The Sexiest Part of a Woman Chapter 3 of 4 Chapter 3 I saw Maria the next afternoon after school. She saw me by the pool and came over. She smiled when she saw me and she had on some fairly conservative clothes. She still needed some work but it was worlds better than yesterday. "Hello Maria! You look nice today. How did your day go?" "Well, some of the 'bitches' said something but it wasn't as bad as yesterday. I just ignored them and continued walking with Connie. I tried real hard to keep a smile on my face and it mostly worked." "It's going to be hard for a while but, trust me, it will improve over time." "Oh I 'do' trust you Jack!" Maria said with more enthusiasm than I had expected. "So how did it go with Connie?" "That's really weird. Connie was all concerned that I was upset with her so when we met she was nervous. I just gave her a big smile and a hug and I told her I was glad to see her. She gave me a big hug back and we were talking non-stop since. I think you were right, Connie just didn't feel comfortable with my gloomy face. I have a lot to thank you for Jack." "Nonsense. I'm just a friend who's here to talk to you whenever you need a pal." "I can be a 'friend' for you too Jack." Maria said with a strange tone in her voice. I looked at her and said "What do you mean Maria?" "Well, I shouldn't tell you this. I saw you yesterday." "When? What do you mean?" "You know, when you were in the pool with your friend and afterward. I could see you from my bedroom window." "Oh, geez, I'm sorry Maria. I didn't mean to embarrass you like that. I'll try to be more careful in the future." "No, that isn't what I mean. I didn't mind. I wanted to let you know that anytime your friend isn't around I can, you know, take her place." JESUS FUCKING CHRIST! I couldn't breathe! What the fuck have a I done? "Maria, could you please sit down? I really need to talk to you." "Sure Jack." she sat down and I got the impression she was expecting me to make a 'request'. "Maria, I like you very much. I think you are a very nice girl and, if I was 15 years old, I think we could be more than friends. Do you know what I mean?" I saw her frown and she looked down with a look of disappointment. "Yes, I think so." "This isn't a question of me not liking you or not appreciating your suggestion. I am honored but you have to understand that there are laws. Even the suggestion of such a thing could get me thrown in jail for years. You don't want that do you?" "No, Jack, I'm sorry." and she started to cry. "Maria, please don't cry. I'm not upset with you. You were very sweet to offer and I know it was because you wanted to be my friend but we can't even think about that. There is a really good reason we have laws like that - A man of my experience could really take advantage of a young girl like you and that's not right. Do you understand?" "Yes, I feel like a fool." "Maria, remember when I pointed out to you yesterday that I wasn't a dummy for liking you?" Maria looked up and whimpered but said "Yes?" "Well this is the same thing. You shouldn't feel like a fool. You got excited at the chance to 'be a woman' with me. That's kind of nice but I want you to think about 'being a woman' with your 'superman brain guy' ok? 'He' is the guy you really want - remember?" She smiled and realized I was right "Yeah. I remember. I guess I just thought about having a friend. Seeing you made me think about something more but I didn't think about my 'man'." We both cracked up when she said it. "Well now! Isn't that a much better image. Think about that when you're trying on clothes tonight with Tina. Think about what kind of 'man' you want and visualize dressing in your new clothes for him. Ok?" "Yeah! Thanks Jack!" "Hey, don't thank me. You're going to have to work for those new clothes." "Oh I haven't forgotten. I guess I got distracted on what 'kind' of work I could do for you." "Maria, don't ever think in those terms. Sex without love is rarely a good idea. Sex isn't a payment. It is a reward for being in love, promise me you'll always keep this in mind?" "Yeah Jack, thanks. Um, you know my Mom doesn't want to talk about sex - I guess her life has been pretty rough because of sex. She told me about the stuff I had to know - you know, my period and stuff.." she blushed "but she won't tell me the good stuff - er - I mean, you know about boys and how things work. I was amazed when I saw you guys yesterday." It was my turn to blush. "Um, yes, well, I'm sorry about that. Do you need someone to explain how things work? I think Tina or I can probably explain the basics as long as you understand that we're only telling you so that you don't make mistakes. Ok?" "Really? You'd do that?" "Sure. The first thing I want to tell you though is that you always want to be safe. When I was your age life was a lot simpler. Now sex can kill you. Your mother knows first hand about how it can change your life but there is not substitute for death - you understand?" "Yeah, they told us about that in school." "Ok, when opportunities come along you should always be prepared to protect yourself. The boy should always wear a condom. And you shouldn't rely on the boy either. You should have a condom with you in case your 'friend' conveniently forgets - better yet, have two. You never know when things get too exciting." Maria was blushing deep red now. "Can you get condoms at your school?" "No, they used to but some parents complained so they stopped that." "Stupid fucking idiots!" I said with vehemence. "Sorry, I shouldn't have said that in front of you but I can't believe how stupid these parents are sometimes. They would rather have their kid with AIDs or pregnant than recognize that kids will experiment. Better to make the experiment safe than deadly I say. Hold on, I'll be right back." When I came back I handed Maria two packs of condoms. "Maria, please don't tell anyone where you got these but please keep them with you. I care about you too much to have you destroy your life over a little passion." Maria's eye went wide. Yesterday she was feeling like a fat pig and today she's thinking about the possibility of sex - isn't life wonderful. "Thank you Jack! I don't know how to thank you for what you've done for me!" "Hey, no problem. Let's talk about what kind of work you can do around here." Maria and I worked out a couple of chores like taking Sammy for walks, cleaning the pool, and a few other odds and ends and then she went home to do some homework before Tina picked her up to go shopping. As she was leaving I said "and I'll be more careful about what I do in the pool in the future." Maria turned and smiled the sweetest smile I ever saw on her as she said "Oh that's ok Jack. I think I might enjoy the education..." Jesus what a minx! Tina stopped by before she picked up Maria. "I glad you stopped Tina." I said giving her a kiss. "Mmmm, so am I." "I wanted to warn you about something that Maria said earlier." I explained what happened. "God, remember I warned you about something like this. It sounds like you handled it well though. Did she really say that when she was leaving?" Tina asked incredulously. "Yes, I'm not sure whether that's a good thing or a bad thing." I said frankly. "Well, from what you've told me it sounds like it's more natural curiosity at this point so it's probably a good thing." Tina smiled a wicked smile "Shall we give her something to learn about right now?" "Hmmm, you tempt me woman but I don't want to get her too educated too quickly. Just be aware that she may ask you some pretty pointed questions when you're out shopping." "Any suggestinons on what I should say?" "No, I think you can handle it. Probably much better than I. I trust you to say the right things." I said honestly. "Thanks Jack, your trust means a lot to me. I can't wait for the educational session this evening." she winked to me and went over to Maria's. It was about 9PM when they got back. I was on the back deck doing some email having a Gin and Tonic. Tina came around the corner and said "There you are. I thought maybe you had abandoned me. I rang the doorbell and knocked but you didn't answer." "Oh, sorry, I was sort of lost in my thoughts and listening to the music. I probably should wire an extra doorbell out here. Can I get you a drink." Tina leaned over, kissed me, flopped into a deck chair, and said "Yes! I'm bushed! We went all over trying to find something that would work. Maria was getting really upset thinking it was totally hopeless. I was about to think that we were going to lose her and was almost ready to go to a 'big size' shop. I wanted to avoid that because I felt Maria would be stigmatized. Fortunately I remembered this cute little boutique on the south side. Um, maybe you should get my drink before I tell you about it." I looked at her and smiled and got her a G&T as well. When I handed it too her I asked "So am I bankrupt?" "Well, let's just say we probably exceeded your budget. What was your budget anyway?" I winced when she asked but I said "Don't worry about it. I'll just take it out of your hide." "Hmmm, that sounds like a pretty good deal to me. Maybe I should have run up a bigger bill!" "Never mind, tell me about the trip. So you found something nice?" "Yes, I couldn't believe our luck. After trying everywhere, as I said, we found this boutique and it seemed like it was owned by some Hispanic women who were, shall we say, healthy? They had a great selection of clothes that worked really well for Maria. As soon as I brought Maria into the store the women's eye lit up and they swarmed all over Maria giving her the royal treatment. I got the sense that the women sold these ethnic fashions to the skinny rich ladies of Austin but they had the same fashions for real chicanos and they were more than happy to pull out the stops to dress Maria up. I asked her to put something on and come on over to give you a show." "I can't wait. So Maria was ok after you found that store?" "Was she ever! It was like she went from little miss wallflower to miss yackety yak! She was going on and on about how beautiful the clothes are, how good you are to her, how she can't wait to go to school tomorrow, how wonderful you are, maybe you see a pattern here..." Tina smiled. I love that smile. "Sure, it's obvious! I am wonderful!" I said laughing. "Well, I couldn't agree with her more Jack. I've got my overnight bag in the car. Can I have a sleepover?" she asked in a little kid voice. "Only if you're good Tina." I said teasingly. "Oh I'll be 'good' all right." Tina said in a lusty voice that gave me an immediate hard-on. "Maybe we should begin our session now." I said impatiently. "Well, THAT would be a real education with Maria coming over shortly! We can wait my dear, you need to see the fashion show first." "Ok, I'll be a 'good' boy." trying to imitate Tina's lusty voice but thinking it was a poor substitute. Tina must have thought it ok because she replied "Maybe I'm sorry I didn't tell Maria to wait until tomorrow." "Did Maria ask any questions about sex?" "You mean besides whether you were a good lay?" Tina asked with a straight face - I almost choked on my drink. "She didn't?" "Well, not in those words but she asked every question around that one that only lead to one conclusion." "Umm, should I ask?" "I don't think you have to darling. I did ask to stay the night didn't I?" again using her lusty voice. I had to shift to get comfortable with my rigid cock. Tina smiled at my difficulty. "Her more serious questions really made me realize how stupid we are not to have a better sex education system. She was really confused about a lot of things. I'm glad you gave her the condoms and pointed out how important they were. I think she really got that message. I also think she can't wait to try them." Tina laughed. "Oh God!" I groaned. "I hope I don't end up regretting this." "Well, I think you should be proud. You did the right thing. By the way, for someone preaching the use of condoms I didn't notice you stopping play last night to get one. If you had some why didn't you use them?" I blushed "Well, you did catch me off guard but I knew I was safe and I trusted you to be safe." "I appreciate your 'vote' of confidence. I assume you mean safe from sexually transmitted diseases. Suppose I wasn't 'safe' from pregnancy?" Tina didn't have an accusatory tone, she just sounded curious. "Well, it may have crossed my mind but last night it really didn't matter." Tina looked stunned "What do you mean 'it didnt matter'?" "I mean that if you were to get pregnant with my child it would have been all right with me." I said with complete candor. "Oh! Wow! Now I'm really stunned!" Tina sat back and sipped her drink deep in thought. I was about to say something when I heard Maria's voice from behind the fence. "Are you guys decent?" I laughed despite my feeling that I needed to talk more with Tina. I said "Yes Maria, thank you for asking but we did 'know' you were coming. What did you expect?" As Maria came around the fence she said "Well I figured you lovebirds might get out of control with passion." she was such a romantic. As I saw her I was floored. "Wow! Maria you look great!" She had on a full skirt that was modest but did reveal some leg and a white top with a ruffly fringe around the collar. The breast portion was embroidered with a pretty daisy pattern. It really looked pretty and seemed a perfect dress to go with Maria's Hispanic features. Tina did a marvelous job. The skirt was long enough to be respectable but showed Maria's lower legs and ankles which were surprisingly thin for someone as chubby as Maria. The fullness of the skirt and blouse hid her tummy fat while the fullness gave her a definite appearance of a classic hourglass shape. The blouse, while modest, allowed her ample breasts to be shown as a positive feature with just a hint of cleavage and a very promising fullness. I think she'll have an impact on the 15 year old boys... Maria was beaming and did a little twirl showing off the back and maybe a little too much leg as she twirled but she was clearly excited. She was radiant! "Do you really like it?" "Like it! I love it! Now I can't wait to see the rest of them. Can you come over to show me each day you have a new combination?" "YES! Can I? Oh I want to wear a new outfit every day just to show you!" Maria sort of danced around the perimeter of the pool as if she was attending a ball. A far cry from a fat pig I thought to myself. When Maria finished her tour of the pool she came over to me and kissed me on my cheek and said "Thank you Jack. This is the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me." She then went over to Tina and thanked her and then whispered into her ear and then went skipping off to her own house waving to me with a huge smile as she went past. I was still looking after her when I finally turned and saw Tina looking at me. She had a really funny look on her face so I asked "What? What's the matter?" "Nothing Jack, you are just the most amazing guy I know." "Huh? Why do you say that? You did as much to make Maria happy as I did." "But somehow you knew to ask her to show you every combination each new day she wore it. How could you know how important that would be to her?" "Umm, I didn't. I really wanted to see how she looked." Tina's eyes welled up and she started to cry as she said "But THAT is what was so important to her! That you WANTED and CARED to see how she looked. God Jack, I think I'm falling for you!" she came over to me and hugged me but was balling her eyes out. Man I was confused! Was she happy or sad? I didn't know what to do. I just held her and rocked her. When she finally slowed to a sniffle I went to get her a tissue and when I handed it to her I timidly asked "Did I hurt you Tina?" "No Jack, you make me feel so good!" and she started balling again. This is feeling good? "But Tina, it isn't that big a deal that we both made Maria happy. Sure it's good but... I'm confused." "Jack. It wasn't just what you said to Maria. It was also what you said to me." Huh? When? What did I say? I tried to replay the conversations we had. I didn't get it. "What did I say Tina." "That it would have been all right with you if I was pregnant with your baby!" and Tina started balling again. Jesus! Is that a good thing or a bad thing? I don't know and was afraid to say something. I held Tina some more and she wiped her nose and eyes and just hung on to me. I finally took the plunge and said "I didn't know you wanted to have a baby Tina." She looked at me and said in barely a whisper as if she didn't have the air to say the words "I didn't either until you said it. The moment you said it the image flashed in my head - me pregnant with YOUR baby. I never even thought about it. Never crossed my mind. Until you said it. All of a sudden the image was perfect! The image was clear. What you've done with yourself, with Maria, for me. The good person you are. Of course I want to have your baby! Of course I want to be the mother of your children! In one moment you have changed my whole life. Whether we do anything about it or not is immaterial. I now have that perfect image in my head and I don't think it will ever go away. I'm sorry Jack. I just meant to be a comforting friend. Now I want so much more and have no reason to expect it." She started sobbing again. Wow! That's all I could think - Wow! I didn't have words to even come close to the impact of what Tina just said. I could only hold her and desperately try to think of something to say. I finally said "Let's go in Tina. I'll get your bag." That night we went to bed and just held each other all night long. I kissed her gently but wasn't sure if I should touch her. It was as if something sacred has occurred and now it wasn't just fun stuff. This was real. How did I feel about it? How did Tina feel about it? I felt a longing for her but it wasn't for sex, it was for something more. It was a longing I never felt before. In the morning Tina got up early and when she was ready to go I was up wanting to say something to her but still not knowing what. As she was leaving I said "Can we get together tonight?" "No, I don't think so Jack. I think I need to think by myself. I'll call you." and she left. My heart sank. Why couldn't I say anything? What was holding me back? I shook my head and got ready for work.