightly, still kissing me and blowing warm air onto my neck. I was becoming very wet. It doesn't take much to arouse me, and Moon was almost too much. I could tell she was excited, though, by the moistness and stickiness of her panties against my bare lower back. I leaned back and enjoyed the feeling of this woman seducing me. Her fingers walked down to my clitoris, and teased the hard nub gently, touching and squeezing it with slightly trembling fingers. The combined feeling of my nipple and clit being played with warmed my body and made my love button heat up abruptly. I exhaled deeply into her ear, thrusting my pussy against her hand. Soft, barely audible, tinkling laughter echoed through the air. She had a beautiful smile, and her grin was in full force at this moment. I strained my thighs as far as they would go to grind my pussy harder, but she pulled her hand away, deliberately teasing me, letting me know who was in control. Her face was covered with the night air's moisture, and her face shone with perspiration. Her nipples were taut through the translucent lace bra, which she always wore. She knew that I imagined her in the bra to the point of making my panties soaked through in the middle of my classes. I broke free of her tight grip, and twisted my body about. I leaned forward on my hands and knees between her legs to give her lips a soft nip between my teeth before slipping my tongue into her mouth. I slid a hand between her legs, and tugged at her panties. She arched her back and lifted her butt so that I could get the panties off, and as soon as they were gone, I immediately slipped a finger between the smooth folds of her shaved pussy. She was so wet, so incredibly sensual. I could almost feel the blood pulsing through her sex, feel the nerves being stimulated one by one by the rush of blood. She pressed against my chest with her hands, and when I rose up for her, she let her soft hands caress my thighs and ass, working their way to my pussy. I continued my duty. I started to kiss her upper chest, nipping at the top of her globes. The air was still and moist with the heat of spring. The room was illuminated the glow of the television screen, flickering with static due to the poorly arranged antenna. I paused in my kissing to reach back and flick off the television, plunging the room into darkness. I momentarily reeled from the sensory shock, and Moon paused in mid-stroke with her hand cupping my breast. "What are you doing?" she whispered. I could hear her beautiful smile by the vocal tones and by the warm way she moved her body against me. I breathed, "I want to do it in complete darkness. I want to have no idea where the next touches are coming from. I want it like this. Now." Silence. A hand touched my shoulder and ran down to my breast, squeezing it lightly before it caressed my stomach. I grinned in triumph and leaned down to suckle her nipples again. I couldn't see her breasts, which only forced me to focus on the sensation of her breast pressed against my face even more. There was not even a window in my room to let our eyes adjust to the dark--absolutely nothing to illuminate us. Normally, as your eyes get adjusted, you could see around the room, but the windows were covered in black blinds, which blocked out the even the light of the stars and the moon. Since admiring her nude form visually was not possible, my hands and my tongue saw her body. Her nipples were about a quarter-inch in full excitement, hard and surrounded by erect skin that bunched up when she was stimulated or cold. I ran my tongue along the erect skin around her nipple, teasing her just as she had teased me moments before with her fingers. My tongue was warm and wet, slowly and softly licking at the areola. I felt her skin under my tongue, the heaving of her chest with every breath, the soft sigh she let out now and then to let me know that her excitement was mounting. With agonizing slowness, my tongue traveled over her nipple. It tasted so good underneath my tongue, slightly salty with sweat from the thick heat of the air and from our bodies pressing together during the movie. I lightly clamped my teeth on the edges, nipping it softly. Once, twice, three times. She let out a slow, blissful sigh and melted into my mouth. My hand was between her legs, my finger teasing at her clit. I felt how horny she must be now. She pulled me up to kiss me, my erect nipples brushing against hers while she explored my mouth. Her nipples were hard and wet, which caused more friction against my own. The sensation caused me to moan into her mouth as a trickle of fluid moistened my pussy even more. She rolled over so that I was on the bottom, lying down on top of me. She spread her legs above my thighs, her bare snatch grazing my stomach. She soon changed positions, however, and urged my legs open as she slipped between them. She leaned into my legs and positioned her stomach against my wet pussy, letting the slippery oils combine with her skin as she kissed my nipples and moved her hands around my body. "Your body feels beautiful. I didn't realize how sensitive we are without our vision. Here in the dark, I can feel how curvaceous and supple it is without the lights on. I can tell you're getting aroused by the feel of how hot your skin is and by the pace of your breathing," she whispered softly. "Moon, you are beautiful, you are making me feel so good," I groaned, so quietly I was surprised she heard. She said nothing back, save for a breath of air and a soft laugh, and continued to suckle my nipples. "Make love to me, Moon." She disentangled her body from mine after a few minutes, and moved her body down. For a moment, her skin did not contact mine, and the only hint I knew that she was still there was her steady breathing and the sound of her subtle movements. The next thing I felt was a deep, wet kiss on my pubic hair, a hot tongue dancing quickly across it. I gasped with pleasure, and took her head in my hands passionately, using my grip on her hair to guide her tongue. She moved slightly down, to where my lips joined, and licked it softly. My blood pounded in my ears, and my body temperature was probably reaching 104 degrees. I was so turned on by the unpredictable movements, the feeling of her head underneath my palms working up and down with her tongue's motions. Her rigid tongue teased my pussy, licking the area around my clit but not yet touching it. She lifted her head to look at me, and I squeezed her head in affection. She breathed hotly on my clit. I was going to come soon, just from the agonizing feelings of my pussy. I was on fire, and she was igniting the flames faster than she must have realized. She quickly dove her head into me, burying it into my snatch, using her top teeth to graze against my clit as she stretched her tongue to lick my slit. "I'm gonna come," I warned with a groan, pressing my pussy harder against her eager mouth. She moved her jaw, and caught my clit between her teeth. She rubbed my clit with her mouth softly as her tongue flicked at the tip. Her skilled fingers started to rub my pussy hole, occasionally dipping inside, and the next thing I knew, a howl escaped from my lips that echoed off the bedroom walls and reverberated throughout the house as an earth-shattering orgasm overwhelmed my senses. My body was no longer on fire--it was as ethereal as air, alive with thousands of feelings all over, without feeling, yet so sensitive that I felt I would never stop. I felt as if I were floating in heaven--I felt I'd become one with Moon. Finally, my orgasm eased away from my body, leaving my fingers and toes, traveling from the arms, legs, and chest to return to the clit. My pussy was still jerking from pleasure when the door opened. "Is everything all..." A gasp of shock, as the hallway light illuminated us, my best friend's head buried between my legs, my hands locked in a death grip in Moon's hair, back still arched and head still thrown back in a moan of pleasure. Part III "Get out of here." The words were spoken coldly, without emotion, coming out between my mother's lips. The door slammed shut. "You two sluts get out of my house!" We separated our naked bodies in a rush, my mind racing, dressing as quickly as we could. I was cold with shock, starting to cry as the blow of it hit me like a ton of bricks. "Mom--" "I don't want to hear it. You know I don't like your goddamn bisexual shit, and now I catch you fucking that slut in my house! Get the FUCK out of here!" My mother was yelling, banging against the walls and throwing objects in a tantrum. I heard glass shatter against the door of my room, and Moon shivered in fear. Her face was white. "We've been going out for a long time, Mom, we haven't been just fucking!" my words came out in short shrieks of sobs, and Moon was crying too. We were completely dressed now, and I was furious at my mother's prejudice. I threw my closet doors open, yanked out my favorite clothes, tossing them carelessly on the bed. "I SAID I DONT FUCKING WANT TO HEAR IT! GET THE FUCK OUT!" "FUCK YOU!" I was surprised at the severity of my words and the quickness with which they slipped out, but I knew that I meant every word. I started to stuff the clothes into my backpack. I took bare makeup essentials--concealer, eyeliner and lip gloss--and tore down the pictures hanging on the walls, tossing them angrily into my backpack one by one. Many of them held special meaning to me. There were pictures of me with Moon and me with other friends. Moon was standing by helplessly, her beautiful face contorted in pain and anger. She stood for a few seconds, and then started gathering up my belongings and stuffing them into her backpack, too, knowing what I liked the best from our long friendship. Finally, I tenderly placed a small stuffed puppy in the front pouch of the bag, zipping it carefully so as to not get the aged fur snagged on the zipper. I walked over to my dresser and opened the top drawer, pulling out a thick wad of money--about $350 that I'd saved up from my part-time job--and shoved it down the front pocket of my jeans. I could hear my mother in her bedroom now, still screaming and yelling hysterically. My father was wakened by the noise, and I could hear him trying to calm her down. There was another loud shattering of glass, and a few minutes later, my father opened the door. "Honey, you know your mom doesn't mean it, she's just upset." His face was tearful and red, and his hands shook. "I love you, Dad, but I'm getting the fuck out of this twisted household," I said bitterly, tearfully. I hugged my father and walked out of the bedroom, heading for the front door. Behind me, Moon looked at my father piteously, saying in a small, mousy voice, "I didn't mean to cause trouble, sir." When I turned to look back, my father's face was sad, and he gave Moon a tight-lipped smile before he turned and walked away from her. I opened the front door and pushed the screen violently, emerging into the cool night air. I threw my belongings into my car and got inside, slamming the door closed. Moon ran to catch up, and got into my car just as the tires of the 1989 Ford Probe squealed out of the driveway. We were alone in the cold night. "Hon," Moon said softly. I hiccuped with sobs, trying to catch my breath. "Let's go to my house. We can get cleaned up and calm you down." "YOUR mother didn't give you this kind of shit." I gasped between words, and tried my hardest to calm down. It was an unsuccessful attempt, and if anything, I grew more agitated. "My mom was married to a woman for 11 years." The surprise of her statement silenced me. "You know my aunt?" I nodded. Moon went to visit her aunt every few weekends, staying with her for a few days. I joked sometimes about how her aunt had joint custody of Moon due to the frequency of her visits. "Well, she's not really my aunt. She's my mom's ex-wife. She raised me with Mom until she was about eight years old." I didn't say anything. I concentrated on the dark streets of the city, paying no attention to the stop signs or speed limits. In a city that never slept, it was 3am, and everyone was at home in bed. Or having sex. I didn't particularly care what they were doing at this moment. My sigh turned into in a choking sob before I swallowed it, hiccuping again. I spun the steering wheel for a left turn, beginning the trek to Moon's house. "I'm sorry," Moon sighed quietly. I turned my head to look at her. Her attractive face was glistening with tears in the city lights, and I felt my mood shift from hysterical to dark. I reached out to touch Moon, wiping a wet tear away from her cheek. I slowly caressed her soft skin. She reached up for my hand, taking it to squeeze my clammy fingers. "It's not your fault. You know what happened when she found out I was bisexual," I said quietly. "No, I don't." Her reply surprised me. I'd assumed she knew about it. I cleared my throat. "Well... this girl came over to my house when I was 'bout 14. And we started to flirt a little, and we kissed a little. We were trying to piss her boyfriend off. Anyway... she was in my lap, and I was cuddling her, when Mom came to the basement and saw us. Well, she didn't say anything then, but when I talked to her later, she called me a slut. She called me a slut. She said that bisexual people were only sluts that didn't give a flying fuck who went into what hole." "Ah, Janet, I'm sorry," Moon's tone was sympathetic. "Stop saying that!" I snapped, then softened, feeling badly that I'd taken that tone with her. "Sorry. None of it's your fault. Anyway, Mom was in my room. There was this stereo that I had just bought, for about $125 which took me months to save for, and she picked it up and threw it at my head. It broke. I still have some pieces. She threw all my CD's and tapes at me, smashed most of them beyond recognition." Moon was silent for the rest of the drive to her home. * * * I pulled the vehicle in Moon's driveway carelessly, one tire grazing the grass. We pulled our backpacks out as we slammed our doors shut. A light in the small trailer flicked on, and a face appeared in the window. Moon's mother, Iris--her face seemed surprised to see her daughter and her daughter's girlfriend coming home at three-thirty in the morning. Iris, who was dressed only in a t-shirt, greeted us at the door. The first sentence out of her mouth was, "What happened?" I looked at her woefully, still sniffling and crying. Iris ushered us inside. "We had a little... falling out with Janet's mother." Moon's sentence was as blunt as a hot knife slicing through butter, and Iris' face went wide with concern. I said nothing, and dropped my bag onto the floor of the tiny living room. "Did she find out?" "She came in when we were doing it," Moon quietly said in a matter-of-fact way. Iris sighed. That sentence, if uttered to my mother, would have evoked a horrific, beast-like response. However, Moon's mother was incredibly liberal (too liberal--Moon had had to raise her younger sister practically by herself). She supported our relationship because it was the way she herself had been at our age. I collapsed on the couch in fagitue, letting my weary, tight muscles relax slowly into the soft cushions. It felt so good to be able to finally loosen my shoulders. The last hour dragged by as slowly as the hard time spent by a prisoner weighed down by a ball and chain. Moon opened the fridge door and pulled out three beers, handing one to me and Iris before opening her own with a pop. "And well," Moon continued, "she said for both of us 'sluts' to get out of her house. So I guess... well, I don't know what's gonna happen now." Moon's face was tense, serious, and she lifted her beer, swallowing a quarter of the can in a single gulp. I sipped mine slowly, savoring the taste of the cool malt on my tongue, savoring the slight burn of alcohol. Moon was sitting next to me, she scooted closer and took my hand in hers. She pulled it up and kissed the back of it comfortingly before she leaned over and wrapped her arms around my shoulders. She tilted her head to the side, resting it on my shoulder. The feel of her close to me gave me a little bit of comfort. However, my mind still felt numb with shock. I opened my mouth, my lips cracking slightly with the movement. "Wonder if she wants me back." The sentence was more of a statement than a question, and I shook my head as I said it. Neither Moon nor Iris offered their opinion. I finished my beer in a few large gulps. I held the cold can in my cold fingers, squeezing and cracking the sides in a droning rhythm. I reached over and took Moon's beer, draining the rest in a few seconds. "Well you know you can stay as long as you want to, hon," Iris offered quietly. "Any friend of my daughter's is a friend of mine." I nodded. "I'm tired." "You want to go to bed?" Iris asked gently. My eyes were starting to blur with exhaustion, and I realized that I did want to go to bed, although I didn't think I could sleep. At the very least, I wanted to be alone with Moon. Another tear rolled down my cheek, and Moon's hand moved up to wipe it aside. I tilted my face against her hand, relaxing in the soft touch of her fingers. I felt numb. "What's going on?" Moon's brother, awakened by the noises, had sneaked into the living room. "Go to bed!" Moon growled at Rob, and he made a face at her, starting to leave before he noticed the beer. "HEY! Mom, if she gets to have beer..." "She's got four years before she's legal, and you've got eleven." The sentence was a tired one, and well worn from Iris's mouth. Rob gave an "Aw!" and left. Iris stood up and stretched. She said, "I'm going to go check on Angel, and go back to bed. Holler at me if you need anything." I watched her leave, then pushed myself up off the couch. Moon looked on curiously as I walked over the pantry. I knew what I wanted. I opened the door and frowned as I scanned the shelves. Gin. Whiskey. Vodka! A small part of my brain laughed hysterically at my find, the rest of my mind still dark and stormy. When I was twelve years old, I was diagnosed with several different brands of depression. I could tell my mind had hit absolute rock bottom, my stomach roiling with my emotions, my throat throbbing along with the dark beat of my broken heart. I didn't want to listen to the screaming and laughing in my mind right now. I reached into the pantry and pulled out the vodka, wincing as it clinked a little too hard against the other bottles. I held my prize up to Moon for her to see, and she stood up and walked towards me. I took her hand in my other hand, locking my fingers together with hers, and led her towards the bedroom. We entered her room, and I closed the door quietly behind us. We undressed for bed, just taking off our jeans and pulling off our bras underneath our t-shirts. I looked down at the bottle and unscrewed the top. I raised the bottle to my lips and took a gulp of the liquor, rolling it around my tongue slightly before swallowing it. Fire hit my throat, traveling down to my stomach, and I winced slightly. It was a good sensation, purifying. I was starting to develop a buzz--I had a low tolerance for liquor, and my immune system was at a low that night--and I lowered the bottle from my lips and brought Moon close for a kiss. Her lips were soft and yielding to my own. I stood closer to her, pressing myself lightly against her as we just kissed for almost a minute. Then I pulled away, looked straight into her eyes, and started to cry again. She put her arms around me and brought me close to her in a gentle hug. I felt heaviness in the pit of my stomach. I broke free of the embrace and took another generous slug of the drink, pouring as much down my throat in a gulp as I dared. I slumped onto the bed, feeling drained. Moon got on the bed behind me, pulling on my shoulders slightly to encourage me to lie down. I set the bottle on the floor with care and lay alongside Moon. I scrunched down so my head was level to her neck, and she stretched her arm out for me to lay my head on. I curled up close to her, putting a leg between hers and my arms around her body. We were intertwined so closely that our bellies touched, and I felt calmed by the contact. Moon kissed me gently on the top of my head, brushing away a wisp of hair. She caressed my cheek as if I were a delicate flower before lowering her hand to my chin and lifting my chin up for a lingering kiss. I closed my eyes and accepted the kiss, relaxing into it. It felt like she was relaxing into my soul as we clung to each other. She played with my hair as we kissed, her fingers weaving in and out of the white tendrils of hair that framed my face. She lifted my hair off my neck and broke free of the kiss to kiss the side of my neck, nipping at my skin with her teeth. I sighed and relaxed into her arms, my heavy eyelids closing. She kissed my shoulder and pulled away to brush her lips against mine. I buried my face into her neck and drifted off to a rest plagued with sweat and nightmares. Part IV I lay on my back, not daring to move, for fear of awakening the great beast of a headache that lurked in the darkest folds of my mind. I groaned quietly as I pried open a swollen eye. Moon heard my soft moan and turned on her side to face me, kissing me softly on my forehead, whispering comforting words. "Shhh, shhh, it's all right." I groaned again. "What a shitty night." She nodded in agreement, and stretched her arms out around me to pull me close to her. I turned on my side cautiously, propping my head up on her upper arm and burying my nose in her soft skin. A sigh caught in my throat, and I swallowed the tears that rose when I thought of the previous night's events. I whispered, "I don't know why I even tried to lie to my mom about us. You can't hide love." My body started to tremble. Moon just held me tighter, whispering about how everything was going to work out, how everything was going to be just fine. I closed my eyes, drifting in a state of sleep that wasn't quite unconsciousness, but not quite consciousness. I tried to put last night out of my mind. I intertwined my bare legs between Moon's, arching my body closer to hers. She felt warm and dry and comfortable, wearing only a pair of panties and a small, thin T-shirt. Her skin felt delicious against mine. I started to become aroused, and with her leg pressed up between my thighs, I knew she could feel the growing wetness through my panties. She smiled sleepily, and kissed my forehead, her hands slipping underneath the covers to caress my breast through the fabric of my t-shirt. Her long fingers slowly rubbed my hardening nipple. I felt her moist lips move closer to my own, and I lifted my head up to meet her in a hungry kiss. We explored each other's mouths, the tip of her tongue snaking into my mouth insistently, her body begging to be taken by mine. I accepted her tongue, my own moving to greet hers. Her whole hand gripped my breast, massaging it with delicious slowness as I shifted my legs around her. She pushed her leg up between mine, putting pressure on my clit, and I let out a slow sigh of pleasure. "Feeling better, honey?" she murmured into my ear, her hot breath caressing my lobe. "Oh, yes," I said, gasping when she squeezed my taut nub between her fingers. My hand was caressing her waist before I ran my hand down her thighs, marveling at the smooth feel of the skin underneath my fingertips. I traced the edge of her panties, pulling slightly at the band and letting it snap back. I let my fingers travel downward to the sensitive inner thigh of her legs, feeling the soft curve of pubic skin. Her kiss grew more intense as I slipped my finger along her inner thigh and under her panty, feeling the tender skin around her pussy. She was incredibly wet. My fingers were slippery with her juices, dancing across her bare skin. Every millimeter closer to her clit that I came, she'd push her thighs toward me ever so slightly--so gently that she probably didn't even know she was doing it. Her grip on my breast tightened, and I arched my chest against her hand. She caressed the hard nipple as I gently ran my finger along her slit, enjoying the sensation of warm nectar lubricating my finger. I slipped the tip of my finger inside her warm hole, and she gasped into my mouth. Her skin clenched around my fingertip like a greedy baby's fist, gripping me tightly. Her kiss became needy and insistent, her warm lips nipping at mine, and my nipple was almost in pain with her grip. She released my breast and moved her hand to my pussy, caressing it fleetingly before she slipped her hand underneath my t-shirt to cup my bare breast in her hand. I purred with excitement and pressed my pussy against her thigh. My pulse pounded in my ears as I slid the entire length of my finger inside her. My thumb moved over her hard clit slowly, reveling in the feeling of the small button underneath my finger. She rotated her hips against me in response, her leg pressing up and down harder against my own pussy. "Hey girls!" Knocking at the door. Moon and I separated guiltily, untangling our bodies and pulling the covers up over us just in time before Iris entered the room. "I'm making breakfast. Do you want your eggs over easy or scrambled?" "Scrambled, please," I answered her, still trying to catch my breath. "Over easy," Moon said, yawning. I almost laughed out loud at her obvious attempt to cover up what we'd just been doing, but managed to cover it up with a grin. Iris nodded her head, and said, "It'll be, like, 15 minutes." She jaunted merrily out of the room, and I watched her with amusement. "Is she always that perky?" Moon nodded, and made a face. I sighed and laughed, kissing her quickly on the lips. "We should get up." She nodded, and kissed me back before she pushed the sheets down and stood up. She stretched her arms high above her head and arched her neck. I lay back against the pillow and admired the view of her body, her legs bare and elongated with the stretch. Her stretching lifted her T-shirt above her panties, so you could see the skin of her belly. She was a delicious, appealing picture, and I felt twinges of regret that Iris had picked that moment to enter the room. She relaxed, and smoothed her shirt down over her stomach. "Well, you getting up?" "I'm having too much fun watching you," I murmured sleepily. She laughed and spun around in a circle, mock showing off, but I used the opportunity to gaze at the way her buttocks rose underneath her panties, creating a sexy ridge down the middle of the fabric. I admired how her ass gracefully sloped into her thighs, which gracefully sloped into her long, rich legs. She was aesthetically pleasing, and my breath quickened in my throat. What made her even more a vision of beauty was the rising sun coming over the horizon and peeking through the window blinds, casting red and gold tones of light all along her body. Behind her, the light was cast on the wall, the sun's golden rays tinting the entire room a shade of aged yellow. It looked like an old painting, Moon the masterpiece. I sighed with voyeuristic bliss, and my heart welled up with affection for her. I looked at her with tender eyes, knowing that even if I'd just lost my family and home, she was worth it. She was my best friend, she was my lover, and I knew I loved her.