In The Bank Manager's Cupboard - Part Eighteen. She paused and finished smoking, she stubbed out her cigarette and crossed her legs once more. "I like to know my slave wants me and I enjoy teasing and restraining male sexuality. Compliance with my rules will keep you in a state of frustrated sexual desire for me, and to ensure that is the case I must, and I will, penalize any infractions. I enjoy punishing men, and with that purpose in mind I will insist on absolute obedience. I like seeing men suffer in unrequited lust, to achieve that I will make you suffer by stimulating you without allowing you any relief. If and when I do allow you sexual pleasure, it will be in ways that are painful and humiliating. This might be simply for my entertainment, or because I wish to engender in you greater humility and subservience." Karin got up and walked towards the kitchen, "Wait there," she said, "I haven't finished!" David heard her at the refrigerator. While she was gone he tried to summarise his situation. He didn't know where to start. Did he have any choice? Any say in what happened to him? Or had it all been decided? She hadn't offered him any option, any alternatives. What she had told him about herself had, he supposed, been clear already. But she was unashamed in admitting to it. Karin returned and David heard the clink of ice cubes in her glass, "Chill the wine in the freezer for half an hour before you serve it next time." She reclined in the armchair and once again used his buttocks as her footrest. "Briefly then, I am a sadistic woman, and you are in training to become my masochistic toy, this is to be our 'normal life!' Now kneel up." She lifted her feet from his buttocks and waited as he struggled into a kneeling position. He looked up at her and she beckoned him forward with her finger. As he approached she parted her legs so that he was kneeling between her thighs. She pulled him forward by his hair and pushed his head down into her lap. David's face rested on her knickers, and he inhaled the scent of womanhood he found there. Stroking his head, as one would the fur of a kitten, Karin resumed her hypnotic monologue. "You are not naive David," she continued, "Nor are you completely stupid. You have always known that women like myself existed, just as you have known that there are men who serve us. Until now you didn't understand those men, although like many men you have had a fascination with women like me. At the moment you are confused, you want to accept my control, but you feel it abnormal to do so. That is quite understandable David, but do not feel ashamed, there is nothing wrong in what you are doing and feeling. Many men feel as you do!" Karin once again paused to let her words sink in. "You are now erect David I am sure, and it is most uncomfortable. But I will forgive that for the moment, I will even permit it. Let yourself feel that excitement David, and recognise that you need my control, even if you do not want it. Accept it, and then we can move on." David knelt there, his head in her lap. His penis pulsating in frustration and desire behind him. Yet he felt comfortable, safe and secure. He was relieved of any need to make decisions himself, it was a curious freedom. He was aware of Karin sipping her wine above him. Nothing else seemed to matter. She pushed his head away, and gripped his temples between her knees. There he could look at the centre of her sexuality, barely masked by silky black nylon. "Now, as to your future employment. It was clear after the way you behaved last night that our old agreement would have to be postponed, at least until you are properly trained. I cannot appoint a wanker who peeks through keyholes as a Managing Director of one of my companies. I am sure you understand that. So I have this afternoon appointed your former secretary to your old post. I have informed her that if she requires any advice or assistance, she can contact you through me. We have known each other since school, so I had no problem in familiarising her with your position here. She will be allowed to contact you through my switchboard, which is connected to the internal telephone system in this flat. Using my power of attorney your resignation letter will be submitted to the shoe store, so you will not be expected there. You will be expected to cook and clean for me, to act as my maidservant and housekeeper. I will inform you of my likes and dislikes, and daily you will provide me with a list of any shopping requirements needed to provide me with the perfect service that I expect." Karin looked at her watch, "I think that is sufficient for you to think about. Go to your room and cool off, that is enough lust for one day. You will have to hop slowly and carefully up the stairs."