A Show for the Ladies


I'm writing this on my laptop while away on the merger meetings TJ has written
about. Last night was when I surprised him with the video of me fucking myself
with my little 9 inch dildo and then having sex with Ginger in my story A
Saturday show. I really wanted to do something special for him since TJ is so
wonderful. He listens, has a sense of humor and he loves to do things that makes
me feel good. I don't mean just sexually. He rubs my feet ... he'll give me a
bath ... a massage ... where we usually wind up having sex afterward ... but a
all of the time ... we don't always screw ... our life's not always about sex.

I see sex, especially lately, as an open ... wonderful ... gift. Though we've let
Ginger participate a couple of times it's TJ that I love. Ginger and I are play
buddies ... we both wanted to experience a woman ... we wanted someone safe ...
we found each other ... had sex ... have sex ...the fact that it gets TJ turned
on is a bonus. Ginger is fine with all of it.

TJ and I live the executive lifestyle ... suburban home ... really boring ...
cocktail parties ... a lot of late nights ... working. The office and our
"society" friends have no idea of our adventures ... they shouldn't ... it's our
thing. At our jobs we both generate large sums of revenue for our firms ... so
... what we do alone is up to us.

By the way ... any of you who think you might have a prayer seeing my video on
blowout ... forget it! I have a career to worry about. TJ mentioned tonight on
the phone that he might put it online ... I'm pretty sure he was kidding ... I
hope so ... but ... I know there is a part of him that would be turned on ...
seeing me fucking myself with my big pink dildo ... sucking Ginger's cunt as she
fucks my ass hole with her rubber cock ... I know ... but ... I wouldn't do that
... at least ... not now!

I'm sorry ... I've gone on too long. I've been in these stupid meetings for eight
days and in writing these little ditties for Blowout I feel like I'm talking to a
friend. That's why I tend to ramble a little.

So ... I'm all alone ... horny ... and, if you've read my other stuff you know
what that means ... I write about something TJ and I did or something I'm
fantasizing.

Tonight I want to write from a woman's point of view. This is for the ladies.
Judging from the mail we get it seems as if most of blowout's readers are men.
Tonight's show is something a little different.

I've just drawn a hot bath ... I have a soft queen-size bed ... in a nice hotel
naked. The window overlooks downtown Chicago and the lights in the room are off,
except for the dim reading light by the bed.

Ladies....have you ever felt like this ... ?

It's been a week without a cock ... not just any cock ... TJ's cock. I want him
so bad ... but in different ways ... I want HIM ... but I also want just his COCK
... Man ... how I love that COCK.

He's seven inches and fat around ... I can picture his prick like it's here ...
love how I can get it so hard ... sometimes without even touching it ...
sometimes just by showing him my pussy ... spreading my lips ... letting him see
ME ... letting him see my CUNT ... his cock gets so hard.

The power I have in turning him on gets me off ... Ladies? ... is this just me
... or ... do you really get off watching someone get hard ... so turned on
...that they have to touch themselves? ... jack themselves ... I love watching TJ
twitch ... grab his cock ... drool as he watches me ... my pussy ... my cunt ...
my ass. The sight of me with a dildo drives him nuts ... I love it ... the sound
of my saying something like: "My cunt is all wet for you, baby ... stroke your
cock for me ...", gets me so hot and gets TJ hot too ... Ginger too! I really
want his cock bad. Like it's an addiction ... or at least an obsession.

I love what I can do to his cock.

Tonight, I'm picturing his cock. I ran a nice bath and am resting in the hot
water. My legs are spread and I am softly rubbing my tender pussy, remembering
his cock, how it turns up at the end and slightly to the right ... I love the
good size head at the end of his dick ... I know each and every vein that runs
down the side of his pulsing prick.

Ladies, is it true that some of you don't like to suck cock? To put a hard prick
in your mouth? ... Well ...I love taking one deep into my mouth. Sometimes I like
sliding a cock in my mouth when it's still soft ... letting the meat of it lay
there ... I love the feeling of a growing cock ... getting hard right in my
mouth! ... doesn't it feel great to you? To feel like your the one getting making
the prick hard ... It's soft ... fleshy ... but also hard ... so masculine ...
like the essence of a man ... I can take his whole essence down my throat ...
make him ... make his cock mine ... own him.

I also like taking a really hard cock in my mouth ... like ... when I've fucked
myself putting on a show ... played with my dildo ... made TJ watch me ... stroke
himself hard ... his hard cock is so sensitive ... so rigid ... like standing in
tribute to my sexiness ... I love keeping him on the brink ... really close to
cumming ... but not ... then spreading my pussy lips ... showing my ass just to
turn him on ... sometimes .. saying something like ... "I love that sweet cock of
yours" ... will make his prick twitch.

When it's this hard I'm in total control I can suck it slowly the whole night and
torture him. I can make him fuck me right away if that's where I want his cock. I
can even have him put it in my pink little ass hole ... oooh that's so wickedly
dirty ... and sexy ... and fun.

I absolutely go wild for that clear pre-cum liquid that oozes when you've got
your man turned on ... any of you girls like that? .... it's like a clear message
that you've done a good job at cock sucking. I love to have my mouth around his
prick ... hopefully down my throat ... when TJ starts to spasm ... to cum ... I
love it! .... first the tightening ... then a moan ... then globs ... and globs
of cum .... salty ... hot ... a little sour ... or sweet ... I love to have both
hands grabbing his ass tightly ... his cock fucking my mouth firmly ...
smoothly... my lips real wet ... letting the cock erupt in my mouth ... like a
volcano ... gushing cum ... I wish I had it now ... right now ... in my throat
... between my lips ... oh God ... TJ ... I want your cock ... I love your cock
... I love cock ... I wish I had one to suck in this hotel room ... in this nice
bath ... I love my husband ... I love his cock ... I got to get off now ... fuck
myself ... my clit is swollen ... hot ... wet ... my right hand is gently ...
steadily ... stroking ... my hot ... wet ... pussy ...

It's not a cock ... but for tonight it's what I got.

Ladies?

Am I alone?