I Never Wanted To Watch Her

  I had been reading some of the stories on
Literotica. I should say that I was trying to read
them. I sensed someone at my shoulder and looked
around to see my wife of twelve years, Kay.

"What's interesting hon?" she asked.

"Not much of anything," I answered making room for her
before my console, "These stories in Loving Wives are
about the stupidest I have ever seen."

"Oh I see what you mean" Kay told me after flipping
through a few.

"Yeah baby," I told her, "look at this one." It
started off with the lame beginning {I have always
wanted to see my wife have sex with another man so one
day I said to her that I wanted to see her with a big
cock in her mouth---}

"Now that's real start," Kay said "Wow you think that
there are men that just get married so they can watch
their wives have sex with other men?"

"Oh yeah there are men like that," I told her "That
was the extent of their mentality."

"Well I'm glad that you never wanted to see me have
sex with another man before." she said kissing me.
"What do they have to do---convince their wives to
participate in their immature fantasies?" She said.

"I suppose," I said reaching between her leg's and
feeling that soft hairy place, "You notice that they
all have wives that are clean shaven too."

"Ouch," Kay said shuddering, " That must itch like
hell when it grows out a bit."

"I'm sure it does," I said to her, "Maybe they should
shave their cock's and ball's to find out what it
feels like."

"Oh look here hon," Kay said scrolling up a story,
"They all speak of how sexy their wife's pussy looked
clean shaven." She shook her head "I'll agree that God
made hair there for a reason." When she had our child
naturally the hospital prepped her and I could only
feel pity for her when I first looked at her, post
partum, it looked like a surgical incision that the
doctor left open. Like I said God had a reason for
pubic hair."

"Oh Gawd," Kay said clicking on to another story,
"This one is so gross." {I watch you as you approach
the man. You kneel before him just as I told you to
do.}"Boy this guy is a control freak," she said, "They
should have a special section for controlling people."

"They do," I told her, "It's called the BDSM section."

"Then that's where they should put it," She said, "Not
in the Loving Wives."

"I'll bet the guy has a little dick to match his
little brain" I said laughing.

"So you don't like to watch your wife have sex with
other men?" Kay said with a grin.

"Now I didn't say that," I said, "I only said that for
the guy to want that in the first place shows a bit of
immaturity---you know like when he was a kid and he
used to take his girlfriend to have a circle jerk with
his buddies." I was saying what I felt. "I just don't
think that they ever grew out of their childhood," I
said, "The shaved pussy thing shows that they want
their wives to have little puffies---just like little
Suzie did." I wasn't finished yet, "They are still
living in those circle jerk days---why don't they just
go and suck some guy's cock cause I think that's
exactly what they want."

"You mean they never grew up and still want to have
circle jerks with their buddies and want to use their
wives to fulfill that fantasy?" Kay asked. Kay is a
very intelligent woman.

"What would you have said if I came to you and told
you I wanted to see you fuck someone else hon?" I
asked.

"I would have told you to go to hell and to go find
your own cock" She smiled.

I had started out reading a story about some guy that
used his wife to help them get ahead with his job.
"Now I don't have a problem," I said "I mean if a guy
has a good looking wife and she can help them by using
her snatch then the more power to them."

"And if the wife is a whore and the husband just likes
to watch," She asked slyly, "How about that?"

"Hey what can I say?" I said "At least the wife is
using what God gave her---and naturally a man would
enjoy watching his wife work no matter what it was." I
looked at Kay and her beautiful face "If she is as
beautiful as you" I said. Kay did look beautiful with
a large cock in her mouth or to see her clutch another
man to her as he fucked her with a large cock.

I smiled as I remembered the last six years. Six years
ago was when we found that Lisa, she was five then,
needed some special school and care. The worst part
was that it would cost about fifteen thousand a year
and the insurance that I had been faithfully deducting
from my pay refused to cover the cost. One day I had
just gotten home from work. I made pretty good but not
enough to pay for Lisa's special care. Kay had fixed a
great inner and later opened a bottle of wine for us.
"Ok what's the occasion?" I asked.

Kay looked at me for a time then took a deep breath. I
thought "Oh here it comes" I thought, not knowing what
'it' was.

"I was talking to Gloria today" She said. Gloria was
the drop dead gorgeous blond that Lived next door. Kay
was a brunette herself. She had this fair skin that
went with her hair just right. Gloria was just the
opposite, bronzed and blond and a few years older.
"Well I was telling her all about the money we needed
to come up with" Kay told me. She took a sip of her
wine and kissed me "Remember that I love you very much
and what I am going to tell you," she hesitated a
minute," Well What I am going to do I am going to do
for us---remember that." I was curious now. She
unzipped my pant's and took out my cock. I thought
that she always did for me because she loved me and I
loved for her to do it. She was the world's greatest.

She took my cock in my mouth. The same mouth that I
had always called a golden mouth. Taking her lip's off
me she looked me in the eye. "You always said that I
had a golden mouth," she hesitated and took another
suck on me, "Well I found out from Gloria that my
mouth is worth a lot of money if I use it right---you
know suck the right cocks." I was floored but when she
saw me about to argue with her she held her hand out
telling me to listen. I loved my wife so I listened.
Gloria worked for an escort service and we had noticed
over time that she always had some gentlemen for
visitors. Neither of us had thought much about it. We
weren't prudes at all, and gloria lived alone. She
could do what ever she wanted.

I listened to Kay and was dumbfounded. She went on and
explained every reason there was for her to do it. I
had to admit that she was right. We loved Lisa and
this looked like the only way for her to get all the
special help she needed. I took all night to think
about it, not that I had any control over it. I could
have stood on good ole macho "Ain't no wife of mine
ever gonna---bla, bla, bla." If I had done that Then I
think our marriage would have ended and I wouldn't
have blamed Kay a bit for divorcing such a horses ass
like I would have been. If I had protested then I
would have been dooming Lisa to half a life. If I
agreed and Kay made the kind of money she was
expecting to make then Lisa had a chance in a couple
of years at somewhat of a normal life.

I went back to our house and faced up to the fact that
my wife wanted to and would have sex with strangers
for money. A lot of money. The escort service that
Gloria worked for took on only the classiest of women,
and one thing for sure was that Kay was classy. Kay
was also naked when I got back home. What she did for
me that night was something that any man would give
his left nut for. Afterward she curled up to me "Tell
me hon am I really as good at sucking cock as you say
I am?" She asked. I had to be truthful. I suppose a
lot of men thought that their wife was the best but I
knew that she was. The was she would tease my cock
before taking it all the way down her throat. When I
came she had a way of swallowing my cum around my cock
that let me know that she was relishing every
mouthful.

We talked into the night. That was when she dropped
the final bombshell. She wanted me there, oh not
actually in the room but watching her from another
room while she serviced her date. She said that she
would feel safer knowing that I was there. She also
said that since she was doing something for us that I
should have to watch he. I suppose that removed a lot
of her guilt. She said that she also needed to make a
trial run, so to speak, before she had her first date.
Kay told me that since she had never had another cock
except for mine then it would help if she did
something with some man we picked up just to get used
to it. Sort of break the barrier.

We went out late that night to a club that was opened
till about four in the morning. It was kind of a pick
up place and was very dark to that end. An hour later
we were sitting in a booth in the back where it was
even darker. A booth that was made for people who had
just met to really get to know the other person,
intimately. Kay had gone around the club scouting for
a likely subject. A guy that she found attractive and
were she not deeply in love with me, a guy that she
might have had sex with. She sighted such a guy. One
about mid thirties and very clean looking. She came
back and pointed him out to me. I nodded that I
approved of her choice, not that I had much say so
about it. She left and i saw her strike up a
conversation with him at the bar.

After about fifteen minutes in which she kissed the
guy a couple of times and let him feel her ass, she
brought him back to the booth. She introduced me as
her husband, who liked to watch her, and him to me as
Todd. Todd was in town on business and neither of us
had seen him before , nor would we ever see him again.
He sat on the side of the booth next to me and Kay sat
on his lap. She began to kiss him deeply as if she was
his normal lover. Todd worked at the three buttons on
her blouse and pulled it open. he started to feel and
suck at her soft pale breast while kay looked at me
and moaned about good his mouth felt. Next time she
kissed him, and it was a deep tongue searching kiss,
she hiked her skirt up and spread her legs wide. Todd
lost no time in putting his hand on her dark hairy
pussy. They kept that up for about ten minutes when
Kay moved from his lap and slid to the floor between
his legs. she undid his pant's and pulled a nice thick
cock out. For the next fifteen minutes I watched my
wife pleasure Todd with her talented mouth till he
filled her mouth with his sperm. She cut her eye's up
at me as Todd emptied his ball's in her mouth. Then
she began to slowly squish the sperm around and began
to swallow in small gulps. When she finished she
licked his cock off and squeezed the shaft for the
dredges of his sperm. She made sure we both could see
her lapping it around with her tongue before gulping
it down and licking her lip's off.

Todd was still hard so kay climbed back up on his lap.
only facing him. She reached under her for his cock
and placed it in her. She sighed as she sank all the
way down on the cock which was a lot thicker than
mine. She bent her face to his and kissed him hungrily
as she rose up and down on his cock. She brought him
off in under five minutes. After Todd straightened his
clothes and left, totally satisfied, Kay said that if
she got up then all his cum would run down her leg's.
I took it that she meant that i should kneel between
her leg's and clean her up. I tasted my first, but by
no means, taste of another man's sperm. Coming from
Kay it was like ambrosia. Afterward she went on the
prowl again and came back with an older man, The kind
of person that she would be dating. His name was Arnie
and when she went through all the kissing and titty
sucking she went on her knee's again and pulled out a
monster cock. A broad shaft that was at least ten
inches long. She sucked it a while before she adjusted
to his length and began to deep throat him. She sucked
him off and she almost drowned from all the sperm he
shot in her mouth. With a determined look she managed
to swallow it all down. She said that she would fuck
him too but he had a fairly large belly and she
wouldn't fit on his lap.

Arnie suggested that we go to his hotel room where he
could fuck her more appropriately. We walked next door
to his hotel and rode the elevator up while Kay kissed
and rubbed herself all over him. In his room they were
both out of their clothe's in a flash. He was so large
that he made her look like a doll. When he shoved his
cock in Kay had to catch her breath or scream from the
stretching his cock did to her tender pussy. I watched
them for over half an hour as she fucked, no make that
as she made love to him. For the entire time I was a
stump on a log as I watched my wife make love to a
total stranger. One with a big fat cock but a stranger
none the less. I think that he tried his best to put
on a good show for the watching husband who jacked
himself off while he watched. Naturally I did. I had
the hardest dick I ever had as Arnie fucked Kay with a
loud passion till he slammed in her slower and finally
stiffened up against her body as he filled her body
for the second time. Kay pulled me on the bed with her
pussy over my mouth and began to suck me as i went
wild at her spermy cunt. I felt my mouth being
dislodged as Arnie pushed his renewed cock in her from
behind and right over my eye's. I watched entranced as
his giant cock ravished her cunt above me. I had to
spill mightily in her mouth.

When Arnie came for the third time with her I watched
the sperm flow from her slicked down hairy cunt before
I got my mouth in place. We all lay exhausted on the
bed when Arnie asked if he could fuck her again. Kay
was quick to let him. Later she told me that many of
her date's would want to have sex with her many times
in a night. At home she asked me what I thought and I
told her that I never dreamed that I would enjoy
seeing her have sex with another man. The fact that
she had about a dozen climaxes on Arnie's never tiring
cock. Kay told me how much she had enjoyed sucking him
and Todd and that he really gave her a fuck that she
would never forget. "I only hope that my date's fuck
me as well" she told me.