Interesting Positions (1/2) Don't ask why Ivanova and Garibaldi were in Sheridan's closet. Just don't. It was one of those things that seemed like a good idea at the time. Perfectly harmless in the beginning; an opportunity to fix a birthday surprise for a commanding officer. He was supposed to be at the Command Center for the next hour and a half. They were supposed to be out of there in ten minutes, fifteen tops. Unfortunately, the Captain re-entered his quarters unexpectedly, and the two Alliance officers were forced to make a dash into his walk-in closet. The dim light made Garibaldi trip over the shoes, and Ivanova almost got her fingers caught shutting the door, but their superior officer had no idea they were in there when he walked into his bedroom. Still, Sheridan's return to his suite wouldn't have been a big deal if he'd been alone. They'd have stayed in the closet while he did whatever (changed his shirt, retrieved the folder he forgot, combed his hair) and then left after he did, using Michael's Security access to get them both out of there without any records of their presence being recorded. No problem. And the balloons and presents would have been in place for when he got off-shift. That this was not going to be the case became obvious after approximately three minutes inside the closet. "John, do you really think we have time?" Ivanova's eyes widened visibly in the dim light available, and Michael felt a sense of simultaneous denial and disbelief wash through him. That wasn't... it was. Ambassador Delenn. Son of gun. He'd thought she and the Captain weren't past the kissing stage yet. But no. No, she couldn't mean--- "The command staff thinks I'm in the War Room. The War Staff knows I had to take care of a diplomatic emergency. Lennier is covering for you with G'Kar. We are totally, completely..." a sound like a kiss (hell, who are you kidding Mike, that *was* a kiss) and then, "alone. For the next two hours." Ivanova was shaking her head violently, pointing at the door, and then him. That was the second when Garibaldi screwed up. He was willing to admit it later, but at that moment, he was so panicked and shocked that he did a dumb thing: he mimicked Ivanova's gestures, then backed away and crossed his arms over his chest. No _way_ was he going to be the one to walk in on them. Susan could do it. She could get away with it, whereas if the Captain saw Garibaldi emerge from the closet, a PPG blast in the chest would be the least he'd have to worry about. Ivanova didn't have time to do anything, not after what they heard next. "Alone. What a lovely, lovely..." Soft sounds, the slither of silk falling to the floor, "word." ---------------------------------- Delenn was smiling dreamily, her eyes half-closed, enjoying the feel of John's mouth on her neck. This was only the third opportunity they'd had to be alone together since the assasination attempt a month ago. The first time they'd made love had been lovely; a little awkward perhaps, but still, a wonderful experience. That their rapport and efforts at physical intimacy was still improving was a never-ending source of delight and hope to her. She had assumed that there was only so much that two human beings could *do* together; and while she knew there were limits, it was sweet to know that John wasn't showing any signs of being bored or dissatisfied. Quite the contrary. "Ahhhhhhh," she breathed out, as he found that one spot below her ear that burned with heat when he kissed it. Sheridan's lips trailed down from there to her collarbone, tracing a slow flame down to the hollow of her throat, then up to her lips, tugging on them softly with his own, then tonguing them open as she involuntarily whimpered. Delenn reached up to lace her fingers behind his head, pulling him with her as she slowly backed up to the bed, one step at a time. John followed until they reached the bed, still kissing her as the Ambassador collapsed backward, giggling as she pulled the Captain down with her. Sheridan was chuckling as he kicked off his shoes, and Delenn helped him pull off his socks while they indulged in a long, slow, open-mouth kiss, the like of which would have made their associates stare in amazement if they'd witnessed it. Well, perhaps not Susan, Delenn mentally amended to herself. After all, Commander Ivanova was probably aware of what was happening between John and herself. But no one else, hopefully. It would become too complicated, too messy, if the relationship between the former Earth Alliance Captain and the Minbari Ambassador were made public at this time. But oh, oh, it was sweet, so sweet, to have these moments alone with him. No one else existed. Delenn gasped a little as John kissed his way down to her nipples, pushing open her blouse, slowly sliding the sleeves down her arms, caressing her skin every inch of the way. As he began to suck on one of her breasts, she hummed deep in her throat. It was so warm, and yet tight, and then he would do--*that*, yes, with his teeth... "Ohhhhh." "I love watching you when I do that," John murmured against her chest, bestowing one last kiss on her nipple as he moved to the neglected breast, still stroking the first lightly with his fingertips. Delenn squirmed a bit on the bed, giving him a better angle to take the breast into his mouth. She idly caressed his back, feeling the muscles move beneath the surface as she did so. The War, the Shadows, the world could just wait for a while. This was their stolen, private, separate place, and nothing could spoil it. Absolutely nothing. ---------------------------------- "You idiot," Ivanova hissed between her teeth. "Now we have to stay here until they're done." Michael tried to glare at her, but it was difficult to see his fellow officer in the little light leaking through the edges of the closet door. He was starting to sweat; the darkness and crowded clothing were bad enough, but the extremely audible sounds from the other side of the door weren't helping. From the sound of it, Delenn and Sheridan were in no hurry. He and Ivanova might be stuck a while. A masculine groan from the bedroom made Garibaldi swallow, then force himself to fight back a totally immature impulse to snicker. Actually, if you considered it a certain way, it *was* pretty funny. Susan leaned in closer, then swatted him on the chest when she got a glimpse of his expression. "This is nothing to laugh about!" she whispered. "Ah, lighten up, Ivanova. It's not the end of the world. It could be worse." "How?" Garibaldi didn't have a good answer, but went on denying it anyway. "So we have to wait here for an hour or so. Big deal. They won't find us---" "You can't be sure of that." "This is a big closet, you know." Michael gestured to the depths of the storage space, where Sheridan had put boxes and excess furniture. "We'll hear him coming--" Susan punched him in the side for that, but he'd forseen that move and took it mostly on the arm, "--ow. And we'll hide. Stop stressing. We're fine." He kept his voice low, unsure of how much the couple in the room could hear, but still certain that this wouldn't be a disaster. Awkward, embarassing, and potentially hysterical, but not a disaster. A medium-pitched giggle, and then a throaty moan from the main room distracted Michael at that moment, and made him loosen his collar. Ivanova smiled grimly as she whispered, "Oh, you think so?" ---------------------------------- Both of them were completely naked now, and Delenn was just starting to feel a warm tingling along her skin as John kissed his way back from her knees up to her thighs. Each kiss was deep, soft, and wet, and less and less did his lips actually lose contact with her body as they slid closer to their goal. "I can't believe how soft your skin is," John marvelled, pausing for a moment, his breath sending shivers along the wet surface of her legs where he had licked. Delenn chuckled, twining her fingers in his hair, then let out a sigh of happiness as he slowly licked and kissed his way to her lower lips. John was very, very good at this part. Admittedly, she didn't have much basis for comparison. Perhaps other human men were better. If they were, Delenn didn't want to know. She barely managed to survive the pleasure as it was. The first touch of his tongue along her outer lips made her tense, as always, and then the feeling of liquid fire in her veins spread through her body. How could she be tense and relaxed at the same time? All of her muscles were bunching, contracting, and yet she couldn't have moved if her life depended on it. A flick, then she'd shiver uncontrollably, and another zing! and her back would arch as she moaned, unable to stop herself from doing so. Then John would become more intense, applying pressure with his tongue and using his teeth just the slightest bit, and she'd start sobbing his name. Like now. "John... yes, right.. *there*, oh, OH, John, oh yes, oh please, oh, oh, oh oh oh oh OHHhhhh, John, John, oh *JOHN*" and a string of Minbari that she still couldn't bring herself to translate for him, but always let him know when she was happy. The tightening, shuddering contractions started, and Delenn dug her fingers into the sheets, her eyes closing as the orgasm seemed to radiate out from the center of her body in waves, then bounce back to her hot, throbbing sex. Another involuntary shiver, and Delenn lay gasping and spent, shaking in the aftermath of her lover's ministrations. He was kneeling above her now, straddling her body and smiling smugly. It would have been intolerable if he weren't so handsome, so happy, and so much hers. "Nice?" John asked softly, gently teasing her mouth open with his tongue again. Delenn wrapped one arm around his neck and pulled him down onto her body, then rolled on top of him, her tongue deep in his mouth. She broke away after a moment, and began tickling him. He yelled, and she started giggling, still gasping for breath from their lovemaking, until Sheridan yelled "Mercy! I'm suing for peace!" as he grabbed her hands. "I yield, I yield---" "And so you should," Delenn panted. "Or else..." Sheridan's eyes widened in mock terror, sending Delenn into another giggling fit which left her collapsed across his chest. "Threats don't scare me," the Captain boasted, stroking her hair lazily. "Good. I have other weapons which will," the Ambassador responded, sitting up with a knowing smile. Sheridan raised an eyebrow at her, his expression wary and amused. "Don't move..." ---------------------------------- This was getting bad. Very, very bad. Garibaldi already knew that if he was going to Hell, the last half an hour would be knocked off the time to be served paying for his sins. At first, the enthusiastic sex in the next room had only been embarassing and amusing. Okay, so he'd had to fight off the urge to giggle every other minute. That had been dumb, but it was better than it was now. Now, he was left remembering how long it had been since he'd had sex. Hell, how long it had been since he'd had the _opportunity_ to have sex. Dodger. Two years ago. Damnit. Had he been out of his mind? Why hadn't he gone to bed with her? Oh, yeah, he'd had some stupid scruples---and the timing had been all wrong---but still--- Another groan from the bedroom. Ivanova was pointedly NOT looking at him, and he was trying desperately to keep his eyes on his toes. This was not the ideal situation in which to be trapped with Susan. *Definitely* not. If they got out of this without being detected, she'd either kill him or hold it over his head for the rest of their lives. Right now, Michael was hoping for being killed. It was extremely preferable to the position they were currently in. A whimper. Amazing. You wouldn't think to look at Ambassador Delenn that she---Garibaldi cut off that train of thought and tried to remember his eleven times tables. The lifetime batting average of Andres Gallaragga. Who had invented the jump gate targeting system. Anything, except how good it would feel to get out of this closet and grab the next available woman he would see, go back to her quarters, rip her clothes off, and then show her what happened when a normal, red-blooded guy like himself was denied the pleasures of the flesh too long. Actually, there was an available woman standing in front of him right now. But if he even suggested it to Ivanova, he'd never be able to do anything about available women anywhere ever again. Forget how rigid and hard his sex had become by about the fourth moan from the bedroom. Forget how he was sweating, or the fact that he couldn't breathe without smelling what was happening only thirty feet away. Forget that Ivanova was fairly gorgeous, his trusted friend, and right *there*. Forget it, Garibaldi. Better to suffer now than to do without forever. "Ohhhhh, yes....." Michael clenched his jaw in sympathy, and tried to visualize himself in a cold shower. In the Arctic. Without a shower stall. ---------------------------------- If Susan had been clenching her hands any tighter, she'd have broken her fingers. Excruciatingly embarassing and potentially catastrophic as this stunt could be for her career, the fact that Captain Sheridan and Ambassador Delenn were having sex practically in front of her and Garibaldi wasn't as bad as her reaction to it. She shouldn't have been turned on, she should have been appalled, but there was nothing she could do about it. She *was* turned on. Worse; she was horny. How long had it been since she'd had a real teeth-rattling, mind-bending, body-slamming, fuck? Too long. Far too long. Every time Susan tried to pin down exactly when the last time was, someone in the next room would make some sound, or she'd hear the bed move, and she'd forget where she was. Damn, damn, damn, damn, damn. Even mentally cursing in Russian didn't completely shut out what was happening on the other side of that door. Ivanova didn't deal well with being trapped at the best of times; knowing that she had no one to blame but herself didn't help. Having her stupidity reinforced with torture was going over the top, though. Damnit. She didn't deserve this. Well, she could blame Garibaldi too, if she wanted to. But that wouldn't help. Especially since she was about six inches and five minutes away from grabbing his crotch. No, no no no no, don't think about that. Think about... C&C. That's it. Perfect. Flight patterns. Docking sequences. Getting ships into port... no, this wasn't helping. "*JOHN*" and then a string of unintelligble Minbari. Ivanova bit her lower lip so hard it hurt. Garibaldi was whistling under his breath, not looking in her direction, staring at the ceiling, seeming unphased by what was occuring. Damn him. He wasn't sweating; *he* wasn't feeling a palpable ache in his sex from frustrated lust. It was enough to make her want to rattle that complacent amusement, to kick his legs out from under him and jump on top of him when he fell. Or to calmly take two steps forward, kiss him hard, on the mouth, then take two steps back. Make him deal with *that*, damnit. Susan yanked herself back into the present, and began to mentally recite regs on not entering Senior Officer's quarters until the next lull. Maybe they were done. Please God, let them be done. Then Ivanova heard Delenn say, "Don't move..." [A pretty rose rule] WE INTERRUPT THIS STORY FOR A SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT. One of the purposes of this story was to torture Gary, as we said at the beginning. Here's where that happens. Unless Gary apologizes for his teasing of the list ASAP, nobody, but nobody, gets the second half of the story. All we want to hear from Gary is: "I'm sorry I teased the list with Final Five Clips. It was bad of me. I won't do it again, really I won't. Really." That's it. Then we'll post the next bit. Cool? Not cool? Well, like we said. It's all Gary's fault. [Image] :) Yell at him until he apologizes. [A pretty rose rule] Subject: Interesting Positions (2/2) Date: 07/11/96 12:28 AM After six hours of frantic hysteria and demands for the next bit from the list (I deleted Part 2, and couldn't get a hold of Lianna, 'cause she's out of town!) Sara came through and sent me her beta-copy of it. WHEW! (Hope Li doesn't hate the editing changes...) Can't even work up the energy to taunt Gary. Except to say: Here's your cookie (or biscuit, to you Brits). We knew you could do it. [A pretty rose rule] [A rose] Interesting Positions (2/2) [Image]by Lianna "Don't move," Delenn said, smiling wickedly. Sheridan smiled up at her, feeling a tiny drop of apprehension in the midst of his absolute trust in her. When she got like this, anything could happen. It was what made her a great leader, a terrific partner in war as well as love, but it didn't make him feel comfortable. Not for a second. "What are you up to?" he rumbled, as she held his hands away from his body, and rose to straddle his hips. Delenn raised both eyebrows, not answering him as she placed his arms down at his sides, then took his sex in both of her hands, biting her lower lip in concentration. John's head fell backward, and his eyes closed as a low groan escaped his lips as his lover opened and closed her hands in a rhythm mimicking his pulse. Delenn slid her hands up and down the shaft of his penis, faster and faster, opening and closing her fingers as if she were playing an instrument. Sheridan opened his eyes and started to reach for her, needing to be inside her, needing her body close to his, but Delenn shook her head, smiling that Mona Lisa smile, and then... and then did something. "What---" Sheridan blinked, unsure of what he was feeling. The pleasure was still there, the heat gathering in his groin; but some of the pressure seemed to have---not diminished, but stalled. "There is a point... here, beneath your scrotum," Delenn whispered, moving her fingers softly over his testicles, one hand still on his shaft. "If I apply pressure here, it is almost impossible for you to.. mmmmm, come, yes, that's it. You can't come until after I remove my fingers from this point." Sheridan's eyes widened. "Delenn.. oh, God... Delenn, I'm not sure this is a good idea...." Christ, a month ago she'd had almost no idea what to do in bed, although enthusiasm and natural sensuality gave her great instincts. But if she were going to try stuff that wasn't supposed to be done by humans--- "It's perfectly safe. I checked with some of Dr. Franklin's medical texts." She laughed breathlessly, bending down to bestow a kiss on his stomach, placing little kisses as she worked her way lower. Sheridan was still debating whether to stop her or not when she took the head of his shaft in her mouth, sucking very, very lightly. A sound between a whimper and a groan came out of the Captain's throat without his having anything to say about it. He didn't dare move. God knew what Delenn would do next. *He* didn't even know about that spot, how the hell did she---"Ohwwwwwwwww, oh owh, DELENNNNNN---" Rational thought fled. She just had to keep doing that, that, whatever it was... "Nice?" she whispered mischievously, prompting him to groan something in the affirmative. "Now, let's see." The Ambassador rose up on her knees, just hovering over his shaft for a moment, her breasts rising with her quick breaths. "Perhaps you'll enjoy this... I'm almost certain I will..." ---------------------------------- When Ivanova bit her hand to keep from screaming, Garibaldi realized that he wasn't the only one in danger of coming inside his uniform. In fact if he had to guess, he'd bet that Susan was in worse shape than he was, if possible. Michael could almost swear he saw blood around the edges of her mouth. "Bad, hunh?" he whispered. Ivanova's eyes flicked up to his, then away, her jaw stiff with tension, her free hand clenched into a ball. The Security Chief nodded in resignation. "You have no _idea_ how sorry I am. Well, no, that's not true..." Garibaldi wiped at his brow for about the fifteenth time in twenty minutes. "Does it help to know I'm paying for it already?" Susan took her hand out of her mouth. "No," she whispered, "it doesn't. Damnit. I'm never going to be able to look either of them in the eye again." "Tell _me_," Garibaldi muttered. Here he'd always thought of Delenn as the reserved type, and yet she and Sheridan had been making enough noise to set off the station alarms for the last hour. He shifted his weight again, wondering miserably how much time he'd have after they got out of the closet before he had to be back on duty. He could not, would not, embarass himself any more than he already had in front of Ivanova. Another groan from the bedroom. Garibaldi felt his eyes cross in frustration, then he mumbled to Susan, "Could you just kill me now? Please? Please?" Ivanova swallowed, and her eyes narrowed. "Don't think I haven't considered it." She was breathing heavily, and Michael could see that she, too, had opened the collar of her uniform. "On the other hand..." "What?" Garibaldi leaned back against the only portion of the closet walls without any shelves, and speculated about whether going to the farthest portion of the closet and stuffing his ears with Sheridan's shirts would help any. "Michael, we're friends." Susan's expression was strained, and she took a step toward him hesitantly. "Yeah." Garibaldi was the one swallowing heavily now. Damn, Ivanova was beautiful. Especially knowing that... well, you don't *know* that, Michael. She might not be as turned on as you are. She might just be embarassed. Angry. Royally pissed off at you. Hot lips descended on his and shut off all avenues to calm consideration within moments. A desperate kiss, full of frustation and hunger and need. Garibaldi responded with all the pent-up longing that had been growing for the last half hour, and then some. Susan broke away for a moment. "Friends help each other." "Definitely," Michael whispered, his hands roaming downward to her pants, cupping her buttocks and pulling her against his pulsing sex. "Help," Susan muttered between her teeth, kissing him again as her hands fumbled at the clasp on his pants. "I'm trying," he mumbled back, sucking on her tongue, not thinking, not caring about what would happen after, not being sensible, because for Chrissakes, there was only so much he could be expected to resist. Anyone breaks under torture, he thought incoherently as Ivanova freed his rigid cock from his uniform. ---------------------------------- Delenn slid downward, encasing Sheridan's penis inside her, wet heat surrounding him as he groaned in pleasure. His hips bucked involuntarily, but the Ambassador tightened her thighs around him, holding him down while she adjusted her position. "Wait, wait," she scolded him softly. "I told you not to move." "Delenn," John growled, cords on his neck standing out as he tried to stay still. "This isn't---I don't want---" "You're not enjoying it?" Delenn was slightly disappointed, and shifted her weight slightly, squeezing her inner muscles around his shaft. Perhaps she'd read the text wrong. There was still so much she didn't know. She moved to one side, tightening as she did so, and Sheridan's eyes rolled up in his head. "I didn't. Say. That." Her lover seemed to have trouble breathing. "But... please, Delenn, it's sooo good... I can't take---" "Ohhh, I'm sure you're underestimating yourself," Delenn teased as she rose up along his shaft, then came down suddenly, rubbing the edge of her opening against the thick base of his penis. "You're a very... mmmhmm... strong person, John. I'm certain that you can do this for a very long, long ... ahhhhhh... time..." Up again, then down again, the slick friction building as she rocked, feeling his testicles slap against her buttocks, careful to keep her fingers in place beneath his scrotum. Up. Down. Up, longer, teasing him, then down very fast, the tightness building inside her vagina, squeezing harder around him as she rose again, then lowered herself again, three times fast, then another slow time, almost unbearable in its tension. John groaned louder this time, his hands coming up to rest on her hips, trying to slow her down. But Delenn couldn't slow down now, it was starting to happen inside her... ---------------------------------- Ivanova was up against the wall now, one leg wrapped around Garibaldi's waist as she frantically ripped his shirt open. They were trying to be quiet, and quick, and every other second it would occur to her that she was going to regret this a lot tomorrow, but right now she didn't give a damn. Her pants were open, her underwear ripped aside, and Garibaldi already had a finger inside her, making her crazy as they maneuvered for position. "Just do it, damnit," she almost snarled. "What the hell are you waiting for?" "Shhhhh," Michael breathed against her mouth. "Relax for two seconds---" He moved his finger, and she could feel herself clamp down around him, hard. A gasp into his mouth, and then he removed his finger and replaced it with his cock, sliding into her with one easy motion. The relief was wonderful, for about an instant. Then she had to have more. He was thick and almost unbelievably hard, except that she knew that Garibaldi had been in a state of arousal almost since they walked into the closet, so she had no trouble believing it. God, he knew how to kiss. Thank God he wasn't taking his mouth off hers, otherwise she'd embarass them both. Michael grunted, and started to move, his hands around her ass, supporting most of her weight as he plunged into her. Ivanova hooked her free leg to twine around his, and he shifted his weight to pound even farther into her. Oh, Christ. It was so... good... She bit down on his lip to keep from screaming, and she could hear him groan softly in mingled pain and pleasure. One of his hands moved up to stroke her breasts, and Michael started to move faster as Susan's hips slammed against his, her breathing becoming more and more shallow.... ---------------------------------- The contractions inside Delenn built up to an unbearable point as all the blood rushed to her sex. She and John were moving together now, faster and faster, their bodies rhythmically sliding up and down. Delenn's fingers slipped from beneath his scrotum, and Sheridan's eyes widened. That was all the warning she had, before his hips began to thrust harder, and harder, making her moan and whimper as he bucked upward. Up, and up, and then----shivering, she felt her body clench once, twice, and then again, dissolving into uncountable pulses of pleasure. John was still coming, his body rigid, voice hoarse with the effort as he yelled her name. "Delennn... Jesus Christ... Oh, yes, goddamnit--- DELENN..." Heat flowed through her one last surprising time, nearly making her unconscious with ecstasy. Then she went boneless, gasping for air, her eyes closed in exhaustion. John drew her down, one arm around her possessively, holding her to him with all his remaining strength. He turned her face up to his gently, and softly as silk, kissed her on the mouth. "That was..." he chuckled slightly, then brushed light kisses over her cheeks, eyes, nose, mouth again. "Amazing," he whispered, caressing her back and buttocks, a punch-drunk look on his face. "Mmmm... Amazing." Delenn smiled to herself. "Better than nice, then." "Much," John sighed. They lay together quietly, just revelling in the feeling of closeness. Delenn could feel her eyes closing, and forced them open. They didn't have the luxury of spending the night together. Someday, Delenn promised herself. Someday, they would never have to leave each other for more than a day at a time. Wistfully, she wished she could really be certain that it would happen; that the War would not end even this brief bit of happiness. "Hey," John whispered, kissing her on the forehead, his fingers tracing the edge of her headbone, down to her ear. "Where did you just go? You looked sad." "The future." Delenn licked her lips, then softly said, "No matter what happens, we have this. Nothing can ruin this. It's ours forever." John turned her face to his, his eyes serious. "We'll have more than just this. You deserve more than a few stolen hours, Delenn. I promise, when this is all over---" he kissed the tip of her nose, "Nothing, and I mean nothing, will keep us apart. I have faith. Remember?" He smiled, the smile that had made her trust him in the beginning. "The universe knows what it's doing." "Yes." Delenn smiled in return, kissed his fingertips, then rested her head on his shoulder. "Yes, it does." But she didn't say what she feared. Permanence had never been part of the Universe, and while love could last forever, their dreams might not be able to do the same. ---------------------------------- The sounds outside the closet had become completely irrelevant; the only thing that mattered was the woman wrapped around him tighter than any glove, the lips hungrily devouring his, and the steady beat of his pulse as he moved inside her. He was so close; Garibaldi could feel the accelerating need and he thrust in and out of Susan. Jesus, this was unbelievable. He'd never have imagined this in a million years. He kept his mouth on hers since she seemed to want to scream, and that was the one thing he couldn't let her do. She had one hand holding onto the back of his neck, keeping him near her, and one snaked down the back of his pants, squeezing his butt. Michael groaned as Susan started to come. The hot, fast clenching of her sex around his cock was making him crazy. The fluttering pulse inside her got faster, and Ivanova was whimpering, her fingernails digging into his ass as her hips ground into his. It was too much; he felt his own orgasm start, and tried to pull away, but Susan wouldn't let him. He groaned under his breath and then thrust himself into her as far as he could go, his body straining with the effort--- then the release, the wonderful relief that seemed to go on and on and on as Susan mumbled "oh, yes oh yes oh yes Michael, that's it, oohhhh yesssss......" and then something throaty in Russian. Shuddering, he held onto her, unable to think straight. Distantly, some part of his mind noticed that there was no more noise coming from the bedroom. Now was when Ivanova would kill him. He couldn't care. But she wasn't angry, she was just stroking his head, a low purring coming from deep in her throat. Michael tried to get his voice to work, unlike every other muscle in his body. "I guess I'll survive after all," he mumbled huskily. He was still inside her, and he couldn't yet bear to pull away. Garibaldi raised his head to look at his friend, the woman he'd just made love to, who was so beautiful in the aftermath that he couldn't stand to think of leaving yet. A thousand thoughts went through his head at once, but Susan was staring at him clear-eyed, no embarassment or regret evident. Finally he whispered, "Thank you. That was..." He shook his head, smiling ruefully. "The feeling is mutual," Ivanova said in a low voice. She sighed slowly, letting muscles relax throughout her body. Garibaldi realized that one of her hands was idly tracing his jawline. "Michael?" He swallowed. "Yeah?" "Why haven't we done this before?" He closed his eyes, fear welling up in him. Fear of getting too close. Fear of losing her. He forced himself to open his eyes, and look at her again. "I don't know. But..." He felt his jaw tighten as he leaned into her hand. "I don't want to think it's the last time. Or the only time." Susan just nodded, a judicious look on her face. Garibaldi wasn't sure how to interpret that. "And you?" Her eyes got more distant for a second, then focused in on him abruptly. "I don't want this to be the last time either." Michael nodded, then slowly, very slowly, moved away from her. He adjusted her jacket and shirt without looking at her face. "Michael." He jerked his eyes up to meet hers. "We're going to have to... think about this. Later." Susan's mouth quirked. "But now..." she whispered, drawing him close again, her fingers already busy in his pants. "Now is *not* the time for thinking..." "Susan!" Garibaldi wanted to laugh, but he was too shocked. "We're gonna get caught, I thought you were worried about that---" "They left ten minutes ago." She shrugged lazily. "You were kind of busy, so I didn't bother telling you." She pulled his mouth down on hers, and Garibaldi gave up on thinking about consequences and reasons why not. They were already involved; this wasn't going to be easy; but who the hell cared? It was too late for turning back... "Shoulda known you'd get me in trouble..."