Scatterings Chpt5 She floated on the wind, away from the scene of her last feed, she shuddered no more nasty ones it wasnt worth it, subdued by the memories of the way he died, Troya decided that it was time to rest, she needed to cleanse her mind of the lingering after effects of his diseased thoughts, gliding gently down on a cross draft she scanned ahead, her nose wrinkled, she caught the not unpleasant smell of something musky, animal she decided, not a threat to her, a good place to rest for the night. Her scanning had told her that there wasnt a human for miles within the outside of the barn she had landed in front of, the heavy scent and massed warm bodies had prevented her from taking a scan of the inside of the barn, and she assumed that she and the cows would be alone, she nudged open the door with her mind and entered, the cows startled awake from their sleep, began to moo and she quickly shushed them with a command. Just then a voice called out, "Who's there, I warn you I have a gun and I'm not afraid to use it". Cursing herself for not taking a proper check, Troya quickly dropped back to the form she had just used and called out, for the voice was female, "I didnt mean to startle you, I was cold and tired and all I want is somewhere to sleep thats warm". There was a rustle and a figure dropped from the loft, brushing bits of hay from her body, she pointed a dim torch at Troya, passing it over her body, "You alone?" her voice was heavy with suspicion. "Sure I'm alone, to tell you the truth, I was on a date and the guy I was with got pissed with me cos I wouldnt fuck him, so he kicked me out of the pickup and left me, I've been walking for an hour trying to find somewhere with a phone so I can call my folks" Troya's voice trembled as she assumed another `suitable' role. "Dressed like that girl, you was just asking for trouble, that's a come fuck me outfit if ever I've seen one, all men are the same, they think with their cocks, and think that every woman on earth is put there for their pleasure, well not me sister, last guy who tried to get in unasked into my pants wont forget it in a hurry". Pausing, Troya quickly connected with the girls mind, the last thing she needed was a female Henry, the girl spoke the truth, perhaps her solution had been a bit brutal, but so was the violence/rape that had been visited on her, an eye for an eye, her attacker wont be doing that again, lacking as he was now, a vital piece of equipment. Brutal but effective, swift justice, done out of necessity not lust. Having made sure that Troya was alone, the girl lit a lamp, under the increased light Troya could see that she had the look of someone who had lost their way and couldnt find the right direction, with nightmares and memories like she had seen in her quick mind scan, it was no wonder, the violation of her body had left severe mental scarring, even if the physical scars had healed. Holding her hands out so that the girl could see that she had nothing concealed on her, Troya walked toward her, and sat down on a bale of hay "Whats your name?, mines Troya". The girl stared at her for a bit and then said "People call me Kel. You hungry Troya? I got some cold ham and some tomatoes, you can share with me" Since Troya didnt actually need to eat in the same way humans did, she declined, saying that her "date" had fed her before he tried to get on with her, which was true after a fashion, Kel didnt press for any more details on what had happened, accepting Troyas' story at face value, and Troya certainly didnt press Kel for more details, she could 'see' the full distressing episode being played over and over in Kels' mind, humans were a savage race, seemingly caught in a depressing cycle of violence towards each other, but mostly violence from the male of the species to the female of the species. After Kel had eaten her meal she invited Troya to stay the night and share the loft, away from the cows, it was warmer in the loft Kel explained that the heat from the cows rose and got trapped in the straw, and if you ignored the pokes from the straw it was quite a comfortable way to spend the night. Troya certainly didnt want to look for somewhere else to sleep at this time of the night, and something inside her made her feel that she was needed here, and at this time, for some reason. Of course Troya didnt really need to sleep either, but she did need to replenish her inner core , and that entailed a deep trance like state, almost like sleep, but unlike sleep Troya was ready for instant action if need be. Settling down, Kel quickly fell asleep. Troya closed her eyes, in an instant she was on a path, the path leading to her source, the sky was a vivid green and purple colour and was soothing to her earth attuned eyes, this was the home planet of the Homnoi, however no corporeal Homnoi had walked here in millenia, all Homnoi were scattered throughout the many galaxies, but all Homnoi knew how to get back here, it was imperative that a Homnoi visit the source at least once during their life span, this was Troyas' first visit, the path led her through a landscape totally devoid of features, until there in front of her was a immense barrier, smooth and glasslike, touching it with one wing tip, PAIN, blinding agonising PAIN, the colours bled from the sky, a whirlwind vortex filled her mind, Henrys memories, so carefully hidden and repressed marched through her mind with sickeningly realistic clarity, she couldnt escape, it hurt, she was on fire, still she couldnt let go, obscenity after obscenity paraded round her conciousness, using all her strength she pushed through the barrier and started falling. cont....