DATING

I know she takes advantage of me, uses me, but I don't care; I am
soo in love with her. Kathy is the most beautiful girl I know. I
blush and get all tongue-tied when I talk to her. She is the head
cheerleader for the football team and she loves showing off her
sexy body.

She dates the quarterback on the football team, (of course), but
teases me into doing all her work on the two courses we have in
common, American Literature and Chemistry. She said if I get her
good marks on both courses she will go out with me. I know, I
know, I may be bright in college but not to bright when it comes
to girls. I dream about the date that I am going to get while I
do her reading and book reports, plus all her experiments and lab
reports. I do all of this making sure it's different from mine,
and e-mail it to her so that she can hand it in. Half the time
she does not even attend the lectures, because she knows I am
there, and this way she can sleep in or cut classes.

It makes me feel good just to be seen talking to her. I am not
very tall; about 5 ft. 6 inches and weigh about 140 pounds.
However, I am clever and I think Kathy likes that, a nice change
from the jocks she usually hangs out with.

On mid term exams I got her a B on both subjects and she said it
was time for my reward. "Would you like to have sex with me?
Maybe we could take a motel for the night. Have you ever had your
cock sucked?  My boyfriend says I am very good at that." 

This was my wildest dream coming true, but it was shattered in an
instant when she kissed me and said, "You get all of that when I
get an A, a B gets a kiss."

One day Kathy told me that she had broken up with her boyfriend
and that I could take her to the spring dance. Just one thing,
she needed to borrow one hundred dollars to buy her new dress. Of
course I gave it to her.

 I was to pick her up at her dorm at 8:30 on Saturday night. To
make sure I did not keep her waiting, I arrived at 7:30 and
waited and waited. 8:30 came and no Kathy: 9:00 came and went and
still no Kathy. Was this some cruel joke she was playing on me.
Finally at 9:35 Kathy breezed in, laughing and talking to her
friend Diane.

 "Hi Billy, (my name is Bill not Billy), I'll be ready in a
jiffy." 

It must have been 10:30 before she came downstairs. Here was my
dream come true. She wore a black fluffy miniskirt, a tight white
silk blouse with no bra and the top 3 buttons undone. Her long
blond hair swirled around her shoulders. As she bounced down the
stairs her skirt would fly up to reveal small white panties. She
was sex and beauty in one package. I knew I would love her
forever.

I was on top of the world, driving my date to the dance in town.
She looked so hot, so sexy sitting beside me, her skirt sliding
up showing her bare legs almost up to her panties. Life does not
get better than this. Suddenly a car shot across the road in
front of us, even though I had the green light. I had to jam on
the breaks to prevent hitting it. 

Kathy was mad at me; "You jerk, if you were looking at the road
instead of my legs this would not have happened. Stop the car so
that I can get in the back seat, maybe that way you can keep your
eyes on the road." We went the rest of the way in silence.  It
was so unfair; the guy that ran the light was the jerk, not I,
but you did not change Kathy's mind by arguing with her.

We must have been the last ones to arrive at the dance and all
the tables were occupied. I stood looking around when Kathy
spotted someone she knew sitting in a small both with a table in
front.

 "Hi Rod; mind if we join you?" She sat beside Rod and looking at
me said, "Billy go find yourself a chair and join us, and bring
us back each a rum and coke. Nothing for you, after all, you are
not a very good driver sober, so I don't want to find out what
you are like drunk. Bring us our drinks first and then go find a
chair and get yourself a glass of pop." 

Humiliated, (and I had asked her not to call me Billy), I got the
drinks and a chair for myself. When I got back it looked like
they had just broken away from a kiss, but I could not be sure. I
sat down at the table and they mostly ignored me, talking and
laughing in low voices that was difficult for me to hear. 

Since I don't dance, Kathy and Rod spent most of the time on the
dance floor, only coming back when they wanted a rest and to get
me to buy them more drinks. At one point Rob spilled his drink on
the table. "Quick," Kathy said, "Use the sleeve on your jacket to
mop up the drink before it drips on Rob's pants." I don't see why
I had to do that. Couldn't she call for a waiter or something.

After I mopped the table with my suit jacket sleeve Rob said, "I
think he got some on my pants. Here Kathy, feel here." I was
shocked as he took Kathy's hand and rubbed it up and down the
front of his pants.

"You naughty boy, what I feel is not wet pants. Billie, go get
Rob another drink."

 Later Kathy said I could have one drink if I wanted or I could
take her to Lookout Point after the dance, but not both. Of
course my choice was Lookout Point, but it still bothered me to
see them drinking, dancing, and laughing. Whose date was this
anyway?  I brought them drinks and watched them dance. Rod ran
out of cigarettes and she made me buy him a package even though I
don't smoke. All I could think of was Kathy and Lookout Point.
The worst part was watching Rod rub Kathy's bum, and kissing her
while they danced. A couple times Kathy looked over to see if I
was watching, but it did not stop her from kissing him. Then more
bad news, " Billie, Rod has invited me to a house party. There
will be a lot of dancing and since you don't dance, I know you
won't mind me going with Rod. We can go to Lookout Point some
other time."

"But Kathy, you said we could go to Lookout Point tonight. I
spent the whole evening looking forward to that. I did everything
you told me to do just so I could get a chance to hold and kiss
you."

"I will not have you embarrass me in front of my friends. Rob is
an old boyfriend of mine. Now wish us a good time and then
leave."

ENGAGEMENT
Just like the old song says, "Dreams can come true, it can happen
to you, it can happen to me." One day Kathy said that after the
movie we would go to Lookout Point. She still rode in the back
seat, but when we got there she let me come in the back seat with
her.

 "You are so good for me, always trying your best to please me,
and obedient too, that I have decided to marry you. In Gobles
Jewelry there is a two carat blue white diamond I want you to buy
for me as my engagement ring.  Also I'll need things prior to
getting married so I need you to give me $25 each time we have a
date." 

 Wow! Kathy is going to be my wife. This is the happiest day of
my life. I am in my final year and have already been offered a
good job at Hi-Tech Computers. 

"And we can start having sex. I am going to teach you how I like
my pussy sucked, and I'll give you a nude picture of me that you
can jerk off to."

 And so my training started. First I had to get between her legs
and pull down her panties. Then she would grab my hair to guide
my mouth to the part she wanted sucked. I had to learn her
signals. Pulling my hair meant I was to thrust my tongue deep
into her pussy, speed controlled by how quickly she pulled my
hair, and if she held me tight I was to wiggle my tongue deep
inside her. A tap on the left side of my head meant I was to kiss
and lick her pussy, a tap on the right and I was to kiss and lick
wherever she put her finger, usually her bum, sometimes her leg
or foot. Doing this would give me an aching hard on but she would
not let me come. "Blue balls," she said, "is good for you. A
little bit of pain helps you learn your lessons."

That became a common date for us. She would take me to her dorm
room; I would give her the 25 dollars and tongue sex and then go
home. It was only once a week that I had a real date with her.
When she gave me her nude picture, I asked her how come she had
nude pictures of herself; she said all the cheerleaders had nude
pictures taken to give to the football players. Even with the
picture I was not supposed to jerk off unless she gave
permission. She would make me lick and suck her and if she was
pleased she would let me jerk off when I got home. She said she
liked an obedient boyfriend who put her needs first.

Diane, Kathy's best friend had a problem. Her boyfriend's car
broke down and they had no way of getting around, so they wanted
to double date. Kathy said sure, but I didn't like it. Since
Kathy rode in the back seat there were now 3 in the back seat of
my car and just me in front. They would laugh and talk while I
felt like a chauffeur alone in front driving. Going to drive in
movies were popular. Kathy used to let me in the back seat with
her, but now with 3 in the back I had to stay in front.

 One night it was raining hard and the movie had just started.
"Sweetie, we are hungry but we don't want to get wet. Go get us
each a hotdog and a coke. Bring ours first and then you can go
back for yours." 

She had recently started calling me Sweetie, a name I hated as
much as Billie and I told her, but she did it anyway.  Carrying 3
cokes and 3 hotdogs was awkward. I handed it to them through the
open back door. "Hurry up, the rain is getting us wet." Kathy
shouted.

 Getting them wet, what a joke. I was soaked by the time I made 2
trips to the concession stand. Sitting in the front seat by
myself, soaking wet, and eating a soggy hotdog, I was feeling
sorry for myself. I think things can't get any worse. How wrong I
was. Sometimes I wonder why I let her do these things to me, but
when she puts her arms around me, hugs and kisses me, I am on
cloud 9. She whispers all the naughty things she is going to do
to me when we are married. I love her and she is so beautiful;
sometimes I think I am the luckiest guy in the entire world.

One Saturday night as we were picking up Diane and her boyfriend
Rick, Diane says, "This is my brother Stan. He broke up with his
girl and he has nothing to do so he wants to come with us. Is it
OK?"

 Of course Kathy agreed and now there are 2 guys and 2 girls in
the back seat, and I have one more to pay for at the drive in.
That time it was a sexy movie about two college professors who
blackmail two cheerleaders into giving them sex. As I watched the
movie, I realized that I could hear part of the conversation
coming from the back seat.

 Diane's voice, "But I told him you would. If you don't do it he
is going to make me do it. How disgusting that would be to suck
off your own brother! He has been so horny since he broke up with
his girl that I promised him you would either suck him off or let
him fuck you. There is a good scene coming up in the movie where
the two girls suck off their professors. Lets show the boys a
good time and suck them while they watch it happing in the
movie."

 After that I tried not to listen or turn around, so while I did
not see anything I could hear some moans and a few crude
comments. I could pretend nothing was happening in the back until
Stan spoke, "Kathy I love the way you suck cock, but how about
giving me a fuck next week?"

 Kathy replied, "Is that a proper thing to ask a girl when her
future husband is sitting in the front seat?" 

Once the movie was over and we had dropped off our passengers
Kathy asked, "Are you mad at me?"

 "Of course I am. How could you do that? I am engaged to you and
you don't do that for me." 

"You are a virgin so you don't understand. Once a guy starts
having sex, he wants it all the time. That's why I don't give you
any. If I did, you would follow me around like a puppy dog
begging me for sex. Since Stan is not a virgin he needs sex. I
was just doing my best friend a favor. Now be a good boy and give
me a nice tongue fuck." I was so mad at her I said no and took
her home. If I had my way I wouldn't give her any sex until she
gave me some.

 The following week she completely humiliated me. "You were a bad
boy last week when you would not give me tongue sex. If you don't
convince me that you are truly sorry I am going out with Stan
instead of you." So I begged saying I would do what she wanted
and give her nice long tongue fucks whenever she wanted it.

 "And tongue my asshole too, because it makes me feel good to
have your tongue stuck up my ass."

 " Yes I'll try my best to please you anyway I can."

 Kathy with a serious look on her face said, "You had better
start treating me better and stop being so jealous or I am going
to break off our engagement and go out with Stan."

"Please, please," I pleaded, "Don't do that. I promise I'll treat
you better."

The wedding was still 3 months away and while I was going steady
with Kathy, she was not doing the same for me.

 A hot rock group, The Devil's Horn was coming to Riverside, a
city not to far away, and Kathy wanted me to order 5 tickets for
the show and get 3 motel rooms, 2 doubles and 1 single so we
could all stay overnight before and after the show. Of course I
was to pay for all the tickets and accommodation. It was bad
enough that I paid for Diane and her boyfriend Rick, but I hated
paying for Stan, that freeloader that spent more time with Kathy
than I did and I know he had sex with her at least once. However
Kathy does not want a second opinion, she just wants me to do
what I am told.

We did not get away until after 6pm and it's a 4-hour drive. The
four of them in the backseat were having a great time. Stan had
brought a case of beer and Rick had marijuana cigarettes. As
driver I could not drink and Kathy said smoking was not good for
me, so per usual I was the chauffeur while the four of them
partied in the back.

 Could it get worse? Definitely, when we got to the motel Diane
and Rick got one room and Stan was putting Kathy in with him and
giving me the single room. Stan said that since I could not fuck
Kathy anyway, there was no point in letting good pussy go to
waste. I was so mad I was speechless. Red in the face I started
to stammer out that Kathy was supposed to sleep with me because I
was her fianc. Kathy said not to make a scene in the motel
office, just go alone with it for now and she would try and work
it out with Stan.

After check-in Kathy told me, "Come into our room and I'll talk
to Stan." 

"Stan, Billy thought he was going to share a room with me."

 Stan responded, "That is just silly; the only reason I came was
to fuck you. My sister said you liked me and would spread your
legs for me. Billy can jerk off in his own room if you are there
or not."

 "Billy, he does have a point. You don't need me to jerk yourself
off, but Stan needs my pussy."

 "You are my fiance and you are not supposed to have sex with
anyone unless it's me." 

"No Billy, we are not married yet, and if you don't stop acting
so stubborn I might call off the whole wedding. We can all have
some sex before you go back to your room. You can watch while we
do it, and jerk yourself off. After Stan comes in my pussy it
will be your turn to suck me and make me come again. In this way
both of you make love to me. Tomorrow I'll ask Stan if I can
spend the night with you."

 Why is it she orders me around but is so meek with Stan.

 " If you love me you will do what I want. You have to start
showing me more respect"

 She has a way of twisting everything and making it my fault. I
did not want to see her make love unless it was to me, but by
myself in the next room all alone would be worse. Reluctantly I
went along with it. 

Kathy smiling said, "Just think, this is what you might get after
our wedding. Watch Stan and I,  and if you are a good boy you
will get some when I am your wife."

 With an ache in my heart and bile in my stomach I watched Kathy
do a sexy little dance as she stripped naked for Stan. He already
had his cock sticking out of his pants. She wrapped her arms
around his neck and pulled him down on the bed on top of her. I
started to half heartily jerk myself.

 "Are you having a good time Billy?" Stan asked.

 My semi hardon disappeared in embarrassment. I could see him
thrusting into Kathy but it was not erotic, it was sickening.

 "It's OK Billie if you can't get it up," a teasing Kathy says.
"It's not important if you get off. You can still do the part you
like best, which is, suck me off."

 "I think the reason he can't get it up is because he is a sissy
boy. Make him suck my cock before you send him to his room." 

 Kathy with a smirk on her face, " Would you like it better if
you sucked both of us? Don't be shy."

 "Don't say things like that. Haven't you embarrassed me enough?"


I just closed my eyes as they finished fucking with Oohs and
Ahas.

The next morning we all met at the motel restaurant and of course
I paid for it all. Kathy and Diane spent the day shopping while
Rod and Stan were at the nearby bar drinking beer and playing
pool. How come it seamed like I was the 5th wheel? I couldn't go
anywhere as Kathy had my car.

 By the time we left for the concert it was pouring rain and
there was no parking available anywhere near the theatre. After
cruising several blocks looking for parking Kathy said to drop
them at the front door as the show was about to start, then I
could go and look for parking. She would save my seat. I finally
found parking about 8 blocks away. Rain was coming in a downpour
and of course no taxis were available, so I walked. I had
purchased the most expensive seats, a private lodge suitable for
6 people. These lodges were on the 2nd floor with a balcony that
overlooked the stage and a privacy curtain you could pull across
the entranceway. By the time I got there I was completely
soaked.

"You are not coming in here and getting us all wet," Kathy said
as I tried to enter and take my seat. "You will have to stand
outside but you can leave the curtain open."

I feel miserable. The rain was not cold but I was soaked, tired
from walking 8 blocks and Kathy would not let me sit down.

 "Billie, go get us each a glass of champagne from the bar
downstairs, and before you start complaining I know you will have
to make 2 trips and yes the bar will be crowded because it's
intermission. After you have served us I'll let you go down and
buy yourself a coke." 

After bringing their champagne I was sure Kathy would let me come
and sit down; instead she said, "Billie close the curtain. You
can't see the stage from there anyway and I don't want people
walking down the hallway staring at us while we sip our drinks.
You can hear the music whether the curtain is open or closed." 

So I stood outside while they sat inside having a good time. I
don't think Kathy realizes how much this hurts me.

 Later Kathy told me, "It is raining even harder. If you leave
now to get the car, you can get back here at least a half-hour
before the concert is over. You should be able to find a spot by
the front door to park and wait for us. That way we can come out
of the theatre and get into your car without getting wet."

 She is still treating me like a chauffeur but sometimes it's
easier to just do what she says than it does to argue with her
and make her mad. If I can just get through these 3 months until
we marry, then Kathy will be all mine.

 Back at the motel Kathy tells me to change into some dry clothes
and then join them in their room for a drink. When I arrive they
are sprawled on the bed kissing and feeling each other up.

"Billie, come here and suck my pussy while Stan sucks my tits. I
love it when 2 guys try and get me off."

 Stan spoke up, "Maybe we could do this after you are married.
Billie could get you all hot with his sucking and then I would
fuck you, and Billie could jerk himself off. That way everybody
has a good time."

 "I am willing to consider that but I suppose you should ask
Billie if you can fuck his wife while he jerks off."

 I know she says these things just to tease me but she does not
realize how embarrassing it is for me.

Later Kathy said, "I think it would turn me on to see you suck
Stan off. You are always begging me to jerk you off. I know you
dream about having my silky soft warm hand on your little cock,
so you suck Stan off and I'll jerk your penis for you."

 "Kathy you know I don't like Stan yet you humiliate me by trying
to make me suck his cock." 

"What I don't understand is why you argue with me about
everything. OK you don't have to suck him off but I want to see
what you look like with a cock in your mouth; so open wide let
Stan put his cock in your mouth then close your mouth." 

I could see this was never going to end until I did it, so
reluctantly I let Stan put his cock in my mouth.

 "Oh Billie that looks so cute. I wish I had a camera. This
really gets me in the mood so why don't you go the rest of the
way and suck him off for me."

 "No way; I'm not doing it."

The wedding was now only 2 months off. I still worried about
Kathy suddenly changing her mind. One Saturday night she said, "I
have an early wedding present for you."

 I thought for a moment she meant sex, but then she hands me a
present. "You didn't have to buy me anything, but what is it?"

 "It's a tongue stretcher and strengther. You put it on every
night when you go to bed. For the first couple of weeks you may
have trouble sleeping, but you will get used to it. This will
make you a better husband. I like having a stiff tongue working
in my pussy and on my ass. Your tongue needs to be strong and
long to give me maximum satisfaction. You do want to please me
don't you?" 

So of course I took it wondering how she could call this a
present for me.

One month to go and Kathy asked me, "The football coach was
wondering if I would stay on as a cheerleader, at least for the
out of town games?"

 "No, I don't want you going on weekend trips with the football
team. I will be your husband and you are supposed to stay home
with me. I let you pick out the home you wanted, and you can pick
out the furniture you want and I am paying for all of it, but you
have to give up being a cheerleader and hanging around with the
football team. I've seen the way they feel you up for luck or pat
your bum."

 " I can't believe how unreasonable you are. Do you want me to
wear a ball and chain also?" I do know her bachelorette party
guests were some of some football players and the cheerleaders.

What I did not know until much later, was a conversation she had
with 2 ex cheerleaders, now both married. Apparently Jodie wanted
to give her some pointers before she married.

 "I married a virgin, a geek if you must know, because I knew I
could control him and he had lots of money. I am so happy and I
want to pass onto you how your marriage can be as perfect as
mine. The most important thing is never let him fuck you. Make
him think he can if only he can please you a little more. Only a
virgin would put up with this because all he dreams about is
getting into your pussy and he thinks it would be heaven if he
could just get his cock in."

 Kathy said, "But I like sex. I like fucking a lot." 

"Of course you do and that is the beauty of this plan. You tell
your husband that he has to please you with his tongue before he
can with his cock You would be amazed at the delicious suck offs
you get from your husband as he keeps trying to do it better.
Make him kiss your ass and suck your asshole. He will do anything
you want just to earn the right to fuck you.

" Meanwhile take a lover to give you the hard throbbing fucks we
all like. I personally like blacks. They are not too bright but
they have big cocks. It's nice to be shafted hard and deep, and
they are so anxious to fuck white women that they will hold off
until you are well satisfied and allow them to come. The best
part is you can do it in your own home. By making it your
husband's fault, he tries even harder to please you. It's such a
turn on to fuck someone while your husband watches, or you send
him to the guestroom so you and your lover can spend the whole
night in your marriage bed.

" It's a nice touch to make your husband suck you off after your
lover leaves. The humiliation he feels makes you feel great. Make
him do the little things like paint your toenails and apply
varnish to your fingernails. Make him do the big things like cook
your meals, clean the house and do the washing and ironing. It's
fun to lounge around the house all day, then make your husband do
the housecleaning while you go out on a date." 

Now it was Maria's turn. "You are to soft on your husband, Jodie.
To keep absolute control you need to heap abuse on top of
humiliation. I have taught my husband to drink my pee without
spilling a drop. It is especially good at night when we are in
bed and I am too drunk or lazy to get up. I just spread my legs
and say to my husband drink and he gets down quickly between my
legs and seals his mouth over my cunt. If the sheets get even a
drop on them I beat him with my belt in the morning. After I have
finished pissing in his mouth I either push him away with my
foot, or often because it is such a turn on I make him suck me
also. Half an hour later while I relax in bed, my husband has
processed my pee and he gets up and goes to the bathroom for me.

" On weekends I like to watch the basketball games and have my
husband serve me beer.  He gets his beer from my cunt. I love to
dress him as a maid and make him serve me and whatever guy I
brought home. I don't make him do anything disgusting but I like
a nice tongue cleaning rather than use toilet paper. My current
boyfriend just loves fucking me up the ass and it's very soothing
to have my husband tongue fuck my asshole afterwards. And
remember to keep up the verbal abuse. Tell him all he is good for
is licking your ass and sucking your toes. Make him feel
worthless then you can do anything you want.

" I only let my husband come if he jerks off in front of me. To
keep up his humiliation and my amusement I make him jerk off in a
glass, then flush it down the toilet Talking about toilets he is
only allowed in to flush or to clean up. I make him use the
toilet in the nearby coffee shop. It's so much fun to be a slut
for your boyfriend and a bitch for your husband.

" Remember to keep control you must keep him pussy whipped. Make
him think his whole purpose in life is to give you pleasure and
make you happy. Make sure you control all the money. Make him
deposit his paycheck in your account and you give him an
allowance.  My boyfriend and I eat the meal he has cooked and
served and when we are done he gets to eat what's leftover on our
plates. Sometimes just to be nasty my boyfriend will spit or piss
on his leftover plate and we watch while my husband cleans the
plate with his mouth and tongue. 

" Have only one car, which is yours while he takes the bus to
work.  Keep him humiliated while you enjoy yourself. Last winter
I made him drive me to my boyfriends place. He had to sit outside
in a freezing cold car while I fucked. Five minutes before I was
ready to leave I would phone him on his cell and tell him to
start the car and warm it up for me."