The Time Had Come mf "The time has come," the Walrus said, "To talk of many things. Of shoes -- and ships -- and sealing wax, Of cabbages -- and kings -- And why the sea is boiling hot, And whether pigs have wings." Yes, it was time. Time to get rid of politeness and pretense and cut to the chase. The odds of me finding another love interest anytime soon were starting to look like the odds of pigs fluttering outside my window at night. Damned close to zero, that is. 35-year-old single mothers have more than one major handicap in the dating scene, no matter how tall and slim and young-looking we are. So I got the slinkiest dress I own out of the closet, a nice little backless halter dress in plain black, some patterned stockings left over from a trip to Europe, black pumps and got busy. The event was a science fiction convention, not normally known as a good pick-up area, but it is if you're female looking for brains over body. I was hoping to find a good combination thereof. And, if not, the backless nature of the dress meant that I would be getting a lot of free backrubs in any case. I wandered the convention in normal street clothes (i.e. jeans and a sweater), learning my hunting grounds and making lists in my head of parties to check out, places that seemed to have possibility. And there were plenty of good possibilities, strong young scantily clad men who would be eager for my company, once I got into costume. I found a friend who had a room at the hotel, and arranged to use it to change. I'd known Patrick for about ten years, ever since he got into the SF club as a freshman. Of course, I had been out of college and married for about a year at that point, so he was somehow classified as a kid in my mind. Ten years later, a divorce behind me, he was a kid no longer, and looking very nice himself. He disappeared into the bathroom, and I assumed this meant it was safe for me to change in the larger room. I took off my jeans and was putting on my stockings when he walked out. Oops. Oh, well, it was too late now, and strict modesty has never been a strong point with me. So I just finished putting them on, carefully not looking at him. He could decide for himself whether or not to watch me. I have to presume that he did. I finished undressing/dressing, which took about a minute and a half, then got my belongings in order. Now it was safe to look at Patrick again, and I was not disappointed. He wasn't quite drooling, but his expression showed obvious approval. Of course, he looked pretty good too. He's about 6'2", with blue eyes and blond curly hair. Dressed as he was, in a tunic and tights, with lace-up boots, he was a sight to behold. On impulse, I put my arm in his, and we went off to party-hop. There were a lot of good ones at this convention. One group had brought in their home-brewed beer, and they offered free tastings in exchange for critique. The Ferengi party was in high form, with their "Oxygen" and "Betelgeuse Punch". I'm not sure of all of the ingredients, but I have to think that Everclear played a major role in the Punch. In short order the world was looking very rosy, and I switched over to Coca-Cola. Meanwhile, every man I knew was endeavoring to get behind me to rub my shoulders. Cool. Carrying around a 30 lb. two-year-old had put knots that wouldn't quit into them. Between the massage and the liquor, they were relaxing quite nicely. Around then, a ghost from the past in the form of my ex-husband, Brian, showed up, and I decided it would be best to check out some other party. Patrick and another friend, Sue, came with me. We happened to walk past Patrick's room again, and Sue wanted to stop to use the bathroom. So we did. While we were waiting for her, Patrick put his arms around me, and gave me a kiss. Hmmm.... This was definitely a postive sign. I put my arms around him and fondled his velvet-tights-clad bottom, which I had been wanting to do for a while now, like a couple of years, ever since he started wearing them. Nice. I wished I hadn't waited so long. Sue came out of the bathroom, and I went in. Then Patrick. Sue told me that she was experiencing success of her own that night on the romantic front. This was good news. I told her I didn't know how things were going, but there were several positive developments in the form of backrubs and nuzzling and stuff. She looked at me slyly, like she had suddenly discovered some secret I didn't know, and said, "I don't think you have *anything* to worry about." I was about to ask what she meant when Patrick emerged. Sue looked at the two of us, and said, "I have to go find David. I'll see you later." Not quite winking, but definitely smirking. She was vastly more perceptive than I was. So, Sue was gone, we were alone in the hotel room again. We sat on the bed talking about the past and how phantoms from my closet seemed to be coming out of the woodwork, all happily married and so on, while I was having no luck at all. Then suddenly, somehow, his mouth was on mine, our arms around each other, and we were lying down instead of sitting on the bed. I let my hands drift down to savor the feel of his buns through the velvet...ah. He was exploring my bare back with his fingertips...ah. His tongue was licking my lips; he tasted of bittersweet dark beer and coffee...yum. His beard was soft against my face; I rolled my head a bit to feel it. I love beards. He pulled my dress up; a moment's work and my stockings were gone. His hand found my crotch, and knowing fingers hand me writhing in an instant. Oh heavens. I lay atop him, fucking his fingers while I kissed him wherever there was skin within reach. Oh wow. If this is how he can make me feel with just his fingers....I'm in big trouble. Help. I should run. Yeah, right. I was coming already, I still had most of my clothes on, and he had *all* of his clothes on. Oh, my. His hands were on my breasts, feeling them through the textured material of the dress. We were both becoming frustrated with the presence of the fabric--I wanted his bare hands on my body, and so did he. An easy solution: I ducked my head and pulled the strap of the halter over my head. He pushed it down, and softly fondled my now bare breasts. I am not what you could call voluptuous, but they do exist. He squeezed and kissed them, and I gasped with pleasure. I pulled his tunic up, and he finished the job, pulling it over his head. I was rewarded by the sight of even more curly blond hair, all over his chest and stomach. I love furry men. Maybe it's some sort of Pooh Bear connection from my babyhood, but I just love the feel of hair against my body. If I ever got a fur coat, I would want to wear it fur-side in. He unzipped my dress and finished removing it. I reached out and touched that fabulous furry chest in front of me, gently rubbing his nipples as I did, and was rewarded with a small moan of pleasure. His tights were clearly visible now, and there was a thick bulge waiting for my attention. I pulled him close, rubbing his tights with my hands and then my face. The velvet so soft, the cock inside so hard. I pulled the tights back a bit to reveal only the head and took it in my mouth. He was already slick and wet from pre-cum. I pushed his pants down some more, trying to get it all in my mouth. As I worked, he got longer and longer. My mind was boggling. Oh wow oh wow oh wow. I sucked him in, deeper and deeper. Nope, I wasn't going to get it all, and I needed to stop to breathe. "You're pretty big, you know? I mean, larger than the average bear, as it were," I commented to fill the space. "Coming from you, I'll believe it," he replied. He took advantage of the pause to pull my legs apart, and arrange himself beneath me. His mouth found my clit, and I was off again. There was this big, marvelous cock before me, and I took him in my mouth and played. I didn't want him to come in my mouth, so I didn't work too hard, but I took him in deep, down into my throat, and swallowed. My throat closing on him caused groans of pleasure...mmmm. I was coming again. Huh? What brought this on? Ah, his fingers had found my ass. My ass is so sensitive, if you play with it while sucking my clit, well, it sends me off in no time. And off I was, panting (as well as I could with my mouth full), bucking atop him, infinitely aware of his mouth, his fingers, the hair on his body, his cock in my mouth. Oh god oh god oh dear.... I wanted him inside me. I wanted that monster shoved up my cunt, now! I was barely coherent. Oh man. I struggled up and turned around. Oops, bad move, no birth control since the divorce. Time out for a condom search. Yes! I'd picked one up at a party a couple hours before. A moment's work, sucking the tip to moisten it and get him rock hard again, and down I sat, taking him in as fast as I could, and wiggling to get him all the way in. Oh, he felt good! I leaned forward and kissed him, tasting my juices on his lips. I find the flavor of myself on someone else intoxicating. I plastered myself against him, rocking my hips gently, tangling my fingers in that wonderful hair, trying to feel him, all of him, everywhere, all at once. He was thrumming my nipples with his thumbs. More! I sat back to give him better access, and watched his face through slitted eyes. He was looking at me, looking at my face, my body. I put my hands down to steady myself, and found his nipples, hard. I lay my palms against his chest, rubbing, like I might if he had breasts which he doesn't but if he did...and caressing his nipples like he was mine, and it all put me over the edge again, or maybe the throbbing of his cock did, because he lurched and then arched backward, groaning as he thrust upward into me, quaking and trembling. I lay atop him. I touched his chest, his face, his ears. His jewelry had fallen off at some point; pity, that. We rolled sideways, him onto his side and me on my back. We looked down at our bodies, no longer joined. There were some little hairs on my belly--wonder where they came from??? He tried brushing them off. "I'm sorry," he apologized. I shrugged my shoulders. "Comes with the territory," I said disparagingly. He looked at me quizzically. "I like furry men," I noted. I wiggled my nose in his chest. "Yum. In magazines, they always have the guy shaved or waxed or something. Why? They're into pedophilia, or what?" He looked at me oddly. "I've never had anyone *like* it before. Tolerate, yes, but not *like* it." From his expression, I had either just sprouted a second head, or this relationship had just moved up a notch. Well. I kissed him. I knew which way I wanted that either-or to fall....! "Ah, we should get back to the con," I said. "I suppose," he said doubtfully. "But I think I need to rinse off first." I raised my eyebrows at him. We headed for the shower. And rinsed off. Furry men covered with soap are at least as yummy to look at as any other time. I rinsed, he watched; he rinsed, I watched. Control, girl, control. We have other things to do here. Just disappearing for the night would be bad. Your son will get neglected; rumors will start. Well, rumors will start anyway: Sue was in the room when all this started, and she seemed to know more about where we were headed than we did! We finished, demurely got dressed again, and went out. We wandered into the party of some friends. Sue was there, still smirking, with a hunk of her own on her arm. However, in short order I was trapped by my ex, who was telling me of his plans to move in with his girlfriend, and how well his book was selling. I didn't need to hear this. I looked around for Patrick, but he had gone missing. Where, I didn't know. Fine. I headed out just to wander, maybe to find him, but mostly to avoid Brian. And find Patrick I did a short time later, in the middle of a hall. He accused me of being hard to find. No comment. I will take the compliment that he was looking for me, thank you. We held hands and walked down the corridor. All too soon it was time for babysitting to close and me to head home. I went back to his room and put on my street clothes, packed up the slinky things. We cuddled briefly, and he assured me that I didn't have to go back to the city if I didn't want to, and I was sorely tempted. But I had work to do on the morrow, and besides, I was not going to have a night of wild sex with my son in the same room. That would just be bad. I took a can of Jolt Cola instead and got my things. So he walked me to child care, and then out to my car. We got my son and things stowed, and stood in the parking lot kissing like a couple of teenagers. Some things you just never outgrow, I guess. His body felt so good, pressed against mine, and with his soft beard caressing my face and neck, I didn't want to let go. Ever. But I had to go back to reality. Sigh. Maybe he would call. Maybe pigs would sprout wings and fly, but you never know. Is that oinking I hear outside my window?